Which is always there

Tricella continued her words in Shinka's memory. Commemorating an existence that should not be born or manifested in any form. He will only become the destroyer of the entire universe because of his birth.

Even so, he is still an ordinary human who knows nothing about the power that always inhabits his soul. An existence that should never exist in the human world.

".... Your existence in that world would only destroy it, you never even realized it when you gave birth to them. Even so, you are still an ordinary human. In fact, your body is too easy to be taken over by your other personality ... You should not have been born from they."

Shinka still remembers it deep in his past dreams.

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5 years have passed, everything is gone, no one knows what happened in the previous year. Even he himself never knew that he was the one who had killed them.

None of their bodies were found by the authorities, their bodies had rotted to dust without any bones that made the police aware of them except for the color of blood that was still on the walls and ground of the place.

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Brush your teeth in the morning with a straight face while looking in the mirror. Now I am 12 years old, this is my first day of school (junior high school). The day that I really hate is when many people look at me with cynical eyes.

Well, maybe that's just for some people. I went to the room to change clothes. Wear it while looking in the mirror to comb messy hair.

Am I handsome?

I think it's strange if I look in the mirror and style like this.

But, I think this is also good for my appearance so I don't look ugly.

Hmmmm ... Maybe this is enough to make me a little handsome.

Throw the comb to the right and style like an artist. Wearing sunglasses with cool hair like an actor.

How?

Does this style suit me?

This looks very arrogant.

Hmmmm ... This doesn't seem to suit me.

Ordinary people and amateurs like me might suit this kind of style.

If so?

And like this?

Like this?

Hmmmm ....?

Combing my hair 4 times in different styles didn't make me sure I wanted to wear that look. My pessimistic thoughts make me not confident with an appearance like that. Maybe it's better like this.

Combing your hair like a layman who has never been stylish.

So ....

*TOK TOK!*

"Yoru-kun? Are you finished? Come on quickly."

"O-Okay."

As I thought, my aunt would be annoyed while waiting for him. I'm really not good at styling and looking good. Maybe, this is why I was called a useless person. But, I don't care about that.

There are still other ways that I can develop besides having to think about my own shortcomings.

".... Otherwise, Auntie will leave you. Don't make me late either!"

"Okay. I'll be right there ... In a moment!"

I have a bad feeling ... Looks like he's a little angry. I have to immediately prepare my luggage.

If not ....

Suddenly the door opened.

"Yoru ... Actually, what are you doing?" Suddenly his expression changed, he patted his head and sighed.

Maybe he was playing around and lazing around, his aunt thought. Yoru panicked when her aunt came in and saw that she was in a hurry as she packed her things to go to school in a disorganized manner.

".... Geez, it's really troublesome. I thought you were being lazy, but it turns out you're really that stupid because you couldn't fix it." He really embarrassed me when my stupidity was clear to his eyes.

Scratching the head. ".... Ahaha, it can't be helped. I don't know what to bring."

"Hmmmm ... I see. You should be able to pass on your stupidity to other people so you can be a little smarter."

"Eh? Why does it have to be like that? What's the connection?"

"So you can take advantage of other people's cleverness, maybe you won't look so pathetic like this."

"Oh, I see." I thought for a moment that this was something impossible to do. "But, that's impossible, right?"

My aunt tried to fix it. He is very reliable, he can easily clean up the messy things in my room. He continued to tidy it up while talking to me.

"No, nothing is impossible in this world. You have to try to be the best."

"But, how? I don't even understand at all."

Everything was taken care of quickly. But, his hand immediately grabbed my bag and threw it at my face.

"Stupid! Find out for yourself."

I thought I would fall after he threw it, but I didn't. He threw it with a casual push. I'm still safe.

"Huh? Find out for yourself? How could I possibly do something like that." I looked at her face, but after I spoke like that.

My gut feeling says it looks like he wants to lecture me. Actually, I felt a little scared when I saw his slightly cynical face. Maybe because I like being scolded by him.

But, that didn't make me stop thinking about the figure who was always there.

Possible?

My aunt was very strict, she made me have to do it my own way. "I'm sure you can ... If you want to find out who your true identity is, you have to get out of your shortcomings and be able to go beyond the limits of your ambition to be able to move forward. Becoming a man is not as easy as you imagine ... There are many things you have to know it's out there. If you want to be a great person, you have to be able to do it yourself even though death will always color your life."

