Love and Lust (explicit)

Trevor

Her. It has, and will always be her. Two years now, I have dreamt of the day I would make her mine, I worked my ass off to find her, and trust me, she didn't exactly want to be found.

By now, my heart has totally and irrevocably submitted itself to Alessia. No matter how hard I tried to restrain my body, my heart has a soul of its own. The mere thought of wanting my fingers in her hair, on her face, or drawing circles on her porcelain body—sets my body aflame.

How could one have it that bad for a crush from two years ago? Or maybe it was never a crush, maybe it was more, maybe it was fate. It definitely is. That was the only thing that could explain my soul wanting to connect with hers, wanting to be in her.

I've had other girls, lots of girls, no one came close. It's like she'd built a fortress in my mind, I couldn't stand the thought of her being someone else's, she was and will always be mine.

And, I didn't want to hide it anymore, I wanted her to feel everything I felt for her, to feel the love that could ending up splitting my heart into two, prancing to burst out.

I walked back into our room after a long ass call with one of the company's board member. I had hoped Alessia would love the villa, it reminded me of her in a way, feisty and bold. 

"Can't hear you, it's noisy out here." She said to someone she was on the phone with, before ending the call.

"Who were you speaking with Alessia?" I asked.

"What?!" She yelled, shaken up.

"Didn't mean to scare you, but who were you talking to?" I asked.

"I didn't know we're keeping tabs now," She retorted. As expected, she always had something to say.

"I'm your husband remember?" I smirked, I almost laughed out loud. It sounded better in my head honestly.

"Oh darling, do you want toast or lasagna?" She asked, switching her voice.

"What are you doing?" I asked, wondering why she had to change her voice.

"Being Mrs Reynolds, Mr Reynolds." She smiled cheekily, batting her eyes at me.

I tsked, "your smart mouth would surely get you in trouble some day,"

Looking at her in that flimsy excuse of a sleepwear nearly fucked with my head. Oh mio Dio! She's gorgeous.

I walked towards her, clueless of what was going on in her head, but of course, I had an idea about mine, one that I was more than willing to try out.

I stood in front of her, heart beating fast, tongue dried up from nervousness, yet, I was very confident. Scratch off the latter.

I was done for, for the first time in my life, I didn't know what to say. I was tongue-tied, I didn't know how to break the tension, I should have practiced.

Before I could ponder more on my thoughts, my lips moved on their own accord, engaging in a fierce battle with hers. I kissed her ferociously, pouring all my feelings into it, lust, confusion, even love.

Love?

Alessia

My mind couldn't think, the moment his lips caught mine, I lost track of all rationality. This is it, this is really happening, I thought to myself.

Why am I not fighting him off?

"I'm all yours now!" He whispered gently, in between kisses. His hands molded my face as the kiss got deeper and more intense. I could feel his hard body pressed tightly against mine and my legs were already getting puny from the kiss.

"We should...uhm head inside," I said, with heaving breaths.

"Al diavolo tutto!" He deadpanned. I stopped his roaming hands, nobody wants their first time to be in the gaze of strangers.

He nodded in understanding, picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder. His other hand spanked my ass when I tried to wiggle a bit. "Reynolds!" I yelled out.

He laid me gently on the bed,  "mi fai eccitare, ma mi piace," He said. I didn't have any idea what that meant, but it sounded really sexy.

He joined me on the bed, his hands caressing my body. "sit up tesoro," He mumbled softly. I did as he instructed, having lost the last bit of sanity I had, I was submissive to him. He gently pulled off my nightwear in a second. And there I sat in absolute nudity, dazed at the thought of what was about to happen.

He stared at me for what seemed like an eternity, his gaze dropped to my fully exposed boobs, my nipples hardening in anticipation.

When his eyes returned to my face, they were filled with a deep, lustful hunger. "You're perfect," He whispered, and then he smiled, pressing a kiss to my lips.

"No panties uh?" He asked teasingly. "I'm glad, you shouldn't wear panties around me,"

God! His husky voice! I must have died and went to heaven. How could I have gotten married to this extraordinary man?

I laid back on the bed, unashamed in my bare form. He started a trail of kisses from my forehead down to my chest while his hands grabbed my aching breast. He was in control, he had more experience, he was—then his mouth found my hardening nipples."Reynolds!" I cried out.

"No!" He growled, "Vitaly, say my name."

