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It was finally time to reveal his secret.

Asha noticed her son shift into a serious mood and stopped massaging his groin. "What's wrong?"

Kal's clear, dark eyes stared into hers, releasing a breath as he revealed his secret. "I have memories of my past life."

Asha's eyes opened wide in surprise, but remained quiet as she patiently listened to his words. Kal continued his explanation.

After he passed out from the heavy injuries, he awakened his past life memories.

At first, he was extremely confused and tried to wrap his head around what happened. It wasn't as simple as his past life's personality replacing his current life's. The two sets of memories and personalities suddenly combined, causing all sorts of mental distress.

In his past life, he lived on modern Earth. However, his life was bleak and he died as a 30-year-old virgin loser.

His parents died in a car crash when he was only in elementary school. His grandpa took him in and they lived together out in the countryside.

Throughout school, he was always gloomy and unsociable so people didn't like to interact with him. He was even bullied in middle and high school which caused him to retreat deeper into his shell and fuel his animosity for society.

His grandpa died from a heart attack shortly before his high school graduation. He took all the inheritance and money from his parents' life insurance and moved to a tiny apartment in the city.

He used his savings to get by while he squandered all his time inside his tiny apartment. He became a shut-in.

His 20's consisted of a life filled with waste and depravity as he sat all day in front of his computer where he watched TV, played games, ranted on message boards, and masturbated to all sorts of degenerate content.

He was especially attracted to incest porn due to losing his parents so early in life and deeply desiring a mother figure as comfort in his loneliness and suffering.

Finally, at the age of 30, he finally ran out of money due to wasteful spending on various gatcha games. With nothing to live for, he climbed to the roof of his apartment building and leaped off, ending his miserable life.

Now, those memories are mixed in with the original memories of Kal, who was a simple boy who held lots of respect for his father and loved the care of his mother.

He grew up within a primitive world where carnivorous beasts roamed the wilderness and humans struggled to survive.

After his father died, he was distraught at losing someone he admired, but he pulled himself together for the sake of his mother. As the only male, he felt compelled to take on the duty that his father once held.

He was courageous, protective, and hardworking. However, after awakening the memories, he also became more indecisive, lustful, and pessimistic.

It wasn't easy to balance the merging of two different personalities. That's why he had those sudden outbursts and behaved strangely.

It wasn't as simple as gaining more memories. It was as if the minds of two people were completely connected; not just memories but even emotions, hopes, fears, and habits.

Although they shared everything, they still had their separate thoughts and ideologies. Unfortunately, since they shared one body, their colliding thoughts brought chaos to his life.

After some time, Kal was able to harmonize his two sets of memories to the extent that he was able to act normally. However, he still couldn't control his new urges, his lust towards his mother.

His attraction to his mother stemmed from the degeneracy of his past life. In his past life, it was fine to fantasize about it, but once confronted with the real thing, Kal became hesitant.

His original personality holds pure, familial emotions towards Asha, his mother. Mixed with his sense of morality developed by modern society, he felt conflicted feeling sexual attraction to his real mother.

On one hand, he truly respects her as his mother, but on the other hand, she is objectively beautiful and for a virgin loser like him who has never seen a naked woman in real life, it was too much to bear.

Often times when he was alone, he would masturbate while thinking about her. After the deed, he would always be flooded with a sense of shame.

He really wished he could ignore his morality and just go for it, but because of the original Kal's pure emotions for his mother, it triggered a sense of wrong in him that caused his heart to ache.

Besides the mental and emotional dilemma, his body has started to change as well.

He first noticed that his reflexes and reactions improved greatly. His senses have been enhanced by a great deal and his memory has become picture perfect.

These changes helped him hunt better and combined with all the knowledge he gathered in his past life by browsing the web or watching TV, Kal transformed into an expert hunter.

Using the knowledge, he improved their living situation by introducing new ideas like pottery, sanitation, and better ways to preserve meat.

However, throughout all that time, Kal was hesitant on telling his mother. The old Kal would have revealed everything, but with his awakened memories, he became more self-aware and critical, unsure whether revealing such an outlandish story would help or further damage their relationship.

Although living in this primitive world was tough and dangerous, the awakened Kal was able to finally achieve his long-held dream of having a mother again.

He didn't want to ruin what he had so he chose to hide everything from her.

