The reality of every single guy

it mould me , shaped me, sometimes even breaks me, teaches me at everypoint, and makes me wonder everynight what is life then i realized that life is ur frst lesson and last chance learn it to live it / learn it before u lose it one day i ll come along the rain, and disappear in soil, grow along the plants, and run by blazing wind , dont haunt me for hours , for u , i ll be shattered in parts when i close me eyes, i see ur glazing eyes those dark hazel eyes , were full of lies yet i believed u and now my heart cries tonight i surrender all my placid memory, i ll walk along the stars, tonight i abyss my desire of chasing u , i ll follow the eternal loop of love and mask it forever above those thousand stars. WHEN I WAS NO LONGER A CHILD the pain that welled up in my heart , digs deeper and left as untreated wound, the wounds i couldnt see, but i could feel , no one could see but still cared to hide, this is how i felt the pain when i was no long a child,