.14

"It's not even their fault. They're misguided people and they're misguided. Let me get you out of here. You better get out of here."

The elder said and stood up, the state I was wearing at that time was very strange; it seemed as if I myself had lost the power of decision and could not make any decision on my own. Anyway, I went out with them and after a while I got far away. Now all the things were left behind that would rapture was also good and evil were at war in my being. Again and again I was caught in the trap of this evil, but destiny would take me out of this trap. What decisions fate had to make, now he had stopped even thinking about himself. My thinking was useless and pointless, because one's own thoughts are completely pointless things for a person. Time itself makes decisions for him and anyway one has to bow down to that time. All efforts are in vain. All plans are left to happen, only what time and destiny approves. He did not know how much distance he was covering, and then he became very tired and sat down.

I had no idea what the place was like. The body was getting stiff as if all the veins and muscles had become useless. When is opened my eyes in the morning, dust was flying. Winds were blowing. My whole body and clothes were dusty. His head and face were also stuck in the mud, he got up from his place and there was a government building at a little distance. It was not but at that time it had become appearance it seemed to be a beggar and then suddenly a wave of fear woke up in my mind. At that time, exhaustion prevailed. Now I had regained consciousness and when I regained consciousness I remembered you. Teja had sent me here with many instructions, but what happened was that he forgot all the instruction. Goodness prevailed over existence and not what Teja had said. Now, where will Teja leave me, but at the same time, another feeling arose from inside, it was the peace of conscience. I had rejected Teja words was Teja was really hurt by me and it was inevitable that he would approach me again to take revenge then laughed at himself in fact if he was a human even if he was a wrestler or a big bully. Why not, I would have used my skills to fight him and decide whether he would stay or me, has no human form. But what would I do with this demonic being that was neither human nor animal, had no form it was this bad luck. Why do such miserable people want to live? Sometimes I don't even understand, but anyway the trouble that is supposed to happen is happening; now I was waiting for Teja to come from somewhere and squeeze my neck. It was already morning time, I was feeling hungry, I was waiting for breakfast, but where would the breakfast come from, my pocket was empty, wow, destiny, what interests do you have? There was no name or sign, how long did I walk, then I saw a row of trees at one place, the shade of the trees was very nice and I sat under a tree and started thinking that hunger also has its own pleasure. A hungry man thinks little of the world. At that moment, he only thinks about food and drink. Close your eyes and indulge in the pleasure of your choice. That car had passed in front and then it was coming in reverse, so much could be guessed even by closing the eyes. It was a wonderful car. I opened my eyes in shock; a lady was sitting on the back seat of the car. The owner of a very good figure was looking at me with sympathetic eyes. The driver was also looking at me. Wife called me with a finger gesture. His calling style was somewhat unpleasant for me. He pointed two or three times and then wife said something to the driver and the driver got down and reached me.

"Are you blind, are you blind?"

The driver tone was sympathetic, no bitter.

"Why goodness?"

I asked sternly.

"No, I am asking, what do you think, Madam, that you may not see it."

"Who, Madam?"

"She who is sitting in the car is calling you with signs."

"Go tell them that humans are not called like that."

"Oh yes, it means you see."

"Yes, at least I am seeing them. Do you know that she is sitting in an expensive car that car is hers, she will not give me her car, and then I ordered her why ban?"

I am calling you with great sympathy. There are great people, go meet them. "Go and tell them that if you want to meet me, come down and come to me. Maybe I can solve some of your problems."

"He is very crooked man, brother."

The driver said and walked back to the car, and then he said something to wife and wife opened the door and got down laughing. Come near me and speak.

"Yes, how are you sitting here?"

"Are you the chief of the corporation and are you treating me like garbage?"

"Oh, no, no, I was just looking to see if the good ones were cut off why are you asking?"

"Aren't you ashamed, who begged you?"

"Hey, good brother, it's okay, we apologize, and that's what we thought maybe you're begging."

"That's what you can think under such a small skull."

I said in a sarcastic tone and the lady laughed then she said.

"What did now it has become clear that you will go with me even if you are hungry,"

"Where?"

"My house."

"Why is that."

"I only like angry people like you."

For a moment I thought that I would really spend the whole day walking around the streets, being hungry and thirsty, if fate has been kind to me, the lady take advantage.

"I said will you take me home and kill me?"

Laughed a little at my spontaneous question and then spoke.

"Why will I kill you?"

"After what I have done, in reality I should be beaten should."

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