chp 8
Trigger Warning: this chp contains rape and abuse!
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"wether I tell you or not, you won't understand the pain I have been going through." Hua Daxia glares at Wei Wuxian, breathing heavily as the sadness and anger boiling inside of her, letting the past overpower her.
Wei Wuxian formed a light smile across his face, sitting down on the hard floor twirling his flute. "Miss, how would I know if I can understand the pain or not when you're not telling me the whole story?" Raising his eyebrows, staring at her.
Hua Daxia became silent, biting her lips unnoticably.
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She took a breath, gazing at the stars on the midnight sky. "Fine, I'll tell you... everlasting love is tragic just like an Aconitum, beautiful outside as the blueish purple dye colors the soft petals but deadly inside once you touched it. Feng Hui, my only love is the best thing I could ever ask for."
Hua Daxia's Flashback
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"Hey! Daxia ah.. do you know that the lantern festival is the best event to get married?" Feng Hui holds Hua Daxia's hands as they both stares at the bright stars shining towards them.
"I know haha..what about it? You're going to marry me that day?" Hua Daxia jokingly said, gently bumping her shoulders on to his. Feng Hui formed a smile and nod his head shyly.
Hua Daxia was so into the moment that there was a bit of silence before she processes it fully.
"*Gasp* really?!" Her eyes widen and a grin was on her face, holding on to his hand tightly and excitedly. "We been together for 5 years, of course I'm marrying you!" Feng Hui hold her hands tightly back, having the same excitement as her.
Hua Daxia chuckled, laying her head on to Feng Hui's shoulders, clinging to his arms tightly. "Then.. I'll be waiting until that day for you to marry me" she softly spokes, gazing at the stars then to Feng Hui to see him smiles staring at her.
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5 days before the lantern festival
"Daxia, where are you going?" A tall young man followed Hua Daxia while she carries a handbasket full of radishes, walking on her way home.
Hua Daxia ignores him and kept on walking until the young man cames in front of her stopping her from continuing her tracks, forming a smirk as Hua Daxia glares at him.
"None of your business. Move." Hua Daxia calmly spokes, gently pushing the young man away, continuing on her path. The young man quickly follows her agian still smiling as he gaze at her.
"It'll be my business soon when we're married." He replied, syncing with her feets. Hua Daxia stopped it's track, stares at him coldly. "I'm going to be married soon to Feng Hui, don't waste your time."
"C'mon, you're marrying to that lowly waste of space?"....."watch what you're saying, Fu Jin." Hua Daxia gave him a death glare before continuing her path. Fu Jin smiles and let Hua Daxia go.
"Daxia, keep in mind that your mother have already gave you to me. I can take you whenever I want." Fu Jin yelled loudly causing Hua Daxia to stopped her tracks for a bit before going again which makes Fu Jin smirks in satisfaction.
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"Since when did you gave me to him, mother?!" Hua Daxia yelled in anger, glaring at her mother who is sitting on the table, sewing clothes.
" I thought it would be good for your future to marry a rich Childe." Hua Jia didn't bother to look at her child who is in anger, instead just sewing clothes as she speaks.
Hua Daxia scoffed, "but it's my life mother! Not matter what, I'll marry Feng Hui. The one who will truly loves me unlike Fu Jin who have multiple wives already!"
Hua Jia glares at her daughter, stopping the progress on the clothes. "Feng Hui is a poor scholar with no parents! Marrying him would make a bad reputation on our Hua name and people would laugh at you for marrying a poor lowly person! Even though Fu Jin have many wives, he have money that could help us carry on with our names in the future!" Hua Jia then slowly calm down her anger.
Hua Daxia tears falls down on her cheeks as she cried, "Feng Hui is the one I love. Mother, I am your only daughter. Can't you set me free?" Hua jia heaves a sigh, "because you're our only daughter, you'll have to help us carries our family's name."
