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The heart’s battle: A journey through pain and abuse

“How could you ever do that to me?” I wept like a maniac, “You promised that I will always be safe with you. That you will always be the one I would have beside me, no matter how bad the situation gets. That you will never let me down?” But oh my aching heart, his eyes were cold, nowhere in those deep eyes I could see any remorse, nor any pain or guilt of the tragedy he caused me. Only showing how shallow his words have been since the past 6 years. All of that was a lie, all my love was engulfed by a snake, who never really loved me, never! “Answer me?” I demanded “When did I ever cheat on you? When did I ever let you go, when did I stop fighting for us? Was it me who cheated? Was it you who loved me despite that?” “I do not understand a single word you are saying. Trust me, I have never cheated on you. Why would I do so? And who on earth told you it was me who did this?” “Enough with the manipulations Anurag. Enough!” —- Anurag Rahi(name changed due to privacy concerns ), a guy who I met online, 6 years ago and we instantly became best friends, to lovers, and that’s when all the trouble began. This might seem like some ordinary love drama, but is a story based on real events, is my own life story, the events that will be the death of me, about how poisonous people can be, about why it is the best to just let people go, why loneliness is a gift, and a journey towards healing, or my deathbed. I am Megha, and I write this novel as I am at my lowest, to prove how difficult it is to save yourself from being drowned in the sea of depression, and if I could make it out alive. If you are reading this, pray for me. It’s hard to breathe.

Moon_MD · Teenager
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16 Chs

Tangled Hearts

The soft glow of the city lights spilled into my room, casting a warm ambiance that contrasted with the turmoil within me. Anurag's words lingered in my mind like a haunting melody, each phrase igniting a storm of emotions. I found myself gazing out of the window, lost in thoughts that were as tangled as my feelings.

"Of course, I'll wait for as long as it takes," his voice echoed in my memory, the sincerity of his promise resonating within me. "Just remember, I still care about you deeply, and I'll be here whenever you're ready to talk, and I am extremely sorry, trust me I am, I never wanted things to turn out how they have, but my love for you, it was never a lie, never will be."

His words were a bittersweet reminder of the love we had shared, the connection that had once been unbreakable. But now, it was shattered, fragmented by the revelations of his infidelity. My heart ached, torn between the memories that bound us and the pain that threatened to tear us apart.

For days, I found myself wrestling with conflicting emotions, replaying moments we had shared, dissecting the sincerity in his apologies. Sara offered her advice, her opinions ranging from caution to hope. Amidst her voices, his messages became more frequent, each one a thread that tugged at the fabric of my emotions.

Late one evening, as the city was painted in hues of orange and pink, I knew I couldn't postpone my decision any longer. My fingers trembled as I typed out my response to Anurag, my heart pounding with uncertainty.

"Anurag, I've thought a lot about everything. Your words, your apologies. I won't deny that I still love you, and that's why I'm willing to give this a chance. But know this, Anurag, my trust was shattered, and rebuilding it won't be easy. I need time, time to see if we can mend what's broken. If you're really serious about making amends, then come to the city."

I pressed send, a mixture of relief and anxiety flooding through me. It was a step, a leap into the unknown, driven by love and a fragile hope for healing. The anticipation of his response felt like a heavy weight, a burden I carried as I watched the city lights dance beyond my window.

As the days turned into weeks, my excitement and nervousness grew in equal measure. Anurag's impending arrival felt like a ticking clock, counting down the moments until our paths would cross again. I tried to prepare myself mentally, rehearsing conversations in my mind, outlining the questions I needed answers to. It was a meeting that would define our future, a confrontation of emotions that couldn't be avoided.

Yet, beneath my anticipation, a sense of mystery lingered. Anurag's actions had shattered my trust, and as much as I longed to believe in his sincerity, a nagging doubt whispered in the recesses of my thoughts. There was something more, something he hadn't confessed in his apology. It was a puzzle piece that refused to fit, casting a shadow over my decision.

And so, with the city lights casting their gentle glow around me, I waited. I waited for Anurag's arrival, for the moment when our paths would cross again. The city seemed to hold its breath, mirroring the anticipation within me. And as I stood on the precipice of uncertainty, I couldn't shake the feeling that this chapter was far from over, that the story held more twists and turns than I could ever anticipate.