However, Asha still noticed, but chose not to make a big fuss as she was just thankful that he didn't perish from his wounds.

After spilling his heart out, Kal felt refreshed as if a huge weight has been lifted off his shoulders.

As for Asha, tears were leaking out of her eyes as she reflected on all the pain her son had to go through and the miserable past life that he endured.

Instinctively, she tightly hugged Kal's head into her chest as she soothingly stroked his hair while whispering gentle words.

"My son, you have suffered so much and I didn't even know. Please, let mommy comfort you. That is the least I can do."

Feeling her soft mounds squished against his face, Kal couldn't help but get excited. As he drew in a deep breath, her thick aroma flooded his nostrils, sending his blood pumping.

Kal indulged in the heat of a voluptuous female body. It was a new sensation and he loved it. He no longer hesitated and wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her even closer, eliciting a soft gasp from Asha.

She smiled to herself as her face reddened from his intimate contact. She continued to gently stroke his hair and rub his back, comforting her child as his mother.

Kal felt extremely comfortable in the embrace of his mother. Her scent was intoxicating and her smooth skin and soft body felt incredible against his body.

"Mom, you don't think I am crazy? That a stranger took over your son's body?" Kal muttered in between her large breasts.

"You're no stranger, you're my son. The fact that you awakened memories of your past life is amazing. I've never heard of anyone like that. It's not like you became a different person. You still listen to me and provide so much food for us. I can tell you still care about me very much. Your brilliant ideas has also improved our lives. I will never hate you or abandon you. I love you."

Kal's eyes became wet as he relished in her loving words that he had been craving for a lifetime.

After losing his parents when he was very young, he developed a strong mother-complex. He had always been attracted to mature, motherly women. With Asha's nurturing and the fact that she was his actual mother, his suppressed mother-complex has started to bloom.

Emboldened by the heartfelt acceptance of his mother, Kal felt like he could reveal his inner thoughts to her.

"Then, you won't hate me if I told you that I am attracted to you?"

"Why would I? In fact, I am ecstatic that you find me attractive. For the longest time I thought you would only see me as your mother."

"Wait, really? You actually want me to be attracted to you?" Kal's opened his eyes wide, not expecting this development, but was quite elated that it did.

"Of course. It would be much easier for us to have children if you desired me after all." Asha answered matter-of-factly.

Kal's brain short-circuited at this moment. He couldn't believe what she just said. He had to make sure.

"Hold on. You want us to have children together? You and me?" Kal pulled his face back from between her breasts to look into her clear blue eyes.

She gazed back with a warm smile. "That's right, now that it's just the two of us. Oh, I guess we never talked about this before, but babies are born when a man and woman mate you know."

Seeing how nonchalant Asha was with talking about sex made Kal a little embarrassed on her behalf. "Uh, yeah, I'm aware. You don't have to explain."

"Oh, so it seems your father already talked to you about this. That's a relief." Asha nodded her head in understanding.

His father never talked to him about this. His knowledge stems from all the perverse content he consumed in his past life. However, he still wordlessly nodded in response.

Thinking about his past life, he realized the ambiguous situation he was in. Here he was, nearly naked and in the arms of a mature beauty who is also his mother who is actually consenting to sex.

This was like the ideal situation often seen in porn or hentai. However, this time, he realized that he has become the protagonist of such a story.

The realization was like an eruption as it triggered his hormonal response as he heated up in anticipation.

His dark eyes glazed over as he gazed passionately into his mother's doting eyes.

She noticed the change in his demeanor and couldn't help but blush in response. She felt his body heat up and understood what was about to happen.

"Then, you don't mind, if we do it? You know, mate?" Kal gulped as he felt his lips dry.

Asha revealed a charming smile as she consented. "Any time you want my son. I'm all yours."

The last remaining chain on his sanity crumbled as he admired the beauty of the woman in front of him. Her limpid cerulean eyes, her fairy-like lashes, her healthy tan skin, her glowing snow white hair, and those luscious lips all served to rouse Kal into a state of high passion.

Kal dived face first as their lips met for the first time. He felt her soft, plump lips press against his, sending electricity shooting up his spine, making him crave for more.

Asha was caught by surprise, not expecting him to kiss her. She was befuddled as to what to do, since this was the first time she has ever kissed anyone. Even Kal's father never did anything of the sort.