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3 days before the Lantern Festival
"Feng Hui ah. Can't we married early?..." Hua Daxia quietly gaze at Feng Hui, trying to not let a single tear comes out of her eyes.
"Mmm" Feng Hui gently refuse shyly, not knowing what's going on. "Darling, lantern festival day is the best day for our marriage. We will see lanterns flying as the stars and moon shines brightly. It'll will be beautiful, don't you think?" Feng Hui sweetly smile showing his one side dimple.
Hua Daxia couldn't keep it in and have finally let the tears out, crying softly. Feng Hui suddenly was concerned, gently wiping out her tears. "What's wrong? Did something happened?"
Hua Daxia shook her head, faking a smile, "i-i'm just very happy for our marriage darling." Hua Daxia worried that once she told Feng Hui, Feng Hui would tried everything to stopped Fu Jin but it would lead him to be killed instead.
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The day of the Lantern Festival
The day of the marriage was simple as Feng Hui doesn't have enough money to buys anything except a pair of wedding clothes for the mini ceremony.
As the day sets to night, the groom and the bride met each other lovingly while some lanterns have already flies smoothly into the air as some stars have already started to shine.
Although this a ceremony where the parents would have to attend, Hua Daxia couldn't invite her mother when her mother does not aprove with this marriage.
The marriage ceremony was just almost done as the midnight came in, until a group of people walked close to Hua Daxia and Feng Hui.
Hua Daxia looked at the crowd of people and can tell that one person in the crowd was Fu Jin by his figure. Her hearts stopped beating, staring back at Feng Hui who is still smiling innocently at her.
"What's wrong darling?" Fui Hui slowly dropped his smile, looking concerned agian. Hua Daxia immediately pushed Feng Hui gently, "Run away from this village and meet me at the Lake!! Hurry!!"
Feng Hui was confused as he looks at the crowd coming closer clearly, holding their weapons. "Why are you still waiting here? Hurry Feng Hui!!! Run away and meet me at Lake!!"
"Kill him! Don't let that bastard escape!" Fu Jin yell loudly, causing Feng Hui to run away from them leaving Hua Daxia behind, hoping to meet each other soon at the place where Hua Daxia said they'll met.
The servants who works for Fu Jin quickly ran after Feng Hui with their swords, bows and arrows as Fu Jin runs towards Hua Daxia, dragging her away.
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The day after the Lantern festival, Fu Jin had married Hua Daxia without a marriage ceremony and change her surname to Fu Daxia. Fu Jin kept her locked in a room with no windows just in case Hua Daxia attempt to escape.
Hua Daxia deeply mourn her short marriage with Feng Hui, and never gave Fu Jin affection even though they became husbands and wife. Fu Jin didn't seems to give up though as he thought that Hua Daxia would eventually fall for him sooner or later.
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One evening, Fu Jin's wife came in to the room, forming a smirk on the side of her lip glaring at Hua Daxia.
"Hmph! Let me see how beautiful you are to snatch my husband away from me." She grabbed Hua Daxia's chin up, facing her face, then aggressively pushed it to the side.
"Not even up to my level. You think my husband really loves you? He only took pity on you because your family is in the lower class." She crossed her arms together, scoff as she stares at the ceiling.
"I have never wanted to marry him." Hua Daxia glares at her, still sitting on the bed.
"Don't even lie to yourself. All you girls wanted him only because he is wealthy not love." She smirks as she walks out of the door, closing the door behind her loudly.
Hua Daxia's tears rolls down, thinking of Feng Hui, the one she love. Because of this, her future with Feng Hui seems impossible.
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6 months after the Lantern Festival
"Daxia ah..I came to visit you" Fu Jin softly spokes, locking the door behind him as he went inside the room.
Hua Daxia didn't bother to look at Fu Jin, just the same as these past 6 months. Fu Jin heaves a deep breath and came to sit next to Hua Daxia. As he was about to touch her, Hua Daxia move away from him.
