A hurt heart

Jacken was waiting for someone in the Small House being sure that sooner or later someone would come. He was feeling a bit lonely and afraid after learning of everything that happened, the curse, the fact that his sister was seen by the king in the Moon Keep. In him was laying the fear of instability, of a possible war, of violence, and he was all except of a violent man.

Like always he painted to comfort himself. Near the fire he was feeling alive and was trying to put on paper his state of mind, a bit hurt, a bit passionate and a bit afraid, or maybe a bit too much of all those emotions, yet a fighter spirit. He was painting himself naked in a bit figurative way, expressing the energy of all those emotions through his body parts and positions. He placed himself in a dark forest surrounded by trees, moon, stars and wild animals from behind the scenes, which communicated terror and excitement.

And the one who would visit him in this time of the night would be Loras. He had escaped the Moon Keep this night to free his mind and reflect on the situation right now. He was not made for the intrigues and cruel mind games, he did not know what to think about the witch game that his wife played, or of the anger his father exercised, or of the way his mother was seeing things from higher prospective. Maybe his brother was the only one he understood a bit.

Loras entered the Small House and went behind Jacken. He went on painting without turning the head, but sensed who was the man behind him.

- I am happy you are here!, - he said.

Loras just hugged him from behind looking at the painting and gave a kiss on the neck smelling his scent.

- Why are you looking so carefully?, - Jacken spoke again.

- The passion is wonderful and the rest is loving, irresistible! And together is just really attracting!, - Loras answered.

- But why?

- Because you've expressed yourself permitting to be vulnerable and you are loving just like you are!, - the werewolf responded.

Jacken smiled and said:

- Just stay like you are and wait.

Than he went on painting with a bit of extra speed which suited to a vampire and soon the picture had changed, while Loras waited patiently and than smiled realizing what did. On the same picture he added Loras hugging him just like he was doing right than and soon all seemed warmer and happier.

- I like the way you paint!, - Loras whispered as Jacken turned around to look him in the eyes.

- I can guess why!, - he smirked.

- I bet you can., - Jacken said and came even closer, - Let's make the reality like your paintings right now!

This made Jacken's hormones dance and on him right now was expressed the passion, as they started ripping each other's clothes off and touching and feeling each other's skin. Soon they were all naked and started giving each other sweet love bites, as their feet brought them closer to the bed. Jacken found himself laying first as Loras stood up over him with a lusty smirk and started kissing every inch of him from toe up to his sexy legs and than his belly, chest, shoulders and arms. Enjoying the strong muscles and whispering naughty things to his ears, but also to his toes, since hearing was a vampire's strong point. Jacken's favorite part was when he teased the part around his penis and testicules, until he finally started sucking it out making him moan.

After he satisfied Jacken's c*ck he went up and decided to satisfy his mouth with the taste of his. He sat on his chest and half neck as Jacken pulled his d*ck inside his mouth and touched his butt and hard legs with his masculine hands. After that Loras came down and entered inside his vampire mate and leaned his body on his, his belly on his belly, his chest on his chest and his arms on his arms, as their mouths found each other and their tongues found for power, as they closed their eyes and Loras started f*cking him at times slow and at times hard.

Than they decided to switch positions. As they both stayed next to each other on their knees on the bed Loras was looking with passion at his black wavy hair and black eyes, red lips and white pale textured skin. While Jacken looked at his inviting pretty straight black hair and blue eyes, his juicy lips, sharp jaw and strong look, than he threw himself at his big strong body and stroke him hard kissing every I of him until they cummed together. The dawn had nearly arisen, so Loras went to close the curtains on the windows and the two of them fall asleep in each other's arms making Jacken feel the comfort he wanted.

- Why was your painting that sad?, - Loras asked looking at Jacken as they woke up naked under the cover.

- But after I added you it wasn't that sad was it?, - he responded.