Likewise, Kal didn't have any experience kissing either so he clumsily applied to much pressure, their lips glued together as he savored the feeling.

Kal's hands didn't stay idle. One hand roamed around her back, feeling her soft skin against his palm, while the other hand rose up and cradled the back of her head.

Asha was captivated by the kiss and the tender feeling it conveyed. She couldn't think and continued to tighten her hold around her son's back.

After a brief moment, Kal pulled back as he admired the sultry blush that accentuated her beauty even further. They stared into each other's eyes intensely, locked into their passion for each other.

"What was that?" Asha panted lightly, short of breath.

"That was a kiss." Kal breathed in deeply, delighting in her womanly fragrance.

"Did you also learn this from your new memories?"

"That's right, but I've never done it before. I've only seen other people kiss." Kal felt embarrassed to admit it, but he decided to be honest with her.

"Huh. Those people in your memories sure have a weird practice."

"Do you not like it?" A slight grimace emerged on his face.

"No, I like it. It felt nice. Let's do that again. A kiss right?" Asha smiled endearingly as she placatingly caressed his cheek.

Kal felt his heart throb from his mother's sincere affection. "You are really beautiful, you know that?"

Asha's blush deepened and her heartbeat accelerated as all the negative emotions accumulated since the accident dissipated like smoke upon hearing her son's adoration.

Kal didn't say anything further as he immediately leaned forward, kissing her luscious lips. Asha responded in turn, as she kissed back emotionally.

This time, Kal was even more assertive as he thrust his tongue in between her lips, guiding her to part her mouth so that his tongue could slip inside.

Asha moaned in response to this unexpected intrusion, her tongue lay motionless as his explored her hot mouth and tasted her sweet saliva. Kal was stupefied at how pleasant a deep kiss felt and internally berated himself for not opening up to Asha sooner.

This was the first time that Kal French kissed anyone so he couldn't control himself and crazily devoured her lips like a starving person.

As for Asha, she could only accept the onslaught as the new sensations enchanted her, making her thoughts turn to mush as she could only focus on the intense kiss.

After a while, Asha got used to the motions of his tongue and began to reciprocate with her own. Their two slimy tongues entangled each other, curling and wriggling as they shared a deep and wet kiss.

While Asha's passion ignited, cradling his head with her hands as she pulled him in closer, his hands didn't remain idle. One hand slid down and grabbed her peachy bottom while the other hand reached from below to fondle her springy breasts.

"Mmn!" Asha's body jolted from the new stimulus that excited her further. She enjoyed feeling her son's strong hands groping her body as she repositioned herself to give him better access while maintaining their sensual kiss.

Kal's hands fondled her plump assets wantonly. He squeezed and stretched her soft mounds, enjoying the feeling of playing with her sensual body, eliciting hot gasps from Asha amidst their feverish kissing.

They continued like that until they were short of breath and had to separate with flushed faces, glistening lovestruck eyes, and a string of saliva bridging their wet lips.

With heavy breaths, Asha squirmed under Kal's hold. "Hah, that was so good. I've never experienced anything like this."

Seeing her melt under his embrace, Kal felt his confidence rise, letting out a playful grin. "You know that this is only just the start right?"

"No way. What more could there be?" Asha's eyes widened slightly.

"Let me show you. I have a lifetime of memories after all." His eyes shined as he licked his lips in anticipation.

Kal felt eager to try other sexual acts that he watched countless times in his past life. His degenerate side was aroused by the fact that he had the opportunity to train his innocent mother into his personal sex partner.

Just from her previous response, he could guess that his mom didn't have any sexual experience. When he recalled back before his father died, his father would occasionally mate with his mom by rutting her from behind while she was on all fours.

It was brutish and lacked any form of sensuality. She would stay motionless as he humped all his desires into her, finishing in a couple minutes. He was confident that she had probably never experienced a proper orgasm in her life.

However, things were different now. Although he doesn't have any practical experience, he has all the knowledge and theory from his past life that he spent years studying. Kal allowed his lecherous side take over as he was thinking about his next steps.

"This was nothing like how your father did it. I didn't know it could be so pleasurable. I hope you can teach me more."

"Mom, there are many things I want to try with you, but we will take things one step at a time. I know you will enjoy it."

Asha smiled sweetly in response. "You're always coming up with these new ideas. I can't wait."