Chapter 3: For her,.. should I?

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Opening her eyes and seeing the familiar room Raben ran towards the mirror there she saw a young girl with blonde waist length hair blues eyes, plain skin.

Touching her face she muttered," it is really smooth like butter... hehe i returned back when I was 12 years old... It is not a dream . So 3 years before i get married. Mother told me they were control. It should be 1 or 2 years before marriage then I have 1 year at most.... I need to prepare."

"Also 'the hero' that the god talks about is it from church like those holy knights or the hero party that I heard about when I was 15. I need to find them but what will I do when I find them ....?"

"Hmmmm well let's put this matter aside I need to meet mom and dad... I want to meet them now."

"Queen, princess ask your permission to attend your chamber?"

While queen adella was doing some paperwork her maid said something really shocking to her.

"Hah!! Oh ah let her come."

' what got into her is she sick or did she want something? why is she visiting me? '

Taking a deep breath raven nervously called out 'Mother "

"Yes, come in."

Entering her mother's chember she saw the women that died a moment ago. Totally different from before.

A blonde woman wearing a military uniform red long sleeve shirt black pant.

'Totally my mother live up to her nikename.'

"So raven what do you need is your servent bothering you ..."Before she could finish her word raven just ran and hugged her tidely.

'What a turmoil today is first losing her then again get her back like a dream but I know it was reality.

All the memory and my power are very clearly on my mind.

Also another memory of an unknown place.... car , airplane what are those strange creatures.... It must be my past-past life, it is unclear but I will use it, I will use.. myself for my... no.. our future.'

"Whaa...t wrong are you feeling unwell? stella stella call a healer soon."

"Yes madam"said a maid and ran off in hurry

Even if Adella is panicking Raven just shrugged off and continued hugging her.

I need to change

"I love you mom."

"Whaaaa...t wrong raven are you really ok..." Said adella looking worried

Yes, I am ok ... I.... Will be ok I I hug you a little linger.."

"Sigh okk ok let's go to bed we will sleep together tonight."

"Um"

"It has been 1 month since I got reborn.

from that day to till now I have been working on my powers and my memories and my works are ripping."

"1. I got a system i don't know what it is but it displays some unique trades like this screen—

Name — raven von Astoriana

Occupation — Princess

Class — mage

Level - 1

Str — 10

Durability — 8

Agility —13

Intelligent — 90—110

Mana - 100

Ability — ice, water

Skill— appraisal ( ability to judge something or someone)

—stealth < silent ( silent evolution of skill stealth, way of silent )

"I think I have two skills cause I have two lives. After all nobody in this world has two skills."

In this world every living being is born with a certain skill wether is is useful or not . To get a useful skill it all depends on luck but to improve those skills into evolution one needs both luck, training and a trigger.

" I think I triggered a mechanism for my skill to evolve.. and Appraisal ...hah, a skill to see someone state it is really usefull for me hehe should I start collecting strong solders also i can search for hero by doing so."

'And for my past life well I was born in a place called earth a very strange planet so many entertainment and no major war even though there was war there is always code of war there haaah."

Leaving her past asing raven start making plans to roam around the market again to find artifacts.

Walking out to the entrance of gate raven disappears using her skill to sneak out.

(Silent) Disconnecting every sound she makes. even if she walks in front of them they didn't notice her like air.

"Your majesty princess has disappeared again"

That daughter of mine. What has gotten into her these days ...Hahh follow her."

"That's true dear but its is for the best."

"Yea yea like mother like daughter."

"Haha... well people used to say like father like daughter before she changed."

Tsk"

"What do you think you are doing boy?"

When Raven was stalling around this morning she stumbled upon a boy who was caught by her supposed stalker that her father sent.

'he gets caught by a special class guard....the punishment will be severe' without thinking much she grabs him and they ran.

Seeing him crying over her small kindness Raven heart felt heavy ' if I wasn't ignorant before i could help them more. '

"So what is your name boy?"

Aldric mouth full of breath cought but swallow all of it using water and replies.

"Aldric, aldric is my name .... I don't wanna be rude to my benefactor but what your name.. sis... Should I call you that cause you keep calling me boy this, boy that, are you that old."

Tic mark appears of raven forehead hearing him say that.

'i cannot help it ok even if our age is the same but our souls aren't.

You are like my child.... now wait then who am I going to marry me.?

Same mental age as mine ...fucking no i do not want to marry an old granpa... Sigh let forget this i.. I don't want to think of marrying anymore...'

"Well people call me Princess raven.. how about this I can give you some work on my castle if you call me sister raven instead.

I want a brother right now."

'Ahh i am starting to remember those kids in heaven if I cannot have a real brother now. How about i adopt one. yes let me make him my secretary let me see his stat first...

Name - aldric

Occupation -??

Class -??

Level - crimpie

Strength —16

Durability —33

Agility —19

Intelligent —110-120

Mana - ∞

Ability ????????????

"What with his ability... hmm his str, dif, agility, iq, are all above me but thank got his mana have two zero or i might lose face.

His ability and occupation aren't sowing.. is it because he don't have one I need to test my skill more."

" So your answer "

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"Are you really going to give me work and a place to stay "

Even though Eldric didn't believe her words entirely she looks generous and He also felt sad for her living in a dilemma of being a princess 'haha it funny I have had such a funny moment for a while.'

"Hey are you back mounting me"

"No,no sii....Sister raven."

'Aahh it is embarrassing.

'And is it worth it? I mean will she be like others giving me hope and destroying it again and again and again....'

"Kyaa now i officially have a step~ bro>"

"Eh!! that sounds kidda."

Her thumb rubbing on her chin she asked "Kindda what?"

'Is she crazy? Am i going to serve a crazy woman from now on?" Not wanting to argue with her anymore eldric tried to walk by himself.

"Come we are going home" but he got caught by Raven.

"Hah where?"

With a bright smile holding Eldric hand Raven exclam."My home, you are officially hired. My Dear little step brother"

'Ah, my...my ...heart, my will that i almost give up on. This feeling of being needed. Damn how cheap am i feeling this much happy just for Those words...'

Like the world still taming him for not to give out.

'will she use me and toss me away after I have nothing left to use... like there is anything valuable to me...if, if she really needs me then I will give every drop of my knowledge, experience and all the courage that got accumulated till now in me for her.'

It is her, his last string of hope in humanity. Eldric who almost gave up has been given the light the feeling of being needed, him a peresite to this world being needed

'.. I am being wanted ... Even if the world turns against you.... if you need me I will be there standing by your sides'