Act 15

The first months away from his home were quite difficult, he missed the caresses and kisses of his beloved. He also had a hard time getting used to the language, but with effort, he managed to adapt well, in a short time he was fluent in Japanese.

Every night he without fail spoke with her girlfriend, even though it was not much of her, part of her relieved him to be able to hear her voice and see her. He really wanted to have her with him in those moments. They knew that this could not be done, each one had to realize their dreams, no matter how painful the separation was.

Each one decided to give the best of herself, that way it was not so painful to miss each other. Although over time they realized that not everything was rosy as they thought and what was a romantic routine ended up disappearing little by little. They no longer talked to each other all the time or told many things and everything started on the part of the minor because she felt that she was tying her girl to a relationship without a future.

Little by little, he began to move away from her, with excuses that she was quite busy when in fact she always had plenty of time to spend. She noticed and went direct several times to find out what was going on. However, she never got an answer so she chose to do the same to see if the minor reacted in that way.

At the end of the year, she couldn't stand it anymore and she decided to travel to where her love was, she had to face her once and for all to make her relationship clear. The surprise in part did make her heart happy, but she knew well that she did the greatest there. It was time to speak things with the truth ahead.

They told each other everything they felt, both were on the verge of tears and did not know what else to do. They did not want to finish, although they knew that perhaps that would be for the best because no matter how hard they tried, the distance was stronger than them. It was our little friend who made the hard decision to end that relationship, however, her ex-girlfriend promised her something serious and that was that she would always be waiting for her, whatever happens, if her love ended, she would find her again to make her fall in love. one more time.

With those words, her heart was marked, letting go of the woman he had loved for the first time and who might be the only one he would love. That New Years' night he got drunk until his memory was clouded, he gave himself completely to alcohol along with her pain. Remembering everything he experienced and hating himself for being so weak as well as cowardly.

How he wanted to stop those moments where everything was happiness when there were no problems or distances that prevented him from loving each other. If he had not accepted the scholarship, perhaps everything would be different and they would continue together as they always should be.

From that moment on, time flew and he soon returned to her country, informing her best friends of her return, who welcomed her. They had changed a lot, but they were still the same group. Each of them offered to stay at her home for a season until she found a place for herself. She accepted, but with the condition of contributing to the expenses working and she did so, she looked for a new job in a renowned Chinese animation publisher.

I never get to think that her life would be in charge of crossing it once more with those two people who had marked her the most. She believed that this was another of the plays of fate and that they were only testing her to see if her heart had truly been completely sealed. She would soon realize that sometimes there are second opportunities that she must know how to take advantage of very well because they never appear more than twice.

<Again I feel trapped between a rock and a hard place, I don't know what to do with so many mixed feelings>

-she sighed, lying down, she staring at the ceiling with her arms stretched out on the bed-

(to be continued)