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How could I have been unconscious for two days what did I do to be unconscious for 2 days I am asking myself all this questions as I stare at the ceiling Adrian's pristine white ceiling has some new additions to its and I smile I smell because it proves that he actually takes notice he actually notice is exactly what I want when we had our dinner that first morning I'd mention some things you might mention something to myself actually about how the ceiling would look beautiful and more mad you can leave it at butterflies painted on it sure enough there a butterfly is painted on it and I do not know Adrian manages to know that purple is my favourite colour I look at the little butterflies and I imagine them flying all over the world I imagine them flying from place to place and a smile lights up my face are you okay Adrian Adrian says and I look to him and not my head why did I passed out I asked him deciding not to postpone our conversation any longer I am nervous actually I'm really nervous because I can only imagine exactly what Adrian thinks of me will think I'm possessive or think I am something that is out of this world do you think I am worried and that he has made a wrong decision but yet when I look at him I can only say concerning his eyes I can only say concerning those beautiful blue eyes and I find myself staring into them the doctor says that you were stressed what happened to me I say looking at him like he can give me an explanation for everything he does not give me an explanation is simply squeezes my eye my arms and stares into the distance and really happy that you are okay now I'm guessing that everyone is happy about that if I myself I'm happy that I'm awake now the ok but I am not too sure I'm not too sure if I'm okay though I still seem normal to you I asked him and surprise me now that we expected Adrian to educate other respected him to educate up to the point that would feel trepidation in my stomach because I know now that he sees me as weird I know that you will see me as weird and he would not want to be with me anymore instead the look that he gives me is one of pure adoration why would you even ask me such he says and I smile to myself I'm guessing that I will surely find another explanation as to what happened later as for now I can practically feel my stomach rumbling I can feel my stomach rumbling with hunger and I look at him is there anyway that I can get something to eat I am famished is simply chuckles as he stares at me that similar adoration still learning his eyes you should be finished after all you did