He continued to suck on my nipples, shuffling both breasts, he gently bit my right nipple and I let a out a cry again, this time, I called him Vitaly. I could see he really liked it.  My heart quiver in anticipation. He got his shirt off in a flash and I ran a trail down his hairless chest. He watched me caress his chest, he let an impatient growl when I flicked his nipple.

I watched him pull down his pants revealing his black briefs and I could see the sign of his arousal. You could tell this wasn't his first time, he had clearly done this way too many times, he had stood bare in front of another woman, or women. The thought of that angered me, for some reasons. I didn't care if this was purely sexual to him.

Okay. Maybe I do care a little.

Without any hesitation, he took his drawers off and I couldn't stop my eyes from staring. He caught my eyes and smirked. "I'm all yours baby," He said, grinning sheepishly. His shaft was beyond average. For a second, I thought about how that might hurt me when he penetrated. "It's okay if you don't want it to happen." He assured me.

Either he read my mind or he saw the look of horror on my face.

I moved my hands down his neck and gripped his shoulders, pushing him back suddenly so he was laying flat on his back. "I want you, I want this." I whispered, before kissing him. I might have not known it then, but one thing was sure— he had captured my heart.

We must have spent another three minutes getting to know each corners of our mouths, from tussling of tongues to him biting my bottom lip in between kisses. His fingers danced around my thighs, he moved his lips to my ear, kissing the sensitive spot just under my earlobe while I squirm beneath him. His stubble tickled my neck, goosebumps rose up on my skin as his curious hand found my soaking wet pussy, "Vitaly, fuck. Damn." I cursed out, whilst moaning in delight.

His fingers slipped between the folds of my pussy, he smiled coyly when he noticed how wet I was for him. Slowly, he slides one finger inside me, and I nearly abused my lungs. I cried out in anticipation.

"Tesoro mio," He groaned as he sinks a second finger in my pussy, "You're so wet for me piccola."

The yearning between my legs grew even stronger, his thumb moved over my clit in a slow circle, shooting waves of pleasure down my legs. I breathed heavily as he rubbed my clit faster, his fingers curling inside me. "Vitaly!" I moaned out his name rather loudly.

Before I knew what was happening, his head was between my legs and his tongue had located my clit, he gently tugged on my clit. I let out a loud moan. I pushed his head deeper between my legs, his tongue rolled from my clit down to my pussy. I could see my juices on his face as he lifted his head from between my legs with a smug smile in place.  

Typical Reynolds.

Trevor switched our positions, this time, he was hovering over me. My heart palpitated in expectation. He descended his lips on mine, kissing me softly. He pulled my legs apart, his captivating silver eyes flicked to my face, and I realized he was  asking for my permission to continue. I smiled at him. I wanted him, all of him, inside me.

The tip of his dick was prodding against the opening between my legs, I spread my legs further, tilting my hips up to grant him access. Trevor gently inserted his throbbing dick inside me, I felt a sharp pain as he went in. Then he stopped, "Alessia, are you a virgin?"

I nodded. His eyes widened in shock. "Nobody has ever touched you?" He asked again.

"Nobody, but you." I murmured.

"Fuck Alessia! You could have told me!"

"It doesn't change anything Vitaly." I said, bringing his dick to my wet opening.

"Are you sure you want this? It's okay if you don't, I'll-" I cut off his ramblings and said, "I want my first to be with you, I only want you,"

"Then, I'm more than happy to oblige my queen," He said teasingly.

The look in his eyes comforted me, and he continued, his dick moving between my wet folds until his full length is buried, filling me completely. He didn't move until I assured him I was ready, I wrapped my legs around him, wanting him closer still. He stared at me for what felt like a long time before he pulled almost all the way out and then slammed back inside me. A wave of pleasure overtook the pain, my hands squeezed his rock-hard biceps as I tried to stifle my moan in the crook of his neck. "Let it all out baby," He mumbled, before placing yet another kiss on my lips.

Trevor  lifted my legs higher, changing the position and angle of which his dick was pounding inside me. "He's so fucking good," I thought out loud.  I ran my hands up and down his chest, my fingers roaming over the entirety of his taut and sculpted abdomen. His body's literally perfect. "fuck, yes baby," I whispered into his mouth as he thrusted in and out of me at a rigorous pace, I thought I was going to burst with pleasure. as it came to an end, I felt his cum fill me just as another wave of pleasure overtook me.

With heaving breaths, he whispered, "you're beautiful, Alessia. Sei perfetto amore mio." The sincerity of the words evident on his face.

He says the right things, he does the right things. How could I save my heart from this unnerving heartache?