The First Snap

A cold night in January ,me, my wife (Nemoura Nidani) and my new freshly born babies were on the way back from the hospital after my wife gave birth to our two angels. A number of guys appeared out of nowhere and surrounded us, one of them pulled out a shotgun as the color of Emma's wedding dress when it turned red. I was so anxious, I didn't know what to, I was afraid to see my dreams shatter all over again infront of my eyes,so I kneeled and said:" please don't take my life or my beloved ones I'll give anything you can just kill me, but please don't take my family away from ne. I wanted to run as Emma once told me to do but sometimes you can't even run, sometimes all what's there is fear, desperation, anxiety, and life controlling your leftover feelings. I heard my zygotes crying in fear, I felt my wife's foot shiver-, no I felt her whole body shivering, the guy puts his foot under my jaw then picked up my head and pressed the trigger while looking me in the eyes and said:" you what are you I'm Lucifer sorry but people like you shouldn't exist among us. You don't deserve to live the life you want only we can give you and control your life l'll keep you alive because it's not your fault ,the blame goes on the ones who accepted you as one of us they deserve to die how can they go down to your level. I didn't hear one gun trigger I heard 3.. I turned my head back to see my wife's head was exploded my zygotes were not even visible to the naked eyes it was just BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD everywhere ,everywhere all over again I screamed with a blurry sight :"Why me! why me !after all these years after all that suffering is that what I deserve , what is it you want only because I'm a Bottom, you Merciless people you deserve to die no your limbs should to get torn and shrunk apart until there's nothing left in your corpses I am Lucifer Ellon I Want justice ,what spirits! what god! you all are fake and pathetic , no this life is fake and pathetic ".