Wedding Proposal

I broke our gaze awkwardly, rubbing my temples 'you need to go, I'm busy working' I said pointing at the papers on my bed which I was earlier reviewing 'so you're kicking me out?' 'No I mean Yes, please Wang, just go I'm going Through alot' I confessed with my eyes closed

He came close to me, held my face almost like he couldn't believe what i just said 'what happened Lin, what did your step mom do now?' He asked and I didn't respond just closed my eyes trying hard not to cry 'you can tell me Lin, as i always use to tell You problems become lighter when shared' 'I know but just leave I have no problems..' I screamed 'are you sure?' 'Y-yes' I hastily confirmed, not wanting to waste time

He let go of my face, turned away not even minding to look back I watched him exit my room through my window in no time he disappeared, i wish I could stop him but no it was destined to happen

I struggled to walk back to my bed fell on the floor brought my hands to my face and cried my ass off, i cried for using bad words on Wang and the fact that I'll marry him to my sister, i mean who would do that? If not me the crazy person inlove

I don't know how many minutes or maybe hours passed by but I cried for really long, i don't even remember the time I covered my lifeless body with a blanket, all I remember was laying on the floor with my knees tugged under my neck, with the warmth the blanket is giving me I'll just sleep here, i don't have the energy to climb up on my bed, i mean i rarely sleep there I'm forever on my couch working I really didn't mind sleeping on the floor now

Early Morning

I was thinking hard abaut my sisters situation and came to a conclusion, Al though I love Wang I love my sister even more, no matter how bad she treats me I'll never forget that so making her happy is my duty thus I'll make sure Wang marries her, even if it means I have to break some few people in the process

I was walking straight to my mom's room I want to go assure her that Zhang will get married and she'll not need to worry anymore, i stopped In my tracks as soon as I reached her bedroom door, it looked like she was on a video call with my father I assume as both my sisters were right there with her talking to dad

These is what I've hated abaut my family whenever dad called he only asked abaut his three dotors not including me, he never even called me, i myself always made effort to call him but he never picks up and when I use a new number he'll pick up and as soon as he hears my voice, he'll claim to be busy then say "take care" and hang up

I sometimes blamed myself thinking to be a nosy daughter as my mom died maybe that's why he hates me so much and he loves my half siblings because they keep their mom alive, he's proud of them

I purposely cleared my throat hoping to grab their attention which seemed to have worked as mom turned to the door the spot I was but just to be dissapointed as she raised her hands indicating me not to move she didn't want me to be part of their call, both Zhang and Yang gave me weird disgusting looks except for Dolma 'dad Lin is here? Please say hi?' She said telling dad

'Oh hope she's fine, bussiness call I have to Go bye' that was his plain response then hanged up which annoyed mom 'really now Lin, who asked you to show up here? See what you've done, i wasn't done talking to Sichuan' she cursed 'it's not her fault but mine momy' dolma took the blame then ran to my side then hugged me as soon as she reached me

'Mom! Ask your daughter to give me some cash, i urgently need it' yang said 'Ofcourse she heard you, just ask her to give it to you' mom responded 'anyways what brings you here?' 'Well I thought abaut zhang's marriage and came to a decision' 'an what decision is that' Zhang impatiently asked 'I'll propose to the Huang family tomorrow' I said after swallowing hard 'excellent' mom responded 'wow that's Great, listen Yang you want cash right?' Zhang asked 'yes' 'Great accompany Lin to the spar and channel she needs to change her look, she can't embarrass me' 'What? Just because I want money doesn't mean i want my reputation to be ruined, i can't be seen with this curse around the mall' yang apposed

'Oh really, so you just want her money then? Stupid lazy bitches' dolma commented 'excuse you? First of all the money is for the family not for Lin' yang snapped 'if Lin leaves that bussiness then forget abaut that bussiness making money, she's the one picking it up' Dolma insisted

I really didn't want to drag dolma in this issue but she was telling the truth, without me this bussiness could have completely fallen, they was no seriousness there and the company was making a loss but just after a week it has returned to it's normal profit just like how mom was managing it back then

Yes the Sichuan cooperation is my late mom's company she started from scratch and growed it, but it fell as soon as my step mom started managing it, I'm glad I took over though as working hard Will somehow make my mom forgive me for being a bad child If I wasn't born then my mom could be alive, grand ma told me that my mom was abaut to divorce dad but found out she was pregnant, she didn't want me to be a fatherless daughter so she decided to stay which led her to death all because of me

I curse the day God made my being, all this past years I've prayed for my mom's forgiveness, i hope she forgave me

'Ah whatever, now dolma can you please accompany this Lin girl please' Zhang pleaded 'ofcourse, Lin let's go' Dolma said dragging me out as i nodded

I was doughtin her I mean what can a fourteen year child do but guess there's no harm in giving it a try, we went straight downstairs heading out to the car but pumped into Lucy who took both me and dolma in a hug

Dolma pulled away bringing me and Lucy together 'she needs it more than me, I'll wait for you in the car' she spoke walking out

'Lin, i know the Korean guy was here last night And you were in a bad mood after he left, what happened?' Lucy asked 'How did you know that?' I awkwardly asked not pulling away from the hug 'wasn't it weird to wake up with a blanket on your body when you slept with non?' She asked rubbing my back

Now it all made sense, she was the one who covered me up last night when I slept on the floor 'you were in my room last night?' I surprisingly asked, she just nodded then hastily pulled away as soon as she heard footsteps 'take care miss Lin' she said almost turned to leave but stopped as soon as she heard the next words which came from the stairs 'miss Lin?'

