CHAPTER 1

CHAPTER 1

Z E I

Nilibot kong muli ang paningin ko sa kwarto. Mamimiss ko 'to. Mamimiss ko yung mga pagkakataong nandito pa siya at magkasama kami. Mga pagkakataong alam kong kailanman ay hindi na mauulit pa.

Bawat sulok ng bahay ay nagpapaalala sa akin ng mga nangyari sa aming dalawa.

Ngunit bawat alaala ay nagbibigay ng kirot sa aking puso.

Siguro panahon na rin upang lisanin namin ang lugar na ito at magkaroon ng bagong buhay.

'I have to."

"I hate to do it but we have to leave. I'm sorry. I missed you. Wherever you are right now I know you are watching over me. Promise I will find that someone whom you refer. If that is your wish I will grant it. But don't forget that I'll always remember and cherish everything that we have. I love you."

Sambit ko bago tuluyang lumabas ng kwarto. Biglang pumatak yung mga luha ko ngunit agad kong pinunasan. Nakakalungkot lang kase.

Ayaw niya akong makitang malungkot. Gusto niya maging masaya ako. Pero isa itong malaking kalokohan. How am I supposed to be happy kung wala siya?

"Let's go Mom, Dad."

At tuluyan na nga naming nilisan ang bahay.

Dala lahat ng mga alaalang kailanman ay hindi ko kakalimutan.

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5:00 AM

Naninibago pa rin ako sa lugar na ito at sa lahat ng bagay na nandito pero masasanay rin ako. Kailangan kong sanayin ang sarili ko. Balang araw alam kong magiging maayos rin ang lahat.

Oo nga pala. May pasok na.

First day of school pero tinatamad akong pumasok. Kakalipat lang namin ng tirahan kaya naman sa bagong paaralan na rin ako mag-aaral.

Mag-isa na naman ako. Malamang wala pa akong kaibigan and I don't want to have one. I mean, it's not that ayaw ko talaga, hmmm sabihin nalang nating may dahilan kung bakit. Besides there's nobody nearby that I can be friends with.

Besides, prefer to be alone.

Aside from the fact na loner talaga ako mula pa nung bata pa ako , I have Trust issues.

This school is quite big, as big as my previews school.

Naglalakad ako sa hallway. As usual dala ko yung bag ko at yung tangkas ng mga aklat na pag-aaralan ko. Heavy but ugh "book is life"

I love studying. I am an achiever and I don't want to disappoint my parents. Besides para sa akin din naman ito.

I usually spend my free time studying.

Habang papunta sa room, marami akong nakakasalubong na mga estudyanteng tila walang problema sa sa kanilang pag-aaral.

'Sana all. Hahahahaha'

Hindi rin maiiwasan yung mga titig mula sa mga kapwa ko estudyante dkto. Malamang bago ako rito kaya ganoon na lang sila kung makatingin. Yung halos kainin ka nila o di kaya hubaran sa paraan ng kanilang mga titig.

I was just peacefully walking in the hallway but something hard hit me.

Halos madapa ako nang biglang natamaan ako ng tila bola. Napaupo ako sa sakit ng tama sa aking ulo.

Nalaglag yung dala kong mga aklat pati na rin yung salamin ko.

Hiyang hiya ako dahil natumba ako at feeling ko lumipad din yung skirt ko. What if, what if they saw.. -_-

Nevermind, this is so embarrassing.

D*mn you kung sino ka mang may gawa nito.

Dinampot ko yung mga nalaglag kong gamit. It's embarrassing, super.

Nakita ko yung isang lalakeng estudyante na dinampot yung bola.

Oh, siya pala. I mean baka siya, hehe. Ayaw ko lang maging prejudice.

Nakayuko siya kaya hindi ko masyadong makita yung mukha niya.

"Sorry," he said. His voice echoed on my ears, something familiar, parang narinig ko na ito. He smells good too. Pero may kasalanan sakin to so nevermind.

Yun lang? Sorry lang?