Fu Jin endures enough and let his anger out by slapping across Hua Daxia's face. "You whore! After all these times and you still love that waste of space? He is probably be dead by now!"
Hua Daxia didn't say anything, feeling her cheek to ease the pain. "No matter life or death. Feng Hui is my only love in every other lifetime."
Fu Jin scoffed irritatedly, "I see but you're my wife, not his. You're already mine." Fu Jin then rapidly grabs Hua Daxia's arms tightly, pinning her onto the bed.
Hua Daxia was shocked, trying to escape his grasp as she groans in pain. "Stop it Fu Jin!"
The way Hua Daxia speaks his name makes him deepened his smirk even wider. "Oh? This is the first time you actually speak my name." Fu Jin goes in to making marks on her neck through her body as Hua Daxia tried to push him away.
Hua Daxia tried her hardest until Fu Jin stops and punch her to make her loses energy then continues to touch her thighs on to the next step as he kissed her lip.
Hua Daxia eventually gave up, not moving like a dead person, letting Fu Jin do what he wants.
After Fu Jin is satisfied, he went out of the room leaving Hua Daxia alone with her ripped clothes that was torn from him.
"I'm sorry Feng Hui..I'm sorry" Hua Daxia cried instantly repeatedly saying sorry over and over agian, pulling the blanket to cover herself.
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Fu Jin continues to rape and abuses Hua Daxia until one day he came in to the room drunk.
"Daxia ah. That lowly beggar, Feng Hui is dead." Fu Jin clumsily walked towards Hua Daxia, holding on to his sword.
Hua Daxia's anger started to boil as Fu Jin mention Feng Hui's name. "I want to see my mother." Hua Daxia glares at Fu Jin, still sitting on the bed.
Fu Jin ignore her words and continues to mentioned Feng Hui, yelling loudly. "Feng Hui, that waste of space is dead and now follows his dead parents"
"Feng Hui is not dead! Feng Hui is not dead!" Hai Daxia tears started to come down, covering her ears. Fu Jin laughs at her reaction and nod his head agressively.
"Yes he is! Feng Hui that son of a bitch is dead! You know why all these months, I wouldn't let you visit your mother? Because she's dead!" Fu Jin yelled happily, started to have hiccups as he laughs.
Hua Daxia couldn't believe what Fu Jin had just said. "What did you do to my mother?! Tell me!!" She rans up to Fu Jin, grabbing his collar demanding him to tell her.
Fu Jin immediately pushed her down on the hard floor. "Remember the lantern festival that day? I went to your house..to ask you for marriage but you wasn't there. Your mother was giving me a hard time not telling me where you are since she changed her mind. She said she wanted you to be happy. Heh...that was when I killed her and the whole Hua family. Hahaha!! You know...it took me a long time to find you throughout the village only to find you with that bastard. Now that he's dead, you will be mine haha!!!"
"NO!!!" It was Hua Daxia's last straw, tears falling non-stop from her eyes. Quickly, she snatches Fu Jin's sword and slashes towards Fu Jin, blood splatters all over Hua Daxia's face and clothes.
The figure in front of Hua Daxia, slowly falls down to the ground as the puddles of blood became larger. Hua Daxia's cried suddenly became a laugh of satisfaction by killing the one she hates the most.
Hua Daxia then flip the sword towards her.
She mumbles her last few words as a live human. "I love you Feng Hui". She then hardly stabbed herself in the stomach then aggressively pulled it out, falling on to the ground as her last drop of tear reaches the puddle of blood.
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Since then Hua Daxia became a furious ghost bride, waiting for Feng Hui to come back. "I'll be waiting in the moonlight on the day of the lantern festival. Feng Hui.."
She wait then wait at the village until she can't anymore and became more insane. Hua Daxia would goes to the village to married the man who she thinks is Feng Hui. If not, she would go mad and snatch his souls, locking it in the forest until she finds her Feng Hui.
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End of Hua Daxia's Flashback
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All love to Hua Daxia <3
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