It turned out to be Yang, she worked her way through the stairs slowly, she questioned as soon a she reached us 'did you just call Lin miss? You know you can lose your job for that right' 'I'm sorry miss yang' Lucy Appologised

Yes in this house I'm not supposed to be addressed as miss in this hiuse since I was considered to be not part of the family, sometimes I use to think I was daddy's stepdaughter or maybe mom cheated on him

'fine you can only address her that when we have visitors or in public not in my house, it irritates me and my precious darling family, now get out of my sight' she ordered Lucy accepted as she left, i tried to move too but she stopped me 'hold on, listen I overspent my card money that for some other weird reasons the bank blocked it for a month, and I need cash so see you at the office tomorrow so you personally give it to me' she said then turned to leave but my words managed to stop her

'Yang know how to spend money, this world is..' 'just shut up! I didn't come here to listen to you lectures, i could be in class now if I wanted lectures but no I don't that's why I am a home girl..Now if you'll excuse me I have a date to prepare for' she said but no I wasn't giving up a voice inside me kept telling me to try again

'No yang you're still young, at your age you should focus on cre..' 'stop talking dummy, didn't you hear me, i have a date to prepare for or don't you know what a date is..oh shame I forgot you're that lame girl no guy ever wanna take out so you probably don't know what a date is' she teased, but I'm not gonna let her win this one

'If spending money on a guy instead of him spending money on me is what you call a date then i don't ever want to experience it' I snapped back which seemed to have hurt her

Yes yang was just a naive girl, she spend money on guys i bet she have dated more than seven guys by Now, she sometimes stole dad's credit card which she used to buy her boyfriends gifts, I'm sure her card was blocked due to unnecessary spending and with no dought she will be the one paying for tonight's date

She still didn't respond just blinked away tears then turned to leave but then Zhang showed up as soon as Yang disappeared 'you are nothing to dad and this family just a mere helper like Lucy don't exceed your limit Lin' she threatened 'And prepare my sisters cash and my wedding.. don't forget if Mom and us leaves then you'll left with no one Lin, totally no one' she threatened then left

Tears started strolling down my cheeks I can't afford to live without my family I'm sure no one can, so the best thing to do is organise their requests I felt the need to let them know so mumbled it underneath my breath 'i'll do as you please my sister's, I can't live alone'

Yes the house was under my name, it was my grandmother's so when she died left it in my name, they of Ofcouse tried to change it but my grandmother secured it..it was not allowed to be sold or change the owner although I was forced to give it away but the judge never gave me that right of giving it

I walked out heading straight to where the car was located after wiping away tears to avoid dolma asking me questions

An hour later

We were still at the mall but at the hair salon I changed my hairstyle too as i usually just braided my hair into two don't get me wrong Ofcouse yesterday before I went to the office I straightened my hair I'm not that dump

My shoppings were done, it looked like the fourteen year girl I was doughting have a great taste in fashion she was studying to be a fashionista after all, the clothes I bought looked attractive I loved the fact that I was atleast final spending money I work hard for, yes even when I was in College I still use to secretly manage this company and all the hard worked money was spent by my sister's not me

So spending it now gave me pleasure, my thoughts were interrupted when the lady working me removed my Spector's, I could still see but not clearly so what did she think she was doing?

'lisren, I have eye problems I won't perfectly see well without my Spector's' 'no miss Sichuan, I'm a eye doctor and I see nothing really wrong with your eyes, you just need fake eyelashes to help with the brightness not Spector's..they are more damaging your eyes miss' she informed

'so my eyes are fine?' 'yes just need eyelashes which are more expensive' she informed 'my sister is expensive too, so just give them to her she'll pay' dolma confirmed and I nodded I really needed to look good too, I'm a office lady now not some teen, the lady nodded and started working on my skin

A day later

I was in my office waiting for Wang and his Father to arrive, i was already prepared for this day my speech proposal were both ready and my look, don't even get me started with that

I wore a blue bussiness suit skirt with a white shirt tugged in and a blue blazer matching my skirt, I did light make-up and I must admit my makeup looked really great, see I was an expert in makeup as since my sister's would go out, I'll spend my time watching fashion and makeup tutorials from YouTube and tiktok which helped me today, I even did my sister's make-ups whenever they went out

My hair was pulled In a neat ponytail, I looked so different now I myself couldn't believe the Beaaty in me

I heard a Knock on my door and asked them to come in, my secretary called me a minute ago telling me about the Huangs arrival so already knew who was at the door, first my secretary then Wang and his father followed behind

And guess what? Wang was In a blue attire business suit too, he looked really handsome with his Korean man features I've never seen him so serious like today

'good morning Mr Wang and Huang' I greeted, Wang just nodded while his father returned the greeting 'how do you do? Miss Sichuan' 'not bad, please take your seats' I offered and they both set, my secretary asked if they would like anything and they both settled for water which was okay

As soon as the secretary left I spoke 'well let's get straight to bussiness partners' 'yes I really want this meeting to be over already' Wang responded 'we want the Sichuan jewelry collection to be bussiness partners with the Huang clothing company, any condition we accept' his dad cut in

'very well then Mr Huang, you know the conditions are made by me right?' I asked 'anything for bussiness, right Mr Wang?' he responded then asked his son who just nodded 'great, so my first condition is a marriage proposal, I want to be sure you don't betray me and the press will be less suspicious what do you say?' I proposed which seemed to have lighten Wang's mood

'ofcourse they will be the best deal ever, right dad' Wang excitedly said and his dad nodded 'great thought Miss Sichuan, but you know I'm a married man so who do you suggest then?' Mr Huang asked 'oh no no no Mr Huang, it's Wang who's supposed to get married in this case' 'oh really I'm ready' Wang hastily said

'alright Miss Sichuan, who is my son going to marry for us to get the deal' Mr Huang asked 'my sister Zhang' 'what???' both father and son confusingly asked