Chapter 4

So hyuk takes Eira to her house. As she inters she locks the door. So hyuk puts his hands on door and regret hurting her badly. He closes his eyes in sadness. Then he turns back and quickly sits in car as he thinks If I will go away from her ,She will be okay .

He Is so worried about her but he try his best to keep his distance from her . As he is the one to hurt her. On the other hand Eira have a sexual assault trauma from Childhood. She stops meeting anyone. She just traps herself in the house. She keeps all the lights off and keep lying in the darkness. She try her best to overcome it but she keeps thinking about her childhood trauma. She barely eats anything and lose a lot of weight. She remembers how So Hyuk said to her the night that:" I love you so much, jhamieya." She thinks that as he was drunk so it is possible that he misunderstood me for someone else. But he would never complain about ignoring him. She tries her best to get out of this whole but it's not easy.

So hyuk couldn't inter his room as he gets thoughts of Eira. But finally he inters the room. He notices Eira,s Knitted mesh shirt. He picks it up and sits on near the bed on the floor. Tears starts falling down his face. "How could I do this, How could I!" He puts the shirt near nose on his face. He thinks that it's so irresponsible of his trying to run away after doing this. He tries to Call Eira but her cell phone is off.He gets up and puts the shirt in dressing room. He Quickly starts his car and goes towards Eira house. He rings the bell . Eira opens the door as she thinks she have got mails. As she sees So Hyuk she quickly tries to close the door. But So Hyuk pushes the door and inters.

So hyuk:" As I expected, you are not okay."

Eira:" Please, leave."

So hyuk:" Eira, I didn't do it on purpose."

Eira "I know… I know that you were drunk and angry. It's my mistake too . But I need time. I will be okay." Eira starts crying.

So hyuk:" No , you need someone to hold you at that time. If you feel ashamed to tell someone it's okay. And you can use law against me . Whatever the punishment is I will accept it. But you need to speak or at least swear at me . Show that you hates me."

Eira :" I don't .....I don't hate you but I am shocked by whatever happened . It must be a mistake. But I need time."

So hyuk;" it's been a month Eira, You are not getting better"

Eira yells:" it's because…. It's because I have old trauma's. I'm trying my best. Why do you think you being here can help me? "

So hyuk:" old trauma? "

Eira" Whatever can help me is , don't ever come to see me. " Eira puts her hands on her Face. So hyuk holding her shoulders and bends his head down to her face:"Okay, okay… I will just go away. Don't cry anymore." He puts her hands down and wipe her tears with his hands . And then hugs her for three seconds and comes out of house. His hands are shaking he couldn't control his tears anymore. He sits in car and puts his head on steering wheel and keep crying slowly then he punches his car in anger and disappear.

After that he tries to focus on other things and stop thinking about Eira but he just couldn't help it. Still he just keep working on projects and keep going for hiking workout and anything that he can do to distract himself.

On the other hand Eira after 2 months finds out that she is pregnant. At first she couldn't accept it. She was told that she have twin baby.As time passes by she starts taking care of herself as doctors told that babies are weak . In later months she thinks about telling So Hyuk but she is afraid what if he is against the child and recently there's been rumor going around that So Hyuk is dating an actress. After six months of birth So Hyuk comes drunk and Rings the bell. She just ignore him after checking on camera. But he keeps pressing the bell . She opens the door. As he see Eira in front of him he limbs towards her and hugs her. "Jhamieya, I missed you so much. I ... I ….. Love you so much." She tries to take him inside. As she puts him on sofa he holds her hands:" Can't you stop hating me? Can't you just accept me? I wish you would love me as you used to love me ." He goes to sleep slowly. After midnight he doesn't wakes up she gets worried about him because it's so cold outside. She tries to wake him up but he doesn't. Then she holds him and takes him inside. She puts him on bed . And sleep on the other side. He wakes up in the morning at the crying voices of baby. He quickly gets up and turn around….. Eira is trying to calm down the baby . Other baby is playing on cart. He stands next to her and starts looking at baby. He is taken back by the situation. Are you marr….. But why would you let me…. Is that…. Are they….. I mean…. Am I the ... "

Eira" ammmm , they are your baby. You are the Father. "

So hyuk:" Why would you not tell me…. Ahhhh I have got no right to say that. "

Eira:" it's not like that. She closes her eyes and bends down her head." It's my fault not yours. And stop blaming yourself." Says Eira raising her head. He looks at the child in her hands and then sits down near cart and smiles slowly. Tears falls from his eyes. "They don't resemble you at all" says So Hyuk. Eira looking at his facial expressions with deep emotions. She sits down with him while baby in her hand. She extends one of her hand towards So Hyuk and grabs his shirt. Eira "I'm sorry for not telling you. "

So hyuk put his arm around her .