- I noticed., - the werewolf took the vampire in his arms, - You were feeling bad and scared. Why? Despite all the people you have around why did you feel lonely?

- Because I fear instability Loras., - he responded with a neutral voice that made him sound guilty for feeling like that, - And when there is someone like you next to me that feeling starts to vanish. Because I feel like you are responsible for me.

- I am happy to be there for you Jacky! But you got to know that everyone fears instability, so don't feel bad.

- It's a bit different for me love!, - Jacken said apparently sad, - Because when I heard of the curse my mother threw at your kingdom and that your father caught my sister with you...

- What?

- It just reminded me of my childhood., - Jacken's voice was all relieved, but paranoid and painful at the same time, - I did not have the best years of my life back than.

- Tell me about it you will feel better., - Loras told him keeping him tight in his arms, - You can be vulnerable with me, just trust me!

- When I was still a child and early teenage it was a period of turbulence in our kingdom you probably know it. It wasn't known where did the power lay, it was all chaos, all the nobles fought for power and no one cared if I was son of the queen, they even despised me for that., - his expression was cold but sad as he went on talking. His heart was in pain, - Me and my sister were away from home to go to school and to learn and see things around our vampire world. I was not in my best physical appearance back than and it was a shame for a vampire. Having not a strong body and impeccable looks was strange in the eyes of others. I was weak and everyone just made fun of me, everyone mistreated me and hurt me in every possible way, neither my sister protected me. That was a nightmare for me!

- I am so sorry Jacky! Just tell me everyone's name and I am going to punish them all!, - Loras tried to cheer him up, - But you don't have anything to worry about now. That wad a hard time for you and hard times make us strong. Look at you now!, - he stood over admiring him and gave him a quick kiss on the lip, - You are now everything you were not back than! You are the most attractive person I know, your eyes, your hair, your lips, your nose, your face is just impeccably enchanting! You body is so perfectly defined that I wanna eat you from your chest and arms down to your legs! What do you have to worry about now?

- I am worried that wars and conflicts might take everyone away from me and leave me again alone in the abyss., - Jacken responded, - And I am afraid that I would than fall in the same hell I was back than.

- You won't because I will always be there for you! And everyone else will be too. This war won't happen believe me.

- Don't be so sure it might come from every part., - he said with a face that told he was afraid he f*cked up, - Especially if lord Manery discovers that I made love to his wife twice already!

- I did not expect that!, - Loras laid aside.

- Me neither!, - Jacken justified, - But when I saw those shining green eyes and her black bluish hair I could not avoid it.

- But she is twice your age Jacky!

- And the texture of her skin and body was still the sweetest and tastier I had ever tried!, - his expression turned on lusty smile as he talked of her, - And she was something down between her legs!

- Manery won't be able to challenge your mother., - Loras responded unworried.

- But my Cecily's son, Jeremy Manery, might take Kassandra from us!, - he said, - I saw him he is nothing less than his mother and he is younger!

- This is a problem! We risk to lose you both to the Manery mother and son!, - Loras still joked, - But there is something else I want to tell you. I can no longer keep it to myself!

- What is it?

- I doubt my wife Jacken., - in his voice was clear how much Loras would wish not to be forced to do so, - I don't know what to think anymore my sweety. I always knew my father wanted war, but now it seems like my wife wants the same, but intrigue is her tactic.

- And why is that? What did Mary do?

- It is like she knew from before that your mother would curse our kind, so she did something..., - his voice was blocked for an instant.

- What?

- She made me go through a scary ritual with the witches of the western order and now I can still transform into werewolf without pain despite the curse. It is power for me, since the rest of the kingdom has stopped doing so.

- What did your wife have to do with the witches?

- I will tell you, but this has to be a secret!

- I promise!, - Jacken said and Loras gave him a sign to enter his mind.

Jacken put his hand on Loras's belly and closed his eyes. He than opened them scared from the ritual he saw, knowing that Mary was half witch and all the rest.