CHAPTER 12 - Reality

(As Days went by), I haven't go to school because of what happened and my parents really are worried about me like I have been stuck on my room not going out and I only eat my snacks, not meals

(1 Night), My mother keeps telling my father what to do and how to solve it then My Father's anger issue came out when he angrily destroyed my door and confront me

"The hell you doing with your life", My father

"Well, give me some space", I replied

"My House, My Rules", He said

"WELL, I DON'T CARE...NOBODY CARED ABOUT ME IN THIS F*CKING HOUSE!", I said

My Father slaps me..

My mom tried to protect me and shouted at my father

"Go to school this Monday or else I'll kick you out in this damn house", He said

I burst my tears with my mom hugging me

(The Next Day), My Friends were worried about me and so Ashley like I have been absent, She decided to visit me while my parents were getting ready to work

"Hello Auntie, How's it going?", Ashley said

"Not that well, Hey can you and Lucas talk..I think he really needs to talk to someone", My mother replied

"Oh yes, sure. I was about to visit him, I was worried about him because he hasn't went to school", She replied

"Well, It's my first time to see him cried with his problem. I don't know what problem he's been going through but I feel it's a school - related", My mother said

"But be careful he's actually really mad right now, I think you don't want to-"

"Oh I think I can handle him, we'll talk on about his life..See you later Auntie!"

(Ashley goes in the house)

She greeted me while I was sitting on the dining table in a grief

"Uhmm, tell me what is going on?", Ashley said

"Well, nothing is going on and everything is fine duh", I said

I grabbed a knife and started to heat it

"Wait, What is that?", She said

"Oh this, this is the only solution that brings happiness to them", I said

I tried to cut myself and she tried to stop me

"WHY WON'T YOU LET ME!!!ARGHHHH", I angrily said

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING??...STOP YOU ARE ONLY MAKING IT WORSE", She said

"Well everything is hell in my life right now, I can't heal myself to what happened", I replied and cried

"OK, JUST TELL ME...I would listen to you..please....listen to me", She replied

"I..I saw him..", I said

"Saw what??", She replied

"I saw him kiss someone", I replied

"Oh god, who is someone??", She said

"Remember the girl who is literally attached to him and...", I sobbed

She was speechless...

"When did you see him kiss?", Ashley said

"I saw them at the back of the prom", I replied

"I can'tt, I get this feeling where my heart is literally like getting stab when I had to get flashbacks from them", Cried

"It hurts!!"

She then grabbed my hand and said everything is going to get better

She told my mom to have a sleepover at my house, well she asked permission to her parents

(As Days pass by), I actually need someone to listen to my problems and needed a social interaction with my friends and yes I get recovered

But I still miss him.....