I'm tired

I'm tired. I transmigated into this world and since then I have had no peace. This f**king system always threatened to kill me. No other punishment when you fail but death.

Scheming, magic, swordsmanship, arts, war, what have I not done. Wasted my whole life trying to be the best there is with a sword of damocles hanging over my head which is my own system. A 1000 years have passed and now I am finally the demon king.

I'm pretty sure it was the elf queen that brought me to this world. I feel like killing her anytime I see that pride in her face whenever she looks at me like a mom looking at her son who has graduated from college. She's the reason I had to go through so much pain. If I ever hear a sound that is like a notification I might have an heart attack. I've gotten PTSD as anytime I hear that sound what follows is a death sentence. New mission, finish it or die. But I didn't kill her as I can see that there is a sadness within that gaze and a feeling of helplessness too. I'm sure she didn't want to do this but time was running out and the Demons were about to conquer the world so she had to kill a useless hero quickly. I don't even know what to do to her. I'm sure she knows that I know she's the one but I guess she's resigned to fate. I'll lever be for now.

Demons are terrible. I'm leading a bunch of scum and I'm not one bit proud of it. The whole race aren't right in the head. My men are also looking at me the same way I looked at the demon king back then even though he never took me seriously and thought I was like the majority of the demons who had eyes on the throne.

Unlike what others thought this throne reminded me of my suffering. I don't want to continue ruling but I have to set things straight. The current demonic power system is a waste. I'm the strongest so to fix that is not going to be problem. I'm just going to order and they'll do it. Am gonna adopt the noble system and make sure everyone is united by scattering the Demons and demolishing the idea of clans. This would reduce our infighting. I'm also going to use strength as it is well respected here. And I'll give them territories. I'll use the seven deadly sins to make 6 dukes. Then I'll have only 1 prince as pride.

The second in command is already eyeing my sit and started scheming against me. Sorry man before power everything is useless. I might as well make him Prime Minister like the puppet he is. Fortunately I held back against the past demon king of not they would have know my dept and schemed against me successfully. Tomorrow I'll implement all my plans tonight let's just sleep.