Into The Second Trauma

Two years passed, it was the time for the founder of Rofdox , to give his orphanage a welcoming visit. Everything seemed fine Mr.Wally the founder was really happy by what his eyes were seeing for now at least. After he observed each orphan's membership card he realized something was wrong, something that angered him something that he couldn't accept . He rechecked Emma's membership cards, then checked mine. His eyes widely opened and he exploded in anger, he directly fires the vice supervisor and the supervisor himself. He raised his gigantic hand and flashly slapped me in the face , he went to do the same for Emma, but I stood in his way. He then angrily said: "you little piece of crap how do you even dare, I can't even believe I had to get my hands dirty with your shitty face I guess you have the courage but if I see you two one more time together both of you are dead". I wanted to talk to Emma but she just walked away, I guess she did what's better.

Neither of us spoke, both of us stayed silent. seconds passed, minutes passed, hours passed, days passed.

After an exact one month it was the same timing as before the time when my mom spelled her last words, Emma opened my dorm's door, at first she was like I sneaked without Mr.Wally knowing. I knew something was off so I was like just tell me what's wrong already Emma, she shiverly said :"I www..i.II ggg.e.ttt mmm.arrr..ieddd". I went silent for a straight two minutes and said :" It is for the better you'll have the best time of your life out of this orphanage ".Then I went to sleep leaving her standing on my door. It's the wedding day, I tried to stay calm HOPING SHE WILL have a better life, but i just couldn't handle myself, I kept on overthinking, I felt like my heart was a heated heart set in tank of ice.

So I rushed and crashed into the wedding. I screamed "LIVE" people looked at me in face full of hatred and pity ,but I didn't care all I wanted is to see Emma and talk to her. Emma knew l'd come to her wedding and do something stupid ,but she knew that the consequences will be my death so she took out a pistol she was hiding in her wedding dress and looked me in the eyes then smiled and shouted: "Yes you're right Iive but sometimes you'll have to run" she shot herself I felt the bullet passing through my heart closing the opening she cracked open for me , the floor swam with blood covering the shoes of the guests that turned to mourners, her wedding dress turned red like a rainbow lotus turning into a fully dark crimson lotus. That moment I couldn't think of anything, I felt like my head was blank, but the first thing I knew is that my creepy smile was back .