chapter 11: tensions and kisses

we exchanged each other some looks before Anika questioned ''what do you guys have to tell us?...'',

Blake looked like he wanted to throw up he was lent up against Anika's door still trying to look chill but his face and the fidling in his hands say other wise.

''you were right...i...am Rose Smith!'' i spoke with a shaken tone, Anika nearly fell off her chair,

Tj's jaw was practically o the floor ''so?...your the missing girl from 2003?'' Tj asked while the confusion slapped his face.

''Well...no!... Tj the missig girl that we've been looking for,

for mouths!'' Blake raised his voice sarcastically as je walked over towards him, ''well all this is confusing!'' Tj shot back standing up to get in his face,

Anika shot up to stand in between them ''guys!... i know this is tense for everyone... especially... Rose'' Anika poined her hand out towards me,

they all stopped what they were doing to stop and stare.

Blake stood away from Tj and returned to his original place ''the only confusing thing right now is... who is doing this? and if it's correct... then... we only have a couple mouth's until we find this girl!'' Anika sighed while sluncking back down into her chair.

Apil 10th 2006 no new evidance no new nothing, me and Blake were in the spare room Blake pacing back an forth moving about the evidance we had names, dates everything while i was quietly leaning on the wall to try and at least keep out of his way ''fucking hell!... there's nothing!'' Blake shoued with frustration ''Blake?...maybe...your father?'' before i could finish my life flashed before my eyes Bake's fist came bolting towards the wall at the side of my head, he made a dent but not a hole i saw the dust from the wall into a smoke some went into my eye i was shaking i was petrified i closed my eyes not from the dust but out of fear i wished it was all a dream until a single tear ran down my cheek i could feel Blake's furious breath hit my face it stared to slow down he stared to get relaxed i could feel the heat rage bounce off me like a ball with my eyes closed i could see a slight shadow appear above my face i fliched slightly to brace myself for what's to come.

I felt Blake's finger gently wipped away my tear ''i'm... so sorry Rose'' the sound of his voice trembled as his eyes glazed over with water but yet he didn't cry his body language quived with deepend emotion,

i opened my eyes slowly his piercing eyes yet sadend with guilt shot back at mine i couldn't help but get lost in them,

was it because i like him or thr thought he opened up and got emotional in front of me?.

''It's okay... i shouldn't have assumed it was your father yet alone mention him'' while looking away he grasped my chin with his index finger and thumb and pulled my face towards him agian,

his flat palm what was once a fist became more relaxed ''no... Rose i shouldn't have reacted that way... that was bang out of line... again i'm so sorry'' Blake pleaded i couldn't not accept his apology,

a slight smirk appeared at the corner of my mouth.

Blake placed his forehead on mine my breathing and heart beat started to increase his hot breath startled me but thrilled me before i knew it his lips were locked with mine i slowly closed my eyes to enjoy the passionate yet make up kiss the speed and passion started to exhilarate it was at first almost as if he hadn't wanted to kiss me: His mouth was hard on mine,

unyielding; then he put both arms around me and pulled me against him. His lips softened. I could feel the rapid beat of his heart, taste the sweetness of chocolate he had for lunch still lingering on his mouth.

I wound my hands into his hair, as i wanted to do since the first time i met him my heart was hammering. Blake cupped my face the kiss was ligh first and then with a stronger pressure.

It was at precisely that moment that Anika walked in and pulled Blake to the side ''what the hell Anika?!'' he shouted at her Anika leaned into his his ear i couldn't quite make it out but Anika whispered into his ear '' iv'e been thinking i think... we should give her in to the poilce!'',

what ever she said that Blake heard had quite in fact made him pissed off once again but what ever was said they both of them looked straight at me and smiled without a word said.

''No Anika we can't'' Blake whispered ''can't do what exactly?'' i questioned they didn't respond to me but contiued with their convasation ''what crazy idea of yours do you think it's a good one!?'' Blake shouted but yet tried his hardest to keep quiet ''don't you think it'll be for the best?'' ''no Anika... were here to help her and finish all this'' ''Blake you can't keep wanting to get revenge to your father'' and yet i'm here sulcking in disappointment i was really enjoying that kiss but also while them too are blabbering on i had a thought and a really interesting one at that ''guys!...guys!!''

they finally stopped arguning to look at me ''if who ever this pysco is maybe they have a place where they keep their kidnapped victams??'' ''we already thought of that Rose'' Anika spoke ''yes... but have we checked around the fire we know all these cases have a connection so..'' ''maybe shes right'' Blaked said while smiling at me ''only because you like her Blake'' Anika sniggered ''that doesn't matter... have we checked under the fire?'' they both looked confused at first but smiled to say i was correct.