Lost dream

But she was well aware that he wasn't close to her and wasn't even sure that she would get the chance to hold him. Tell him how much she loves him. Being with him again felt like a lost dream. Everything that they had shared was lost and she could never have them back. She really didn't know what had gotten into him. One day, he was the most caring and loving person she'd ever known and the next day, the most selfish and wicked person ever.

'Just what had gotten into you... Marc?' She asked within herself her eyes gleamed with tears. She felt so hurt that the person she trusted the most will do this thing to her. She was so lost. She wanted to disappear. She went from being the most loved celebrity to the most despised and insulted celebrity.

But she wasn't going to hide. She will fight to get her dignity back. She knew it wasn't her in any of those pics and videos. She knew they were tricked. She wanted to solve this problem as fast as possible but because of the burning love flame she still had for Marcus, she decided not to do it. She didn't want him going to prison or seeing him loose everything of what he had even if it meant suffering for her.

''Roxy?" Julie called her softly not wanting to startle her. Roxy turned to her with a smile, but it was a forced smile.

''Is everything alright?" She asked Roxy. ''You haven't eaten anything since morning you are worrying me.'' She said with an aggravated expression.

''Tell me what's going on?"

''You've seen it already Jules... My naked form everywhere.''

''I know it's not you. It can't be you.''

''Why?" She asked her with an amused questioning gaze. Julie observed her she could swear that all those nudes where tricked ones. Roxy will just never do something like that. It wasn't her. She was a descent person who will never sell her body for some major buzz.

''Because you are not like those celebrities who will exposed their bodies for more followers or even show themselves on stage with their exposed butt.'' She caused Roxy to laugh after her last sentence.

''Godsh you are one of a kind.'' Roxy said when she was able to steady her laugh.

''You are right. I am not like that and not the one on the nudes.'' She paused and looked up at the sky again. ''But he wouldn't stop until I come back crawling at him. Begging him to stop.'' She said a bitter chuckle escaping her lips.

''Wait...'' Julie was now confused. ''Who is the 'he' you are talking about Roxy?'' As far as she knew, Roxy Didn't have beef with any one. She was always the kind of person to stay out of troubles and mind her own business.

''We loved each other dearly.'' Roxy let out another chuckle. ''But strangely, I still love him. I could give my life for him.'' And at those words, Julie's eyes widen in utter shock. The only person Roxy had ever loved was Marcus. Those two were inseparable so thinking that he could be the one doing this to her, was just so unbelievable.

''Wait... Marcus?? He is the one? But... How?!" She just couldn't believe it. ''Please tell me you are kidding how could he do this to you?"

''People change, Julie. It hurts to see that of all persons, he is the one doing this to me... But if it makes him happy, then I am happy too.'' And at this point, Julie knew she wouldn't be able to say anything to convince Roxy that she was being totally insane!!!

'Haaa that thing we call love.' She said in her thoughts shaking her head. 'I wish to never experience it.'

''So what are you going to do now?" Roxy sighed before answering.

''I don't know... Letting him do whatever he wants until I get sick of it. And I don't want anyone to know that he is the one doing it. No one should know is that clear Julie?"

''Crystal clear.'' She would do whatever Roxy tells her. And if she decided not to let anyone know, she would fully respect her decision. It was her life and choices after all.

''Good.'' Was all Roxy said when her tummy suddenly growled causing both of them to burst into a laughter.

''Now you don't have any choice but to eat.'' Saying that, they headed to the kitchen and had dinner while laughing and discussing like teenagers.

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