Chapter 24

Sometimes the voice of the heart is not in tune with the words, wanting to have him but on the other hand there is someone who also wants to be owned. Can't seem to choose which one to take. Loving two people at once is very difficult. The feeling of having more than friends is always in the shadows. It's selfish when the heart and mind want these two people, on second thought it should just stop from this situation.

Nadial has had a crush on Reva for a long time. What about Catrin? Not sure how he feels this time, but there's definitely a bit of jealousy when he sees Catrin joking with other people.

"Nad, what are you doing, hey. Your face doesn't seem to have any enthusiasm. Are you still upset?" Reva asked.

He was confused why suddenly Nadial's face seemed unfriendly, the face that was originally smiling suddenly turned flat.

"No, Rev. My teeth are hurting, so that's how it is, I'm sorry," Nadial answer was a lie and Reva just believed it.

The two of them finally kept quiet with their own thoughts. Nadial had a toothache when he wanted to talk to each other. Later, Reva spoke for herself.

Elsewhere, Rara was still walking, not knowing where she was going, from behind, Jefran was seen following Rara.

"Ra, what are you doing. Why do you keep avoiding me?" Jefran said while holding Rara's hand so that she would not walk again.

"I'm fine, please let me go now," replied Rara angry. He tried to let go of Jefran's hand but still couldn't let go.

"I'm not mad at you, we're just friends and you don't think I'm jealous. You're close to any guy I won't bother you, thank you," Jefran let go of Rara's hand and left.

Rara was stunned to hear Jefran's words. How could Jefran actually read Rara's thoughts. Even more painful with the fact that he had just heard, he thought that their relationship had been special.

Every time they spend together like a couple, Jefran unexpectedly only thinks of Rara as his best friend. Rara's chest suddenly felt so tight, it was hard to even breathe.

Why was Jefran so hard on himself, he kept pensive while thinking about Jefran's words earlier. It hurt so bad but he persevered.

When today's research was over, they had already eaten lunch. Everyone who was there had gathered into one group, it was time for them to return to X Village.

This time it was a bit different from before, they would all go home together without the division of groups like this morning.

Mr. Nathan, who had brought his bicycle, was left alone in Y's flower garden. He preferred to walk with Beby. Actually, before going home, Beby had forced Mr. Nathan to walk home with him. Like it or not, Mr. Nathan gave up the bike himself there.

Everyone started walking according to the directions given to each tree, the trees in the forest had been given a sign so that tourists would not get lost.

The group of girls in the back were busy talking on the way.

"I swear I laughed so much at Wardana's behavior. In front of us, we just eat like hungry people, eh, right in front of the guy, he even pretends to be beautiful. I'm afraid of hitting your head too, of course, before I beat you, you've already taken a move," Feby said laughing.

Wardana, instead of being shy about being said that way, answered instead.

"Yes, you have to be total, you have to be shy about your boyfriend's future. No, Wardana doesn't know his name like that," Wardana answered with a confidence level of 200%.

Tumbanan Wardana like this, do not know where he learned words like this.

"People who are dating are like Rara, he always shows his true nature to Jefran. Then you saw Jefran not being so angry with Rara when Rara held Alfius' hand. It's really nice to have a guy like Jefran." Feby said assessing Rara's courtship.

Rara, who had been silent for a long time, immediately spoke up.

"I'm just friends with him, nothing more than that, thank you," Rara answered briefly then walked away from her friends.

His mood this time was so broken, his ears would burn when he heard Jefran's name. The words from this afternoon were still etched in Rara's mind. Rara moved to the back row. Maybe this would calm him down a bit, but it turned out that there was Catrin in the back row. It was predictable right away that Catrin loved being in the back row, after all she didn't like crowds, so don't be surprised anymore.

"Hi! Why is his face so gloomy? Who are you fighting with?" Catrin asked when she saw Rara beside her. Rara turned to face Catrin.

"I didn't like crowds so I moved to the back." Lara answered briefly.

"Then we are the same, the crowd is annoying huh. It's not cool if everyone is noisy," Catrin said with a small smile.

After that they were silent again, the silence was able to make Catrin and Rara neutralize their thoughts. Catrin is still thinking about Satria's sweet attitude towards her. Even though it was short, it made an impression on Catrin's heart.

Meanwhile, Rara is still thinking about Jefran. It was hard to get rid of the thought, but he kept trying.

They walked for 1 hour and finally returned to X Village. The journey was really tiring for some people but not with Catrin and Rara. The silence that ensued seemed to make their journey shorter.

"Please all to line up and form a gathering with the group of friends that have been distributed this morning," Mr Nathan's Command.

All the students immediately rushed to look for their group friends, Rara suddenly felt emotional. He just realized that he would meet again with Jefran. Honestly, from the bottom of her heart, Rara really wanted to meet Jefran.

When everyone was busy looking for a group of friends, Catrin and Rara instead stayed silent waiting for their group of friends to come alone. Not long after, Satria Nadial emerged from the crowd and found Catrin who was silent. He wanted to be angry but he couldn't. It's embarrassing to scold a woman in public, which woman is her best friend.

Catrin who saw Nadial approaching immediately smiled, it turned out that the man was busy looking for him. There was a certain sense of pleasure that Catrin felt.

"I'm like a mother hen who's busy looking for lost chicks. I'm so tired of looking for you, Cat. How can you be so small like this that it's hard," Nadial scolded who had just arrived.

It was obvious from his face that he was really tired, he took a quick breath because of the tired effect.

"Just like that, I'm tired, like I'm not the Nadial I know," Catrin answered while flicking Nadial's forehead with her finger.

This was able to make Nadial nervous, the incident this afternoon that made him jealous turned out to be true. He really liked Catrin, but why did this feeling come at the wrong time.

When he rediscovers his first love, there he also puts his heart to his father's friend, difficult for ordinary humans to understand.

Rara, who had seen the interaction between the two humans, was envious. Seeing Catrin's close relationship with the guy who had just arrived, she remembered Rara and Jefran. Wait a minute, why didn't Jefran come looking for him? Usually Jefran would immediately approach Rara if the situation was like this.

Could Jefran be angry? But when you think about it, it doesn't seem like it, this afternoon Jefran already said that he wasn't angry. With a heavy heart, Rara left Catrin and Nadial to look for Jefran.