Tumayo ako at tinignan ko siya at nagulat ako nang makitang nakatitig din pala siya sakin. Our eyes met, his set of brown eyes were looking looking through mine like it's examining every detail about me. Mga ilang segundo lang kaming nagkatitigan bago siya yumuko at parang ngumiti?

Don't tell me he have seen it. Arghhh this is crazy or maybe lunatic lang talaga yung lalaking. I felt my blood rush through my cheeks. Feeling ko pulang pula na ako.

Well, he's handsome but tsss..

He looks so familiar.

I can feel my heart beating so fast. I am angry. Yes! I am. Ano pa ba ang mararamdaman mo kapag ikaw ang nasa ganitong sitwasyon? Uhuh?

Many things popped out from my mind including what he told me.

...go and find someone

F*ck. Kung ano-ano na tuloy yung sumasagi sa isip ko.

I tried to stay still and I tried to control my emotions just like what I always do. Pretend that I'm ok even if it's not.

"Is that all??" I asked him. I gave him my most fierce aura.

Gosh. This jerk.

Sayang naman yung face niya. Actually, he is undeniably handsome pero mukhang hindi marunong magsalita.

Mukhang nagulat siya sa sinabi ko but then he's excellent enough to shift swiftly his face into a cool aura. Arghhhhh!

Be brushed his right arm through his hair while his left arm is still grasping the ball.

His arms is muscular, not too much. Sakto lang. It looks manly and yeah cool. Whatever.

" After what you have done you'll only say sorry ,you didn't even said it with sincerity. How annoying. Tss.. Jerk."

I rolled my eyes then left them. I don't care. Duhhhh.

First day but I was already pissed by that guy.

"Oh my gosh. How dare is she to call Bryle a Jerk?!"

Rinig kong sabi ng isang babae sa hallway habang naglalakad ako papuntang classroom.

Tss. I don't care. Pero bakit andaming nagco-complain? Hindi lang isa yung narinig kong nagreklamo. Pakealam ba nila. Edi sabihan din nilang jerk.duhh.

Who is he?

He must really be someone who everybody knows, admires, like... oh maybe because of his outlook. Oo gwapo siya pero .. shut up na ako :) Maybe that's the reason why he is popular?

B R Y L L E

First day of school. I am with my teammates right now. The basketball team of this school.

We are currently talking about the bastketball tournament for this year. We are having a plan . Yes its really too early to have this plan but who cares?? We have to win for this year. We are desperate to win so we have to do the best we can.

Dito lang kami sa isang bench nag meet since we just need to talk about the meetings, formal meetings to be exact that we will be doing in the future.

Along the hallway I saw a girl walking and she's carrying so many books. Err..another nerd eh?

Probably she wears eyeglasses but behind that are her pretty eyes. I can see it from here. ;)

Ngayon ko lang siya nakita. She's the prettiest among all girls I have seen here, so far. Hehe.

"Brylle!" si Kurt, tinawag niya ako sabay pasa ng bola.

I didn't expect him passing it immediately to me kaya naman di ko nasalo yung bola at natamaan yung babae.

Natumba siya and at kita yung short shorts niya under her skirt. It was skin toned so parang... nevermind.

Wtf?! Kurt!!!!!

Agad akong tumakbo upang tulungan sana yung babae at kunin yung bola.

Yari ka talaga sa akin later Kurt.

Well she really has that pretty eyes behind that glasses. Nalaglag din yung glasses niya.

"Sorry," the only word that came out from my mouth.

d*mn. That lips, that eyes, that cheek, and her hair. She smells sweet.

"Is that all?" sabi niya. She's blushing and it's cute. She looks cuter when she's angry. Napayuko at pilit na pinigilan yung ngiti sa aking mga labi.

Oh man. Stop acting that way .

" After what you have done you'll only say sorry? You didn't even say it with sincerity. How annoying. Tss.Jerk."

Wala akong nasabi. I wanted to say something but nothing came out from my mouth.

I think this girl is really something.

And...it's my first time hearing someone calling me jerk.

The next scene I saw is that this girl is leaving .

Sh*t

I didn't even had the chance to ask for her name.

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