"All Your Fault"

BTR Part Ninety One- "All Your Fault"

You sat in stunned silence as you looked as if you hadn't slept in ages. There were screams and crying going on around you but you barely were registering it. Mick came up to you and was yelling angrily as he was pulled away from you. Noelle's mother slapped you and told you clearly that this was "All Your Fault" you didn't say anything as she walked away barely able to keep her balance as you looked at the casket and buried your hands into her face as you began to sob. The funeral for Noelle was beautiful but in it's tragic nature you were barely coherent for it all. Nobody knew what had happened but the rumors abounded by the fact that Vince had completely crushed the opposition you tried to put up. Months and months of trying and revealing secrets and horrible practices and stories did nothing. They were indeed too big to fail and as his spider's web encased all around you...here you were. Toxic and considered to be the root cause of it all. Tony couldn't have the heat and you were cut from the roster. Most of your friends and compatriots were shunning you. For fear of their careers and for Noelle's death. Maybe Vince had her breaks cut. Maybe it was just an accident when the semi ran the red light. You didn't know anymore. And honestly...you didn't care. There was no you without her. The rain began to fall as the humid heat hung Over everyone and Taya and Morrison were the only ones willing to stand with you as Mick and his wife were weeping along with alot of others. You were getting condolences but they didn't help and when you walked into your home, the quiet and the empty feeling hit you like a ton of bricks. You cried and drank for hours on end for days on end, taking an Uber to Darion Swift's house who was holding a "Memorial for Noelle" at his place and you were willing to die because you knew this was only happening to mock you. You arrived and immediately went for Darion bit you were beaten down by The Usos, Dolph and James. Your good friend James who wanted you to leave on your own two feet but you spit in his face and he choked you out. You awoke outside a few blocks away as you took an Uber back to your house and smashed your TV and anything you could around your kitchen and living room.

Months passed and the pain and loneliness didn't pass. But thankfully you weren't without respite as you had some of your lady friends coming over to see you. Taya stopped after you anally assaulted her too rough for her liking and Morrison's had decided that you weren't worth the damn hassle anymore. Good riddance you thought. Io Shirai had come to stay a few days and you held onto her hips as she had her arms planted by your head as she rode you in reverse cowgirl, slamming her ass against your waist as her pussy slid up and along your shaft as the "squish" noise fills the room as she worked herself for several minutes along eight inches as she says your name in Japanese and shudders out as she feels you throbbing more and more intensely inside of her as you grunted and let loose a large load as you filled her cunt up and held her too you even with a blank and emotionless face. Noelle's mother's words went through your mind again…"all your fault". Io was fine days later after one of your drunken hang ups and she was sobbing as she says she doesn't know how else to save you. You called uo Heather Monroe one night when you learned she was in town and that ended horribly too as you were fucking her hard on the floor in your living room, her thick creamy thighs draped around your ankles but she scratch your face and you pulled out and clutched at your eyes as she coughed and tries to gather herself as you had been fucking her missionary but I'm doing so began to choke her, each passing moment you began to squeeze harder and harder as she eventually got you off. She screamed at you and quickly dressed and left you in the despair of your own actions as you stared at your hands as Noelle's mother's words rang through again "all your fault". You grabbed a bottle of tequila, a favorite of yours and Noelle's and you went and downed as much as you could as you sent an apology text to a few names you could muster the courage to send and as you walked into your pool you floated on your back and stared up at the sky as you finished the bottle and decided to let the peace of the heaviness take over you as you went under the water. You will be with your parents and Noelle soon.

