Chapter20

#Chapter20

CHASE—

Time went by slow without Bella. There was nothing left here for me to keep me sane. I had tried to be better for her, I had took my pills and now it was all a waste. She'd left. Just like Sofia. So who was I suppose to be better for? Who was I suppose to keep my sanity for? Myself? I liked myself a lot better when I didn't give a fuck. I enjoyed myself a lot more when I let the crazy in me take over. What was the fun in being a good person? Where was the fun in being normal?

Just like everyone else, she'd turned her back on me. I had for a second, just for a second believed that I could change for her. I didn't think like that anymore. I wasn't going to be fooled again.

Everyone walks out on you.

Everyone wants to see you crash and burn.

She never cared about you anyways.

Just like Sofia.