BLAIR

Chloe is having one of her episodes. When I get to her room, there is no one there which means either they are on their way or inside-which is a stupid move-I open the door.

Chloe is on her bed, trying to breath through her gasps. I run to her bed, she is sobbing through her gaps. "Chloe" I say. She sees me relaxing a bit. She tries to say something but can't through her sobbing.

"Chloe, just breath ok, breath in and out, in and out" she starts to breath with me, we keep breathing deeply until she reaches a steady rhythm. She is still crying her eyes out. She starts to relax "Okay okay.....".

"Okay Now. Relax its fine okay, you're fine" I try to reassure her.

We stay quiet for the next fifteen minutes. My sister and my friends are standing outside, I realize when we hear shuffles. We stay quiet until Chloe says "Blair?"

"Yeah."

"Do you think, I'm broken" she says it broken-heartedly, a tear escaping her eyes.

Yes.

"Chloe I think we all are broken. We may not show it, but we all are broken. And we all will be broken. I think everyone is broken. But you should know better than to ask me that. Yes I think you are broken" Her expression changes as I Keep going. She looks more interested in what I'm saying now then she was when she asked me her question. "And I think Hope is broken even though she never says anything she is my sister I know what she is going through. I think those piece of shits watching us through that camera". I point to the camera at the corner of her room wall. "Have broken us into a million pieces that need to be hand picked through the course of our lives, but we will pick them up. We will eventually."

She nods but doesn't say anything, I don't want her to say anything. I think she just has to listen to what I'm saying and not think of herself as a piece of trash.

We had been siting quietly and the three people standing outside have been getting impatient by the second. Chloe finally got up and started to look herself in the mirror of her bathroom. When she got out she said "C'mon, before they die out there."

When I open the door Annie is leaning against the railing of the stairs, Hope and Emily against the wall. Hope and Emily run to the door as soon as they hear me open the door.

Dear Dad,

I'm back again. I know I'm annoying I Keep writing you letters everyday and not sending them to you. You must be terrified for us. But in my defence, we can't you know, I have told you everyday for the past four years they never let us send letters to our families. I know sucks.

Well what happened with me today? I watched a movie with the crazy four and then when I was about to open my journal to write a letter to you, all the lights in my bedroom started to blink. Chloe is fine, she will be fine. She just had one of those episodes she and hope usually have. Sorry shouldn't have said that. She just had a mental breakdown, that probably isn't better either.

I can't imagine what I would do if I had one of those, flood the house which is probably better than hope starting a Fire now and then, not too big she manages to keep it under control. She sometimes lights up the trees around the house which I manage to get under control and if it's too big Annie somehow controls it even though air means feeding the fire.

Anyways I finally convinced hope to write to you or mom she probably wrote to mom, like I write to you even though I was closer to mom(no offence) and she was closer to you. If you're wondering how I know if she even wrote the letter or not. When I went to her room today she was putting away the journal that I gave her. So that either means she is writing to you or she is sketching in that thing.

Control sends us the things that we are interested in with the food supplies they send us. For example they send hope Paints and canvases, they send me different notebooks and journals, they send Chloe all the sports stuff, Emily the tech stuff she is interested in and Annie all the books in the world. It's probably one of their experiments getting us what we want and what would that do to our powers.

And that's it for today. Always remember to not get too pressured by your work and always check on mom.

Your lovely

Blair.