CHAPTERIV - Tale 14: The return

It has been a long time since he left. A feeling of widowhood overwhelms me, I feel a deep sadness. I think of Zarú every day...

Night falls and I sleep. At dawn, I wake up and go to the kitchen to drink water. As I cross the room I see a black shadow sitting on the balcony bench.

It was an extremely strong and evil presence. Incredible! A malignancy like I have never seen, I believe to its maximum degree!

"He came back worse, God will punish me..." - I thought.

- Did you call? - he asks.

It can't be him... it's very different! I run to my bed and cover myself to the head.

-No! You are not Zarú! Zarú cannot come back! - I answer with fear.

- Who said? - he asks curiously.

- It doesn't matter! Go away!

I pray "The Lord's Prayer", he goes away and leaves no trace. What does he want? Why did he come?

Days and nights go by, I miss him... Why doesn't Zarú come to visit me? I wait for him.

One fine afternoon, I was on the balcony reading and a spirit communicates:

- Go to this place... they are waiting for you.

Show me the image of a center near home.

- Do you want to use me to talk to people? Never, I will never work for you! I'm of God!

- You are a waste!" - it answers, nonconformist, and leaves.

At dawn I wonder: "A battle is being fought, and I am here in the living world, unable to do anything! It seems that this is where things happen! I wanted to go the other way to fight with the angels of God!"

The sun rises and I go to work. Driving back home I think: "What if I crash the car? I step on the accelerator and with a clear objective in mind I go to the other side! I choose the target and..."

An angel appears right in front of me... It puts its hands on my shoulders and pushes me back saying:

- It's not your time! You have to stay there!

I choose the target...

- It's not your time! You have to stay there! - it shouts.

- Okay... I'll stay, since it is God's will.

- You don't have to go the other way, as you asked!" You can participate in the battles right there! - and it keeps going. - You have to learn to separate the spiritual world from the material!

- I need to learn a lot. My God! What was I going to do? Forgive me, Father!

- It's interesting for us if you stay in the material world, where things manifest! You have to elevate your spirit!

"Elevate the spirit? What could it be?" - I ask myself:

I get home and read on the balcony. There is a noise inside my head, as if many people talked at once, like a badly tuned radio station. I put my hands on my face and think: "Looks like I'm going crazy."

- You have the communication channel open! - the angel warns me.

- How do I close it? - I ask upset.

- You have to focus on something, and it will be closed! - it explains.

I begin to read very carefully, and after a while the noise in my head ceases.

"How could you know that this channel exists? " - I ask myself:

Sunday afternoon comes and I get ready to go to church. I feel a request for communication from the spirit world, so I open the channel:

- He will be released! There are new rules! You can meet only on the spiritual plane so that your physical body does not register. You cannot let this influence your life here on earth. You have to be a good wife, keep up with Luigi and, contrary to what you think, your mission with Victor is not over yet.

- Do I need to kneel?

- No, keep doing your things. You can no longer ask to go the other way. You cannot meet while you are awake. Watch out for the fantasies! He will receive another function. He moves very well on earth. You are the first person he will follow. The two will learn. We will not say when he will be released. He will no longer talk to you the way he did before. It will be very subtle in a way that you won't realize it. He said he doesn't want you to remember the way he was anymore. He doesn't want you to be sad.

The spirit shows my image writing and crying. The communication ends. I go to church and pray a lot.

It gets dark and I go to sleep. I wake up the next day saying:

- I accept, I accept. He can come...

I get up, and while drinking coffee I think: "He'll get around these rules! Go away, thought! I made a deal! Bu what deal !? Can you make arrangements while sleeping? I don't remember what it is...

I will work. Upon entering the car, the spirit says:

- A deal is a deal! A concession was made...

I arrived, called my mother and told her everything.

- What spirit is that? You cannot talk to anyone! How do you know if it's from God? - it rages.

- But they talk to me, I'm not to blame! It's like walking down the street and someone coming to talk. How can I prevent it? - I defend myself apprehensively.

- Do not answer anything! They have nothing good to say!

- But it seems he advised me well. And what is the problem with Zarú coming back?

- How can you love someone who is not material! I don't get it!

- God has no body, and yet we love Him! Those who are gone have no body left, and yet we still love them!

- There's no comparison! That doesn't make any sense! - she answers, enraged.

- I need to hang up, I'm going to work.

- Ask God to give you discernment! May God bless you!

- Amen, you too, mother!

I end the conversation and concentrate on work.

I come home, the night comes.

- He's about to be released. - says a spirit.

I didn't realize if he arrived...