Chapter 22

"Am here for you baby."Damien  whispered.

his hands pulled me closer on my hips, making me feel his desire, his hot desire to have me.

And I needed to have him too, yes, I desperately needed him, however, my fear kept me locked away from pleasure, I wanted it, but I was so unsure of my body.

"am tired of waiting."he  whispered. 

My head felt so dizzy as I buried my face in his broad chest and shook my head very lightly. I couldn't concentrate on anything else. He kissed my hair and that's when my brain started processing what he just said.

I realised I didn't want to wait. I couldn't wait.

My hands were shaking while I looked up and grabbed his head, pulling him down to kiss him once again. My nervous eyes met his concerned ones right before he cupped my face and we both smiled awkwardly, ready to pull this through.

Slowly I hugged him and laid my face into the crook of his neck. His masculine smell made me bite my lip because I was too embarrassed to moan before he had done anything to me. I needed his desire, but I was only able to make tiny steps towards him, and quickly rolling my hips over his hard bulge was one of those steps.

Suddenly I had this absurd idea, this absolutely exciting madness that made me rub my crotch against his, before I felt his big, strong hands grab my ass and squeeze it.

I wanted, no needed it really badly,  I needed to feel this again, so I began rubbing myself against him until I was shaking and clinging onto his broad shoulders. I bit my lip to keep my groans and moans bottled up, but his occasional upward thrusts made it so difficult to control my voice.

I stuttered hopelessly turned on, yet also fearful "N- n- not y- yet. B- but y- you cou- could u- un- un- undress?"

"How about you undress me?" he grinned with this cheeky, confident smile that made me chuckle, and then I gave him a slow, trusting nod. I knew everything would be fine with this man by my side. I knew everything would be fine as long as he kept giving me sweet kisses and even sweeter words of assurance.

"I love you, Damien" I whispered, not knowing what came over me. 

His equally quiet answer was "Oh, Miguel, you don't know how much I love you too."

I found myself smiling, sitting between his legs with my heart beating fast and loud, so loud he probably could hear it too.

I grabbed his thighs, still shaking, trying to find an anchor in a flood of lust, while he was shaking as well. The way his body tensed up made me feel oh so good.

Who knew, Damien could moan and hum so low, that all I wanted was to sit between his legs forever and suck him off, with those occasional thrusts upwards, which caught me by surprise and made me moan too?

I couldn't resist looking up to see how his face looked in all the bliss of lust and it gave me the confidence to believe, I was actually good at this.

He pulled my face closer and we were locked in a tight embrace.

All of a sudden, he yanked my head away, panting heavily, his eyes closed down as the saliva was still dripping down my chin.

"Damien?" I whispered hoarsely, seeing his chest go up and down fast, he was still panting and brought out a croaked. 

"Sorry, Miguel, I was about to come I couldn't stop myself.

I've been fantasizing for months about this,  just you and I".

I tried holding back my own pleasure because even after giving Daniel a blowjob, I was embarrassed. My eyes couldn't bring themselves to look up until he softly asked me if I wanted to get onto his lap, as he cupped my face and made me look up with gentle force.

With coy determination, I nodded and got up. Not even a moment later his big hands pulled me onto his lap, and I could feel this huge, hot, hard rod pulsating desperately under my most sensitive parts.

I felt him twitch and couldn't keep quiet, even he moaned shamelessly when I started gently rubbing myself against him, hypnotised by his low moans and his hands that grabbed my ass harder.

"Fuck, Miguel,"he  groaned, and I couldn't help but kiss him. I wanted him, right now, right here, in this heated making out session, that made my head so dizzy and filled with no other thought than him.

I was getting more and more desperate, so desperate, I hadn't even noticed, I undressed him fully, I  pushed him into the mattress and whispered a shameless.

"Fuck me"because all I needed, was him.

With a groan, Damien nodded and kissed me once again, followed by huskily moaned.

"Tell me to stop I you get uncomfortable," before positioning himself on the entrance of my core.

I was shaking again, or had I even stopped to shake while tasting his mouth? It was lust and fear mixing, mingling and pushing me farther.

"Ready?"he asked, looking into my eyes deeply again.

I nodded and then I felt his blunt head push into me with gentle force. A loud moan escaped my lips and I closed my eyes, savouring this feeling while slipping down onto him more and more.

I started panting as he grabbed my ass even more firmly. Who knew, pleasure could feel like this?

At first it hurt, not a lot, but it hurt. But the pain quickly subsided.

My head fell back, and I cried out when he thrust upwards, so I started moving too, to match his rhythm. Little moans and groans turned into shameless screams when we couldn't help but move more quickly.

I wasn't the master of my body anymore, so Damien had to pull me closer to keep me from arching my back too far. "Damien!!! Harder! Fuck me, harder!" I cried out and woke the animal inside him.

Not even a moment later, I was lying under him, a writhing, moaning mess as he fucked me absolutely senseless.

I felt him where I had never felt anything remotely as intense before, that I had to scream his name, scratch his back because the waves of pleasure started drowning me. While my legs began to hug him too, next to my arms, he rammed me harder and harder into the mattress. If I wasn't so dazed by lust, I would've been scared that we broke the bed.

I shouted, throwing my head into the pillow beneath me, as his thrusts became sloppier and faster. He wasn't the only one getting closer. I felt the coil in stomach hurting, getting tighter and tighter as he just continued to pound me hard. My body clenched tightly and I shakily kissed him before I cried out his name one last time. A wave of sweet release washed over me and I came hard with my muscles clenching so tightly, I could swear I hurt him, but after a few more thrusts his orgasm unravelled as well.

Gently he kissed my forehead and lied down next to me, caressing my face, while I was nearly dozing off.