my first masturbation

it was in 2013 the time I started masturbation my friend used to tell me every man masturbate and I said I'm not a man I'm still a boy then my friends ask me a question don't you have feelings? then I keep quiet then my other friends said sometimes I masturbate when you are here no one knows that I'm masturbating in the next morning I started practising how to do it was Penarth and then I called my friend and I asked him can I use my left hand then he said only Legend can do can do that