When you came too you turned to your side and vomited out the water in your lungs and looked about confused as you groaned and saw a blurry figure on their knees beside you rubbing and slapping at your back as you groaned continued to spit up vomit and chlorine as you looked up and eventually could make out that she figure was Jessamyn Duke. She smacked you in the face and told you never to do something so stupid and she grabbed and hugged you while sobbing. You eventually were helped inside and took a long hot shower with Jessamyn sitting on the toilet and talking with you to make sure you stayed awake as she eventually helped you to the bed. You asked how she got there so fast and she didn't answer as she just asked what was happening and you scoffed and chastised her but she merely let you vent and held your hand as she said that she just wanted to be with you. You eventually fell asleep and awoke a few hours later with Jessamyn gripping your dick from the base as she was naked and slowly sucking you off as she rubbed at your nipples and told you just to lay there and let her take care of you. You didn't seem to care or at least that's what you told yourself as she sucked you off happily and wantingly. She tells you that she has wanted you all to herself for so long, she couldn't deny that she fell for you. She needed you. She had you now and she wasn't going to let you go. You moaned as she massaged your balls while deepthroating you furiously and hungrily and as she got your twitching manhood as hard and slick as she likes she finally mounted you and lowered herself down slowly, crying out loudly as she shuddered and moaned while you filled her cunt to the brim with throbbing cock. She gripped your shoulders and rocked her hips down as she bounced up and down and told you she would take care of you, That she wouldn't let anything happen to you. You groaned as you didn't or couldn't muster any word as she rocked herself down repeatedly, her cunt making loud "plap" noises as she rocked herself up and along eight inches, her hands scratching your chest, her pussy locking up tightly as you felt her orgasm rip through her body as her nipples were stiff and she leans down and puts them to your mouth as you sucked at them as she rubs at your neck and continues to rock herself down as she whispers that she is gonna be you forever person and that you were safe now. You just let a tear fall as hearing this was So needed but as she threw her head back and slammed down and spasmed as she tightened up around your dick, soaking your dick with orgasmic juices you heard Noelle's mother's words again, "All your fault" and it stung hard but Jessamyn didn't let her orgasm stop her from riding you hard and fast for several more minutes, your body finally reacting as your began throbbing and she locked up again and stayed tight as she slowly bucked her hips back and forth as she stirred your dick about until you moaned louder and louder as she begged, and demanded for your load as she told you to mark her and claim her, and you felt the eruption leave your balls and rupture through your throbbing and jerking hardness as you flooded her cunt with your semen, Jessamyn slamming her hips down and holding her cunt down as much of your dick as she could handle as she cums part way through your orgasm as she tightens up so hard that it hurt and nearly cut off your last few spurts as you both moaned and groaned loudly as you held her to you as she panted and giggled as she grinds her cunt softly along your dick as your crotches pulsated together while she laid herself against your chest and rubbed her fingers along your face as she says rather coldly that she was glad Noelle was gone. You pushed her off and she looks confused as you told her to get out and she says she wasn't going to apologize. Yoliu told her to get out and she said she couldn't or wouldn't because she loved you. She wasn't the only one. Nicola loved you. Shayna did too. You asked what she was getting at and she told you that it wasn't an accident. You told her to repeat what she just said and she defiantly says she made sure Noelle was out of the way because she and the others wanted you to themselves and you snapped, knocking Jessamyn over as you slammed her head into the floor and began to choke her. She didn't fight you, she merely between fading breaths said she loved you and screamed in her face and felt your thumbs break through skin and suddenly blood gushed out of her throat and you looked at your blood soaked hands and screamed as Jessamyn had a smile over her face as you felt a hand touch your shoulder and you turned to see Nicola, Lita, and Shayna. They started to tell you "All your fault" and you looked confused and scared. What was happening, why was this happening. It wasn't your fault...it wasn't...you knew that but maybe you didn't and you screamed…

You felt yourself being jerked as Noelle was grabbing your shoulders and trying to calm you as she said you were tossing and turning and eventually started whimpering and crying out and she got scared and woke you up. You looked bewildered as she had flown in for the weekend as she still had a few weeks left but wanted to spend time with her husband. The Cena podcast with Renee had dropped and WWE was getting more and more aggressive with the Lawyers starting to get involved, threatening Tony and the other promotion with defamation lawsuits and more and more outside the ring scrums were beginning to leak out to the dirt sheets now. Noelle caresses your face and tells you it's okay that she was here and she nestles you to her and you wrapped your arms around her and began to sob. You didn't understand why that nightmare was so vivid and so prolonged about something so horrible, but just the relieve of knowing it was a dream hit you so hard and you clutched your wife as hard and as sincerely as you ever had.

End of chapter.