Jane: You really are an idiot you know that, as I look at Lucy with a frustrated look as I see her look away as i see the hint of doubt and guilt in her eyes.
I say "well you might not be completely a lost of hope but...as i whisper that doesn't mean I'm going to let you have her even though..." as I turn around and help Yang up.
Yang: Seeing that Jane is reaching her hand out to help me up I smile and take it as she pulls me up.
Once I'm on my feet I say thank you.
Jane: it's nothing, are you ok?
Yang: Smiling, I say I'm fine and she nods before walking away when she did I seen Lucy standing behind where Janes was.
Looking at her as she still has her head down I see the guilt and doubt in her eyes making me think that she's getting the message I'm sending her through my play.
Lucy: Realizing that Jane had left, I look up to see Yang looking at me with hope in her eyes to see it disappear when she notices me looking back at her.
Walking towards her i ask "are you ok? You didn't get hurt anywhere.
Yang: Still acting as if I'm avoiding her I give her an wary smile and say " mhmm I'm fine I just tripped let's go I still have to shoot my free throws as I turn to walk away".
Lucy: Seeing her turning to walk away I think don't go! as I grab her by her wrist.
She stopped but she doesn't turn around, I ask can we talk after the game I don't like when we're like this.
And...there something that I want to tell you so after the game can you stay in the locker room with me.
Yang: Still not looking at her, I nod my head as I feel her let go I walk to the free throw line.
(After the game in the locker room)
Yang: Waiting for Lucy to finish getting dress I text my mother " I'm sorry I'm going to be late getting home Lucy wants to talk me love you 💕💕💕"
Lucy: Walking over to Yang, I ask " hey you ready" after I had seen her finish texting her parents".
Yang: Looking at Lucy as I flip my phone close I smile and say "yea let's go" as I get up and we walk out the locker room".
Lucy: Leaving the locker room, we walk down the hallway to the door to leave the school.
As we are I say "I'm sorry for how I played today" as I laugh dryly".
Yang: Looking forward, I say it's fine we still won didn't we and everyone has a bad game.
Lucy: Not hearing the usual softness and care in her voice it makes me frown and my heart feels at if it's being grabbed my.
As she also didn't look at me as she said that we reach the door leading out of the school.
I open the door for her, and walk out after her as I walk to her side I say "Yang can we go back to how we used to be i don't like when we're fighting.
I'm sorry that I didn't realize that you were doing all those to be able to play with me in the games and that I didn't consider your feelings".
Yang: Walking pass the gate as I hear Lucy apologizing to me as I think "she still hasn't understood and she still doesn't realize why I'm upset and hurt".
Lucy: Still not getting a reply I say her name Yang...please talk to me.
Yang I'm sorry don't ignore me, still not getting a answer I walk in front of her making her stop.
Yang if this is about the scholarship, I'll turn it down I don't want that to come between and make us fight.
Yang: Sighing...I look at her and say you still don't get do you and it not about the scholarship.
Lucy even if you did go in would follow you and just go through the entrance exam.
Feeling the effects of the system making my hicka cell feel 10 times worse I try to end the conversation as quickly as I can to get home.
Lucy: Running to catch up to her, I ask then what is it why are you so upset at me.
Yang: turning to face her I say " Lucy did my message not get through to you, did you not understand through my play today didn't it seem different to you as tears start to leave my eyes.
I shout WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU".
Seeing the look in her eyes, that she did receive the message I was trying to send through my play but she has doubt and guilt in them.
I say Lucy there no rush we have the remainder of the season for me to show you what you mean to me and why I made the choices I made and that I will continue to make to show how I feel about you.
I just hope that when you realize your own feelings for me you will understand the choices I made.
As I give her a kiss on her cheeks, and walk away from her a she is frozen in place from me kissing her.
(At home)
Yang: Closing the door behind me, I lean against it breathing hard I ask "Suzy is this from the effects of the system this alot more pain than I expected".
Suzy: Are you ok Yang? And yes as I told you before being that for the sacrifice part you would be using your health which is equivalent to you life the more you increase you training to increase your sp to upgrade your stats the worse you hicka cell will be to balance out the growth.
Yang: I'm fine Suzy thank you for worrying, when I see mom come around the corner I get up from the door and try to walk to her but I collapsed to ground falling on one knee as my hand and other knee supports me.
Mom: Seeing my daughter sweating heavily and falling to her knee I run to her as Im reaching her I said " Yang are you ok? Is it the sacrifice system after effects".
Yang: Nodding to moms question, mom helps me up and brings me to my room and lays me on my bed.
Mom: Wait here I will call the the government sport management and have them send a doctor for you and your mother should be home soon also she will be bringing over some else as well for you to meet.
Yang: I nod to her and she turn around to leave closing my door behind her after she leaves I start thinking "how does mom know the name of my system I never told them being that I forgot to yesterday and how did she know the effects of the system I know mother had this system before me before being that it transferred to me from her".
But did mother tell her about it and how it works I mean that was the only option I didn't think you was allowed to begin that systems are meant to be kept secret.
And who is mother bringing over for me to meet.
Suzy: Sensing what she is thinking, I speake up and say "yes she did even though systems are meant to be only known between user and the government you are allowed to tell the person that you are using the system for and also your significant other.
But your questions will be answered soon just rest and when you wake up you will get the answers for the questions you have.
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