12/08

I wake up by the sound of my phone ringing. It startled me. I look at the caller ID and strangely it's my dad calling. He hasn't called me in years. I hesitate if I should answer him or not so I just get up and start getting my clothes off and head in the bathroom.

I open the tap and let the water run. I keep staring at the water. I'm thinking about the phone call. What's going on that he decides to call. I keep staring for a while. 

Then I decide to really start taking a shower because I've got a lot to do before I head to the airport. When I'm done I get out and start brushing my teeth. when I'm done I head to my room and throw some clothes on. I threw some shorts on, a sweater and a yellow hoodie.

I pick my phone and stare at his missed call. I'm thinking if I should call him back. Will I be considered a bad daughter if I ignore it? I don't think long on the phone call and head in the kitchen.

I make myself some pancakes. When i'm done with that I make myself some smoothie. I grab some berries then some mango's and I add some spinach. I add some almond milk to these ingredients and blend it.

When I'm done making my pancakes and my smoothie I bring them with me at the dinning table. I put my favorite k drama on my phone and insert my earbuds. I start munching piece by piece my pancakes.

When I had half of my food down I just stop eating and I can't seem to get my mind of the missed call of my father. 

I get up and walk straight to the window and I set my hand on the cold glass and stare outside.

What's going on with him? Is he ill? Is something going on with his new family? Did something happen to him?  Is something going on with his company? Does he want to see me?

I stop thinking about everything and head to kitchen and set my plate and my cup down. I wash them and head to my room. I change into some exercising clothes which are the usual some Nikes shorts and a top and I throw a black shirt over it. 

I exercise for about 1 hour. When I'm done exercising it's already 1pm. The time is flying fast. I head to the bathroom to take a bath. I stare at my reflection in the mirror. I'm thinking about calling Jong-Suk because I'm feeling down right now. 

I head back into my room to grab my phone to message him that's when I heard a weird sound coming from outside. I felt a little scared. I quickly grab my phone and head into the bathroom. I call Jong-Suk. 

"Hey unnie, what's up?" Jong-Suk answers.

"Oppa I-I- the-re so-ome out-s-s-de," I stutter and I can't even bring myself to say everything correctly or complete.

"Biscuit what's going on!? Who's outside!?" He answers alarmed and worried.

"I d-d-don-t k-n-kno-w Op-pa I'-m sc-sca-red" A lump begins to form inside of my throat.

"Unnie it's going to be okay, don't cry please. Everything is going to be okay I promise." he kept assuring me.

A sob escapes my lips. And then another one escapes. without knowing I began to cry. 

You may be asking yourself why I'm crying. well...there's a lot of reason behind my tears. Number 1: I was scared as hell. Number 2: I was worried because of my fathers call. Number 3: I haven't really talked to anyone about stuff that has been bothering me for years. 

I just felt like something inside of me was letting lose.

"Hey Naäce don't cry, don't worry everything's going to be okay I promise. Try to relax and try to listen to me, can you do that? 

"Y-y-yes" I answer half crying.

"Try to listen, do you hear anything?" 

"I can't hear anything, everything's quiet"

"Okay, go outside and try to see through your blinds if there's anyone outside." he orders me.

I get up and open the door and head into my room quietly. I open my blinds a little bit and take a peek outside. It's my fathers people. Some of his bodyguards are outside. They head to there cars and leave. 

I go back into the bathroom and grab my phone.

"Oppa, it was my fathers people, they've just went away."

"Okay that's good, listen Naä get your stuff and get the hell out of there. You hear me get out of there, go to the airport and stay there until it's time for your flight."

"Okay Jong-Suk I'll go there as soon as possible."

"Okay unnie let me know when your safe at the airport."

"Okay, bye"

I take a shower immediately and throw on some clothes. I throw on my favorite pair of jeans, a pair of white t-shirt, a sweater on top of it, my black hoodie. I grab my coat, and I grabbed my suitcase. I packed my handbag and grabbed the most important stuff and head out.

I call a cab. And head out.