CHAPTER: 10 continuation

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My phone suddenly vibrates in the table while me and Ava are arguing, I don't know who put my cellphone here but i just ignore it, I reached out to get it and saw Edcile's name in my phone.

"Hmm? what is it?"

I asked.

"I know what happened now"

My eyes widened because of shocked, that fast?

"R-really?? okay let's talk later I'll come to your house"

I suggested because i wanted us to be the only person talking, in some unknown reason Edcile pushed away all of his maid to he's mother's house, maybe he wants to be alone? nah i don't know.

"N-no let's just talked in your house"

Why now?

"Okay in my house then"

"Yup see yah"

that's all he said and hang up the phone, what's wrong with him now??

"Ava, do i have any appointments or meetings?"

I looked up at her.

"No Sir that is just the only meeting for today, i know your still not sobered so go get some rest will yah?"

She pat my head and stormed out in the room, perfect i had to visit Mom i packed up my things and I'm ready to go.

I was on my way to the parking lot when suddenly I heard a little girl crying.

"What the.."

i murmured because i can saw the silhouette of a little girl sitting in the corner embracing herself.

"Hey are you okay?"

She didn't stopped from crying so i started to come for her.

"What Happened to you are you hurt? why are you crying?"

I worriedly asked, but she just won't stop crying.

BEEEP BEEEEP BEEEP BEEPP

"What the."

I turn around to search which car is beeping, and.

"What the fuck?" I ran towards my car because it was beeping like crazy someone must've touch it but who? I search the place if there are any people around it but no.

The kid! i turn around again but the girl who is crying earlier is now gone.

W-where is she? where'd she go? what the hell??! I just shake my head and just open the door of my car and sat. Maybe this is just a hang over, yah that's it just a hang over huuu.

I started the engine and drove out of there.

I parked my car outside the cemetery and get out of it.

Sorry Mom I forget to buy you some flowers, i sighed and started walking into the cemetery. It's been so many years since my Mom died, i was just a little kid when she left me i am seven years old that time. I stopped in front of Mom's grave. I miss you Mom i sat at the grass and let my self stare on her grave i suddenly felt my heart aches and tears just started flowing down into my cheeks i was caught off guard. And later on I started sobbing as i remember my memories with my Mom. The way she takes care of me, the way she holds me when i was scared in the world when i was still weak when i couldn't stand in my own feet. She helped me when i was feeling down i felt that no one is beside me, she helped me. I wiped my tears but I'm Still sobbing.

"Why?"

i looked up in the sky and said

"Why her? of all people? why did you take her?! why do you always get the kind ones! why her? Why Mom? I wanted to show her the world! I want her to witnessed me being brave I want her to saw me being successful and a matured man! I-"

i hugged my self as tears comes running down my cheeks non-stop.

"I-i just want her, i want her back, why until now I-i still miss her, why are you doing this to me!" i looked at the sky while talking.

"Am i a bad person? are you punishing me?"

It hurts like hell, when you wanted that person to be here with you again to hug you again to comfort you, to love you unconditionally.

But at the end you know she will never, ever be back again. If i just knew that, that is the last hug that we'll share, i should've hug her tighter, i shouldn't have let go of her! I should've love her more, when she is still here by my side.

"Mom...."

i murmured and touched her grave with her name on it.

"M-mom, i-i wished you could see me"

i stopped talking damn I can't speak properly because I'm sobbing.

"M-mom, i wished you could see your little boy fighting on his own problem, standing on his own feet, i-i wished"

i sobbed intensely as Mom's voice comes coming back in my head.

"I love you"

I spoke unconsciously, i wished i should've told you that when you are still here, when you are still alive.

"Take care okay?"

i touched her grave again as i cry intensely, God i miss her.

"I love you Mom"

i looked at the sky and saw her image in it, i hope your okay. I love you i want you to know that. Even though i cried like shit in here, Mom will never be back, even though I'll swear and cursed anyone. That'll never bring my Mom actually nothing can bring her back. No one can, but i wish i can.

I stand and wipe my tears.

"I want you to know that I"

I pointed myself and wiped my tears while giving a smile.

"I love you"

i smiled again and slowly turned my back on Mom's grave, even though your gone.

You will still remain be alive in my head and in my sweet memory.

A memory that will remain as a memory.

I opened my car and drove out of there.

I think I'll buy some beers again and go to the hill top and get drunk. Yup that's it. I decided to go on a mini grocery stores and buy some can beers and some junk foods, i also buy some cigarettes. After taking what i want to buy and go to the cashier and pay the bills, i said thanks to the cashier after i receive the exchange. I opened my car and leave there, as i was driving in the road, i can see it from here that there is something going on in front of the cars that is in front of me too. I think there is an accident that happened there, luckily there isn't much cars on the way so i turned my car back and just drove on the other road that'll lead to my destination.

There isn't much car here also but, this is the kind of road that accident rarely occurred, hmm i should drive her more often i said to myself. I'm okay now after that crying stuff.

⊙.☉ oh i forgot it is just 11:30 in the morning and I'm drinking beers already, i let out a small chuckle and drive again whatever as if I'm going to get drunk.

After a few minutes of driving i finally reached my destination. I climbed at the little mountain in front of me its is easy to go at the top of it because I'm used used to it.

"Hu"

i said while sat at the bottom of a tree it's a big tree, it is not hot out here because the tree is here to cover it i just sat there and grabbed some canned beers and drink it while i was watching the whole city. I can see it all here.

Meanwhile~

"Hey are you okay? why are you all messed up?"

i asked but the person just looked at me.

"Okay come on where going to the hospital"

i said and started walking tp hel her up but the person just shake it's head.

"you don't like to go there?"

the person nodded.

"Okay I'll take you home"

I started helping the person up but it couldn't.

damn this.

"wait I'll just Carry you to my car"

i said and gently Carry her to my car, I opened the door and let the person sit beside me in front after that i sat on the other side and Looked at the person.

"What's your name?"

The person looked at me and said...

THE END~

AUTHOR'S NOTE: SORRY GUYS I DIDN'T UPDATE MY STORY FOR LIKE 5 DAYS I THINK BECAUSE I'M REALLY BUSY HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND MUAH TAKE CARE.

-Noob_Master