#Chapter19
Haula's POV.
Pain. That's all I feel now, the only thing I know.
I stand by the door as I watch him go again for the second time, but this time
the only difference is that there are no lies.
Remembering how good it felt to have his lips on mine, while I touch my lips
feeling so complicated at myself. I still love him that was for sure, but I
didn't know what to do, I feel helpless.
Because there's a difference between liking someone and knowing if that someone
is good for you.
Tears erupts from my eyes as I kneel down by the door and let them all come out.
Maybe if I do let them out I would feel better, but no I don't, instead I feel
something else.
Guilt.
Guilt that I have been too selfish to see what's been going on around here. I've
been so selfish thinking about only myself and not also about Theo. He had a