Flashback (2)

I got reincarnated into a newborn baby in an unknown World, and in this new World, my two parents loved and care about me deeply, at first, i can't accept being with a new parents, but after day by day spending time with them, i gradually accept them in my heart with the same position with my previous mother.

My childhood life here can be considered pretty satisfactory, my parents always spend some time with me despite their busy schedule, and it did not make me feel lonely again like i do in my previous life, I feel like I'm the happiest person in the whole world, but one day God make a joke of me.

When i was 5 years old, my parents have a work-related business in another country, so they entrusted me to the sister of my mother for a week, after i sent them off to the airport, i with my aunt drive directly to her house while resuming my anime addiction.

When i was just happily watching anime, my aunt bump into my temporary room and tell me the bad news that my parents died in a plane crash with her sad face, when i hear her said that, my mind went blank for a second,i thought i hear it wrong so i start to question her stutteringly is it true with a face that hope is just my illusion.

After seeing her confirmation, I slump down on the ground and just stare blankly at the floor with my lifeless eye asking God why, why always me, why me the unlucky guy that God always takes my happiness to, i question myself but not getting the answer that i want, so i cry hysterically until my aunt steps down and try to calm me down.

Two times, two times i lost the person most important to me, what did i do wrong to get all of this? my heart turns cold, dead, and lifeless, after my aunt barely calms me down, that day we start to make a preparation for my parent's funeral.

When the day of the funeral comes, me, my aunt with her husband arrived at the cemetery, there are quite a number of people coming, but i can't see the rest of my family members, i don't know why the rest of my family doesn't come, so i ask my aunt, she only answer "because they are too busy" with a complicated expression on her face.

When i hear her say that, i don't quite believe it, there's probably something deeper in the story, but i put that aside in mind because i don't have the mood to think about them, at least there are still many friends of my parent's coming, this show how popular my parents are.

After finishing the funeral ceremony, i with my aunt and her husband go straight to their house and start to think about something serious, who will adopt me, after my aunt asked the people in my family who wants to adopt me on her phone, they never give a clear statement, seeing them like this, my aunt got angry saying they are too cruel, so my aunt decided to adopt me, but her husband doesn't think so.

After they quarrel for a plenty long time, i step down to calm them down and say that i will be fine on my own and they can just send me to the orphan house, when my aunt hear this she got freaked out and quickly disagrees, this is also my helpless move, there is no way right? my family member doesn't want me, and I'm only a 5 years old child, what can a 5 years old child can do?

So, after i persuading her for a pretty long time to accept my proposal plus my aunt's husband always adding fuel to my aunt so she can agree, in the end, she can only helplessly agree, but she still promises me she will always come once a month to see my situation.

Seeing my aunt like this, i was thankful for having a family member besides my parents who care about me, even though i don't know why my other family member and my aunt's husband have a cold attitude towards me, i didn't care too much, even without them, i can still survive on my own with the inheritance money that my father and mother left to me.

After i pack up my belongings, my aunt and i slowly drive in her car to the orphan house that was available in this area, a hour and a half later we arrive at the front building,i with my aunt stepped into the front desk of the

receptionist and state what we coming for, after a few simple registrations i officially join the orphan house, and after arranging my belonging in my new room that is not too big or small, i walked to the front building to send my aunt off.

Before my aunt go, she cried for a while telling me she is sorry for the tragedy i had been through, and she is very sorry for cannot adopt me to her family, she keeps saying sorry in her choked voice, i can't bear to see my aunt like this, so i comfort her saying that I'm okay and i be fine.

Even though my heart still stung with pain from the loss of my parents, i still try to act tough in front of her so she will not feel too guilty about herself, after calming her down, she bid farewell to me before saying that she will come here once a month and say sorry for one last time.

Seeing that my aunt getting farther away, i walked to my room and start my new life.

Life here is pretty boring but fulfilling, you wake up, exercise, eat, study, play, sleep, and repeat, there are not many fun things you can do, despite there being many kids of the same age as me here,i just can't adapt to it, even though my body is still a child but my mind is an adult man of 19 yo, so, i can't feel connected with them and feel excluded, even if it's boring here, i can still watch tv to pass the time.

Day pass by day year pass by year, and time move so fast, tomorrow i will turn 14 and start to move out of the orphan house because there is not much room that can accommodate the new kids who join later, so with my self-conscious i make way for the new orphan who will join in.

After years of living here in the orphan there are not many fun things that i do, besides doing the same thing over and over again, and occasionally meeting my aunt who visits me every month,i still feel happy and grateful for the orphan house that accommodates me all this year.

So after a ray of sunlight pierce my window the other day, i bid farewell to my friend in this orphan house and said thank you for all the staff care all this year,i embark on my new journey, and the destination is Tokyo, there's no reason, i just like the vibe of a busy city, after i arrive there, i start searching for a house that i can afford with the inheritance money that my family gave to me, after searching for a while i got what i want, a house that not big but cheap and it is not too far away from the school that i will join later.

After a cumbersome procedure with the seller and with the help of my aunt on the phone, I finally got the key to the house and officially become the rightful owner, after a quick tour of the house, i start going out for buying the furniture and the like, after choosing and buying, i go to a nearby restaurant buying a simple meal for myself.

After all of that was done, it is already evening so i rush towards my new house to wait and receive the furniture that i order, after waiting for a while the delivery men arrive,i received all the things that i buy, and start to layout all the things in the right place, after all of that was done, i go straight to the bathroom to take a quick shower to make me feel refreshed, after finishing drying myself and having a wonderful dinner, i go directly to my room to sleep after a day of torture.

It's already been a month i live in my newly bought house, when i woke up from my sleep, i start my daily life like i usually do, doing simple exercise, cleaning my house, taking a shower, and having a simple breakfast for myself, after all of that is done, i relax in the sofa while watching tv until i forgot about the time.

When my head feels a bit dizzy after watching for too long, I glance at the time on the newly bought phone that i bought recently which shows 6:00 PM, i prepare myself to go to my nearby supermarket for my monthly grocery shopping, after purchasing all the groceries that i need, i walked straight to my home because it was getting dark, i thought the day just flow like it usually does, but who knows it is different now, a strange guy comes towards me and offers me a huge sum of money for playing a short youtube video, the rest you know what to come, i got to know a cute girl Emma and her brother Mikey and got scam by Takiwa.