Chapter 58

''Touma-san?'' Yuuto repeated what I said.

''Eh? EHH?!'' Soon I realized that I unconsciously said my thought out loud, I began to fluster.

''It wa-was nothing, Yuuto-kun! I just ha-have a sudden though about him after observing your face structure!!''

I can hear my heart beats so fast against my chest while my mind was filled with Touma's charming smile.

'Just stop thinking about him will you, Miyu!' I silently scolded myself.

Then, Yuuto face has darkened a bit as he was staring at me. This was the first time I saw him looking so mad at me.

''I-I....'' My mind goes blank and I can't think myself an excuse.

''So when you said that you hate it when I flirting around was just because you see me as Touma-san?'' His gentle voice suddenly becomes so cold and raspy.

''Um...um....I think so....'' I confessed to him because I know that I wasn't able to lie through him.

''Miyu-chan....'' He called out coldly.

''Can't you lie to me just for this time?'' Yuuto look at me with his green eyes began to darken.

''Eek!'' I freak out a bit.

I guess it was my faults because I know that anyone would be angry if they are treated the same as him. No one likes it when they know that their bestie sees them as another person and not for who they were.

''I am sorry, Yuuto-kun. It was my fault to think you as Touma-san but I can't help it since the both of you have the same facial structure. Ha. Ha. Ha....'' I awkwardly try to laugh it away.

All of a sudden, Yuuto leaps towards me and hold me tightly into his chest. I just obediently let him hug me as much as he wants while the ferris wheel slowly reaches to the top.

''Miyu-chan, can you please don't think about him ever again?'' He asked me coldly.

''Eh? Why should I?''

''Ouf!'' I groaned after he cuddled me very tightly with his arm as if he doesn't want to let me go.

''You see... I was way better than him... I know you way better and I knew you since we were 10, while Touma knows you just like for a year or something. He doesn't even know anything about you...''

''Yuuto-kun... I think you should let me go first...'' I tried to push him away but my strengths were nothing compared with him.

''Miyu-chan, you know that I will never betray you, right? I am willing to kill anyone just for you if you wanted me to.'' He whispered next to my ear.

''Yuuto, are you alright? You sound weird as hell bro! Please stop freaking me out and let go of me first, To-kun.'' I patted his back for a few time.

''To-kun?! To this point, you are still thinking about him?'' Yuuto suddenly scolded me.

''What nonsense are you talking about, Yuuto-kun?! I was calling you by your last hiragana pronunciation.''

I started to feel uneasy so I push him away with all my strength and I manage to get away from his embrace.

''What the hell happened to you, Yamamoto Yuuto?! Are you crazy?'' I scolded.

Then, I notice that our ride was almost going down to the bottom and I was relieved a bit. But Yuuto didn't just stop there. He grabbed my wrist while looking at me coldly.

''That was right, Miyu-chan. I was crazy for you...''

Looking him in the eyes, his gaze that used to filled with kind and the gentle vibe was no more there. All that I see was anger and madness written in his eyes.

''Yuu-Yuuto-kun...? Wha-what do you mean...This is not funny dude...'' I asked while my body was trembling in fear.

''I like... No, I love you, Miyu-chan. You are my only angel in my whole life and I have sworn to protect you from every single harm that might come upon you.'' Yuuto pressed my hand against his chest.

''Yuuto, let go of me. We are almost down and I don't want any trouble from this.'' I struggled my wrist from his grip.

''But, if I let go of you now, I might not be able to hold you again, Miyu-chan....I can't...I can't let go of you...'' He whispered like a mad man.

'What a pain in the ass...' I think to myself.

*Sigh~*

''Why can't just people stop repeating their same mistake over and over again...'' I sighed.

Then, I pull my hand away from his grip forcefully. It stings a bit but it was the best choice I could think of.

''Yuuto-kun,'' I called his name.

Pushing him down to the seats, I glare him in the eyes. Leaning closer to his ear, I whispered, ''Don't you ever try to act this crazy ever again or else I will pretend that I don't know who the fck you are...''

''I am sorry that I see you as Touma-san....and... I am sorry that I didn't realise your true feelings towards me... I will make sure there's a distance between us so that you won't misunderstand anymore in the future...''

Right after I said that to him, our ride has finally come to a stop. I hold his hand and lead him out from the wheel.

''Yuuto-kun, I hope that you could see me as your bestie and not in a romantic way...'' I said as we were walking down the stairs of the ferris wheel platform but he remained silent while holding my hand tightly.

To be honest, I feel a bit suffocate down in my chest when I said that to him. Seeing him started to get down, my heart feels as if it was been stabbed with a knife.

''But...Miyu-chan...I can't help myself but to only love you...'' Yuuto finally muttered some words out of his mouth.

''I feel suffocate when I see you being so close to others... I...I just wanted to protect you and keep you safe from any possible harm....'' He stopped his step.

''What?''

''So, please don't stop me from loving you...I promise that I will never betray or hurt you....'' Yuuto holds my hand even tighter.

*BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!!*

The sound of firework has blur out all the words that he's trying to say.

''I love—....'' Yuuto looks at me earnestly while trying to tell me something important.

*BOOM! BOOM! BOOM!!*

"What?! I can't hear you!" I said as I lean closer to him. My eyes widen as I finally caught one sentences from him.

''....I promise that I WILL kill those who try to hurt you...'' He smiled at me.