Chapter 10 Vice kills 

At the time that his dreams were dispatched, he saw all kinds of things on the floor, bottles, cigars, pure garbage around him, seeing himself barefoot, but he stopped seeing his feet when he looked down at a cigarette still lit, to observe a guy with a black hair that covered his eyes his with his great hair as he would see it with an impression like "Wow !!! How mature this man looks! " But after a while, this man began to cough very insistently and in a few minutes he was beating his chest in the cough that persisted I worried about him approaching me.

- It's fine!?

- Hey T!!!

Upon noticing me, I observed him and noticed him surprised and even perhaps embarrassed when he said those few words that he wanted to say to me, I knew that his voice was hoarse and I knew that it was quite bad and at the moment he wanted to tell me uncle but that violent and difficult exhalation began again making me pat him on the back.

- Should you go to the hospital?

- COF!

I took his free hand to insist that it was because he felt bad enough.

- Come on sir!

- COF! This is the first time that someone cares about me...

-… Then you will go?

His face of affliction denoted his pain but still… He smiled at me feeling the hidden happiness of his pain. And when he finished smiling, I rummaged through the pockets of his brown overcoat for his vices and along with that some sweets and he offered them to me, receiving them. So he lit a cigarette with a slight silhouette on his face.

- Boy, it's too late for — COF!! Me — COF-COF!!!

By blinking just for a second everything was distorted and I saw the man on the ground I felt all the fear that his body would not move and his cry, he woke me uplifting half my body touching my chest with a lot of sweat and slight tears on my face.

When I could calm down a little, I got out of bed, I put the quotes and turned on the pc to look for videos related to the best games of this year and there was that attracted me called Night Fuckin to know its plot, download it right away and wait for it to be I finished downloading while I noticed something that caught my attention and it was animated shorts in the anime style, that was enough for me but… I got to worry about the title of the animation.

- The goodbye of a great singer...

A man with a cigarette was seen smoking it; a boy who looked like the protagonist approached him asking him to stop smoking but...

- Beat me and I will!

With a smile he would accept the challenge, the challenge was incredible, the little one won but still, it was not enough in time and the cigarette would fall because of his horrible coughs and oxygen wear.

This video made me remember the dream I had felt that my tears came out of control. Back then it seemed as real as if it were part of my memories and I wondered, did that man die too?

His breaths were spent thinking negatively. Until something came to mind "You don't even know if you know him, stop worrying about him, he cries." Hearing that voice in my head I flatly shook my head. Thus ceasing to hear her...

I was calmer just thinking that: It was a dream or that maybe that man was fine and only who knows fainted.

Peace came from watching random videos while waiting for the game to finish downloading even so...

Bang!

The door being wildly open and mom with a bazooka in her hand ok no hahaha, although so if she had the old style shotgun well reloaded and I only acted naturally because she did it from time to time. And only those times when I remember are when I was awake at this hour screaming I feel like I already know it's coming...

- What did I tell you about staying up late!!!?

- I can't help it!

- Do you want me to lower your extra salary again for being disobedient!!?

- Is it my fault that my dreams are only nightmares in their content!! ??

- ... You are letting your nightmares dominate your life, sticking to the computer will not let you know if you will have a nice dream soon...

- ... It's not a vice, just that. I want to forget what I dreamed of-

A memory of the guy on the ground spreads in my head seeing me lying on the ground screaming for him to wake up that moment my head was fractured in pain.

My mother, noticing him, lowered the gun to the ground and hugged me gently.

- I just want to know that those dreams have a nice ending...

I was feeling broken I hated myself for not knowing about my past...

- They will have it son ... Just allow yourself to dream in white. Bleach everything that hurts and put your color on them.

- But, if that meant erasing some memory of what I was? Would it still be okay?

- Son ... Experiences define our personality nothing else, but it does not mean that you should live in the past for it.

- Thank you, mother…

I closed my eyes for a while. My mother, even with strange and difficult rules to obey her, was always the best mother I have ever had.

- Do you want to tell me about your nightmare?

- Forget it shouldn't be anything important.

- Well, go to bed, OK?

I nodded to go back to bed and again have the same dream but this time in a dark place where the light was that man in the light and I was in the dark but that great person just smiled to extend his hand to me happily but there was another distortion and I saw her face crying blood as it melted with each step she took towards him and fear approached again reawakening.

"Strong exhalation" Ah ... I couldn't erase it from my dream. (That person I met and I just can't deny it, when another time comes I'll tell Lily-sama and Raven-sam-san)

I looked at the computer out of the corner of my eye and saw that the game had finished downloading and guess what… I loved it!

And so I kept awake playing it for hours I wanted to download the extensions of it so I downloaded them but when I wanted to install them I heard steps closing everything, turning off the pc and jumping to bed without covering to pretend to be asleep. Noticing that someone stared at me while I was sleeping made me nervous but I just decided to keep my eyes closed so they wouldn't scold me as I was used to and ironically fell asleep.

- Look what faces you have made! I told you not to wake up!

- Heh-heh-heh (They scolded me anyway)

I sighed when I felt that after all, I could not test the extensions of yesterday's game but the scolding at least I deserved them. Raven was looking at me with a mocking little face that irritated me but that was to be expected of my half-brother.

-If your father was here he would have taken you to the militia-

Knowing that he was going to tell me again about my adoptive father, I just wanted to change the subject quickly, smiling a lot in a handshake.

- Speaking of the military, where is the eldest son?

-He returned to guard him. Well, that's what he said...

- Understand. Speaking mother, I have to talk about something...

- It's about… (I feel like it's too early to tell him about my dream) About my kidnapping—

- Good afternoon Mrs. Williams.

A man with gloomy looks and a smiling monster smile appeared, so pale but so pale that my hair rose, he wears a black lawyer suit with a blue tie and he was bald. Bringing it a surprise, for Lily-sama.