Prologue

Love is beautiful. Love is an affection and comfort that many want to experience and when we do experience it, we never want it to stop.

Love comes in different ways, depending on how we show it. The connection one feels with a person defines the kind of love that you show to that person.

I thought I had found this "love" when I moved back to New York after lots of persuasions from my mom, she wanted us all to be together….. I met Zion Dame!

Zion was all I ever wanted in any man. I've met a lot of them but his love was different. I felt safe around him, he was my best friend and he loved me as much as I loved him …. Or so I thought.

We just got back from Connor, one of Zion's friend's birthday after-party. We were supposed to be there till around 2 in the morning but Zion insisted we leave earlier than that, according to him, he wasn't feeling the party and he had to use me as an excuse to his friend

"Felly isn't feeling too well," he told Connor. And I had to play along as always.

Throughout the ride home, we didn't utter a word to each other and he kept avoiding making any contact with me physically. I felt something was wrong and I asked him but he shrugged his shoulder indicating nothing was wrong.

It's nothing Felicia, he is probably just stressed out.

We got to his mansion, it was a very big building with lots of gardens. Zion has always been a lover of Flowers and he made sure the gardeners worked on it twice a week. He always sat there to think or when he was in a mood

The car came to a halt.. the door was opened by one of the servants; treatments that come with being a billionaire fiancée.

Zion walked ahead of me not even sparing me a glance.

What is going on with him?

We entered the master bedroom where we both slept together most of the time. I moved in with him when he proposed to me three months ago. My mom was against it at first but he was able to convince her and spoil her with lots of gifts; that was always his way of getting her to support him no matter the situation.

I hated it!

I stepped out of the shower with my towel wrapped around my body. He just sat on the bed pressing his phone.

"Babe…. Are you alright?" I asked crawling over him on the bed. He kept his gaze on his phone. I gently took the phone from his finger and placed it on the side table. He licked his lips and focused his gaze on me, I was on top of him. I loosened my towel, a smirk grew across his face. He placed his hand on my breast playing with my nipple. I let out a soft moan of pleasure as I felt his d**k hardened beneath me.

I went down and grabbed his dick putting it inside my mouth, he let out a groan. I sucked hard on it making it so wet and slimy

Suddenly he pulled me by my hair to his face and crashed his lips against mine in a very rough but sexy manner, our tongues fighting for dominance.

He flipped me over turning my back to him. I arch my back… he thrusts in with a force that makes us both moan out loud.

"Yes baby right there….." A moan came out "Give it all to me, I love it when you are so deep inside me" I held onto the bedspread like my life depended on it but each thrust went deeper, faster, and harder.

I lay tired in bed as Zion walked out of the bathroom. He still wasn't smiling or giving me any attention. He walked into his closet and came out wearing new boxers.

"I want you to leave early in the morning, " he said with a straight face. I looked at him confused.

"Why?"I asked sitting up abruptly

"I don't need to explain myself to you, I just want you out by morning

"I can't do that…. We are supposed to meet with my parents by morning "

"Don't start with this nagging of yours…. I am not in the mood for it this night, it's late already"

Nagging?

"What is wrong with you?" I stood up holding my towel to prevent it from falling off " You've just had this attitude since Connors's party and now this? What the Fuxk is going on Zion?"

He ran his finger across his jet-black hair and sighed in frustration. He picked up his phone and started walking out of the room.

"Don't you dare walk out on me Zion!" My voice echoed through the room as I followed him from behind holding back the tears.

"I'm done with this….. just leave!" He shouted "I don't want your face in this house anymore" he suddenly turned to face me making me bump into him.

"I will not leave!" I yelled back "We are about to get married, have babies…. So no I will not leave". I said amidst tears. He clenched his jaw, anger written all over his face. I knew what always ended this kind of situation but I didn't care at the moment.

"Look at me, Zion," I said softly as I held his hand but he stepped back and turned his back at me clenching his hand on the railings of the stairs that led downstairs.

SLAM!!

I felt a sharp pain in my cheek as I staggered to the back.

"Get out of my house!" His voice was so calm, it almost sounded like he was pleading. I looked up at him but the tears were blurring my vision

"The wedding is canceled"

"No no no no" I ran up to him "You can't do that," I said pulling on his shirt… he preyed my hand off and pushed me to the ground.

"The wedding is canceled"

"No no no no" I ran up to him "You can't do that," I said pulling on his shirt…. He preyed my hands off and pushed me to the ground.

" did you think I was going to marry you? You are a whore and that is what you'll ever be".

He spat out with no emotion. I was confused. I didn't know how to feel. It was like my heart had just been smashed into a thousand pieces with a sledgehammer.

Was three years of my life with him a waste?

It all meant nothing to him?

Wait!…

What if he never loved me? All the promises and moments we shared were for nothing. All these thoughts ran through my mind as the anger started to build up inside me. I stood up in anger and ran towards him with a strength I didn't recognize either and pushed him. He lost his balance and fell off the railings.

BOOM!

What have I done?!!