Chapter 36. Cadmus

Just as I was getting lost in my head.

" Listen Cadmus, I've given this a lot of thought over the last two years. I just can't for the life of me figure out why someone who was as in love with you as she was would just leave the way she did. The fact that she never touched that money, and left everything of worth behind speaks volumes to me."

I didn't say anything was just lost in my thoughts. She hadn't left everything behind.

She'd taken my old t-shirt that she used to like to sleep in on nights when I was really late or out for business. Why did I think of that now? I knew that piece of clothing was not really valuable. And why are mom's illogical words starting to sound reasonable?

No , no way in hell.

I'm not opening myself and my heart back up to such enormous heartache. I trusted Diana once, and she damn near gutted me , never again.

I know that I will never be able to see light I will go in a forever darkness if I fell in love with her again and if she broke it again. I might be tough and and strong when compared to many others but I just will not put myself in that misery ever again.