Being a villainess

Normally you would be thinking along the lines of, "Good your not a villainess, villainesses always meet a tragic end." But the villainess in this story is different, she's strong. Very strong in fact, not to mention her personality in the first place isn't that evil or whatnot. I mean it's justified, of course, she would be jealous!

Honestly, I think the villainess is more of a pushover, she doesn't even bother breaking off her engagement with the cheating prince. But what do I know, the story never really got involved with why she even bothered to stay with the cheating prince in the first place. Then she gets exiled, I mean EXILED! WHAT THE FUCK!

I mean first, she's the crown prince's fiancee, second, she's the daughter of a duke, and third, she never did anything relatively wrong! I mean the worst thing she ever did was pouring scalding tea on the heroine. She never even tried to kill her once, even though it's very much within her capabilities. I mean she goes to monster subjections every once and then, which shows she never truly wished her any harm.

I mean I would rather be slaying monsters than stuck here as a social flower/pushover. In the story, I help the heroine and go against the villainess, then get married to some old geezer. Fuck! Honestly, I bet in the story the only reason I helped the heroine is on my dad's orders because he wants to get on the crown prince's good side. Being the villainess would be much preferable right now, not to mention I'd be having an able body. I mean this weak ass body just keeps frustrating me, I won't be able to protect myself nor beat people up to vent my stress.

I sigh once again at my troubles, the first thing I should do is start embroidering. I reach over to my dresser and reluctantly sit at the small round table used mostly for drinking tea. I start embroidering a handkerchief going for a simple design of flowers. I nearly prick my finger twice before a knock comes at the door telling me it must be the new maids.

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Sorry for the short chapter, but I have school soon and I need to prepare for all that jazz. Next week I'll have an extra-long chapter, promise!