"De-Death?" My mouth was a little stiff when I said it.

Death? Who?

I still don't understand, I'm still too innocent to think about it. I could only remain silent after he said it to me which made me even more confused. Turns out I was that stupid.

"Yeah. Come on quickly, I'll wait for you outside."

"O-Okay!"

He left, leaving me alone in the room. He really freaked me out with the stupidity I always experienced when talking to him. Even so, he still always gets me back up when I'm down.

Maybe it's only temporary, because soon my aunt will take up her new position as main director. I thought, later he would be very busy with his work. I can only think like that and try to prepare myself if that really happens.

I don't know what would happen if I lived alone. I am always grateful because there are still people like him who want to look after me until now. But, I never know what my future will be like.

This made me a little anxious, especially since my parents weren't there. Maybe it will be very painful, I can only hope that everything will be fine. I left the room and went after him.

Even though my aunt looks like that, she always wears trousers with a slightly cynical face and short black hair with her left eye almost covered by several strands of her beautiful hair. She looks very cute. His sturdy stature and always speaking firmly made me understand and know that you should not judge someone just by their appearance and speaking style.

Deep inside his noble heart, he is a guardian angel who is always there even though his presence will scare you a little. He really was an ever-present presence even though the fear and stupidity would be very apparent if I always talked to him.

I walked down the stairs and brought the lunch he had prepared which was kept on the dining table.

I always feel like that when I'm around him, even though he's nothing compared to those who gave birth to me. I still admit that she is a great woman who can do everything.

He always pays attention to me when he's at home or on holiday from work, he's always kind to me even though I'm always stupid and pathetic when I'm around him, even everyone always makes fun of me and bullies me. He always scolded them because of my timid attitude.

He's really like an angel, he really knows that I'm very pathetic and useless. Even he who looks like he's saving money like that, and when I'm lonely. He was able to buy me a complete computer and VR package. In fact, it was already in my room without me asking.

He really makes me jealous with his extraordinary nature. I never understood what was in his heart and mind when he saw me, who was always timid and stupid like that. Really, I am very grateful that this could happen to me.

I was near the door, put on my shoes and stood up, then opened the door and closed it again as I ran slowly to approach him.

I saw him, he was waiting for me at the front on his personal black sports motorbike. His very cool appearance made me fall in love with his appearance which is always like that. I never even believed I could have a cool and beautiful aunt like her.

His black motorbike matches the color of his leather jacket which looks tight and he wears a white helmet which makes him look cool. It was a sight that always made me jealous and made me want to be like him when I saw his appearance which always looked cute and cool.

He glanced at me. "Slow! Hurry up, we're too late!"

"O-Okay! I'm sorry!" I ran quickly with an anxious face because he shouted at me a little.

"No apologies if you're still like that!"

"Okay. I'll try to be better." He was like a trainer to an army soldier.

He trained me as if I had to be disciplined with time. But, I like him like that because he can always teach me a lot of things that I could have missed before in my life. He gave me another helmet, I put it on as he got on the motorbike and sat behind him.

"Good." He answered as he started his motorbike with a loud roar of motorbike gas while closing the visor of his helmet. "If you don't want to die, survive well."

"Uh? Why? What are we going to do?"

"Have fun."

"Ehhhhh ... Wait, wait, wait ... I'm not ready!!!" He immediately stepped on the gas on his motorbike quickly, making me really startled with fear when he did it suddenly.

".... Huuu-huaahhhhhhhhhh ... Wait!!" I immediately hugged him tightly. "Why should it be like this!"

Crazy motorbike rider, he drives like a racer. His speed in carrying the motorbike was unreasonable. It was like we were being chased by death, nothing even worried him when he did that. Usually that was normal, but he was very different.

He really enjoys it when he does crazy things like this, in fact he almost makes me fall every time his motorbike turns right or left which makes me really scared when he does it.

"Hey ... Can you not do it with this style of racing?! Slow down your motorbike like most riders!" I shouted while holding back my fear as I spoke to him at driving speed like a crazy racer.

He just grinned and ignored everything I said. "Soon we will go to hell. Get ready young man!"

"N-Hell? Wh-What is auntie planning?!!! What does that mean? We went together just to experience crazy things like this? Seriously!!!!!!" I continued to chatter in fear while screaming with a panicked and anxious face in a voice that echoed loudly along the highway.

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