My heart shattered as I stood frozen. I couldn't breathe. "Shit." Alex gritted out as he teleported to Blake and cradled him in his arms. Blood. There was so much blood. Another sob broke free and I fell to the floor. What had I done.
"I'm sorry." All the pain I felt was making up for everything. I couldn't think. I laid my head on the floor trying to reel in all the emotions. I was numb but not really. "Alex."I cried out. I needed him. I needed help. I looked around and didn't see him or blake.
Zavier came instead. "He's taking care of Blake's wound." He stated. "Is he going to be okay?" I asked perking up alittle. I needed to find any hope. He gave me a funny look and my heart shattered again. He knew.
"He's not going to make it." I stated. I didn't need to ask because I already knew. I felt numb completely now. It's like the pain ate away at all my emotions. "I'm sorry." he sympathetically said. I looked at him And I didn't see pain in his eyes.
Its like something clicked in me and before I could figure out what I was doing, I was putting a knife through his throat. I pushed until the blade was on the other side. "You knew and you let it happen." I said as I pushed his now lifeless body to the side and stood up.
Screams were everywhere as I made my way to the door. I waved my hand and all the bodies in the room leaned over on the ground. If they had their feet they might've had a chance. As I walked I looked down to blood flowing all over the floor. I watched as the blood smeared whenever my feet glided through it.
I should've felt something but all I felt was numb and that's nothing really. As I walked out the door I turnt around and set everything on fire. "I'm guessing you didn't see this." I mockingly said as I turnt around and left out. Tonight everyone and everything would perish.
As I walked down the hall I touched the wall and watched as everything started to slowly turn to ice. With a fast and strong swish of my hand the ice was traveling through the hall and making its way to every surface in this Palace. I would turn everything into ice.
With that thought I was teleporting out of the palace. As I floated above the palace I looked around at all the grass and took in how secluded and lonely this place was. As I raised my hands I watched as my power went through me and ice flew out of me. With just one single touch of ice on the water fountain, the ice was traveling at a fast rate.
I watched as the grass became stiff and frosty at first than I watched as the ice took over. The leaves on the trees looked like leaf icicles. I twirled around and let my magic hit everything. No one would be able to stop this. Most of the Gods who might have been able to were inside dead.
I started to travel forward. Going with the ice. Watching as it took over everywhere. A idea had me dropping to the ground and skating on the ice. I would watch all dimensions freeze over like my heart did today.
I twirled round every turn and narrow path watching as the once colorful world was now pale. Yelling and shouts could be heard as I skated through. Without much though I was taking the life out of them and burning the inside of everything. It would be a blazing ice Kingdom.
Screams could be heard everywhere. It was bad. I wonder why no one tried to stop me. I mean there were a few Gods who could try. As I floated up to take a look at my work a small smile hit my lips. Just a small one because reality hit me instantly causing me to let my power blast through me destroying everything in it's wake.
The once beautiful ice land, now looked like a natural disaster hit it. I looked around at the debris and destruction I caused feeling nothing. Buildings were no longer. It was quiet. So quiet. Every royal in this dimension was dead now and I still felt numb. The feelings were eating away at me. I needed to do more.
With one last look I was breaking through the dimension. Well I thought I was until Pain hit me all over as I hit the barrier that was preventing me from leaving. It felt like I was burning. I wasn't suppose to leave this dimension because of the bond but I would not stay here anymore.
I tapped into my magic and pushed out as much as I could. Every drop of power that came out was like a thousand needles stabbing me. "Ahhhhhhh." I screamed as I fought to break through this prison.
I pulled back my hand and punched the barrier with so much force that it flashed from the impact. I was doing something. I hit it again with more power and watched as it ricocheted light all over. It's like they used every Royal and Gods power to make this Bond.
I looked around at the barrier blocking my way. The light was traveling all around. I watched as it disappeared in the distance. As I went to punch it again a shout had me stopping. I turnt around to one of Alex's subordinates. Did Alex really send one of his people? I laughed at the nerve of him.
My smile was short lived when I looked around at all the ice and destruction and remembered why I did this. I looked back at the man. I didn't need any bad news right now. "Wait. Alexander requested you." He rushed out. He saved his own life. I put my raised hands down.
If it wasn't freezing right now I bet he would be sweating. Calming the rage and power in me I waited.. The numbness was transforming or maybe I just felt so angry that it made me numb. As I made my way to the man I watched as condensation filled the air from his fast breathing.
"Um Alexander asked for your presence at the palace. It's urgent." The subordinate rushed out before teleporting out. He didn't even wait for my reply. Was he really that scared. I didn't dwell on it because I needed to see my son. So I was teleporting as fast as I could back.
The palace was still frozen and it seemed to withstand the destruction that I let out. As I walked through the halls I noticed that the ice was actually dripping. Maybe I should've made the ozone subzero so that it would not have melt. I would do that later.
It took awhile to find Alex but when I did I figured out how he got out of his restraints. A dozen royals were in this small room with their magic still intact. I would be fixing that also before I left out. I looked for Alex and spotted him talking to his father.
As I walked towards them most royals made a path for me. Maybe I would not touch their magic. A small maybe. "Where's Blake?" I asked getting right to the point. Alex sighed causing his breath to show from the temperature. As he closed his eyes dread hit me.
"Alex." I started but didn't get to finish because Alex was talking. "He didn't make it Mazaya. It hit his heart and because of how small he is it was impossible to fix. You hit him with a knife that couldn't heal." He said as nicely as he could. My heart. The anger was gone and now dispair was taking over.
"We can fix this." I hysterically said. We could I could fix this. "Mazaya." Alex said softer. It sounded like a whisper and that whisper took all my hope away. I fell to the ground. Not caring at all that it was freezing and it was starting to burn me. Even though I was immortal I could still feel pain and that usually sucked but today I needed this.
I sobbed. I couldn't think straight. "He's fine. I can do all of this. I am special." I cried out as I waved my hands around. Alex kneeled next to me and wiped my eyes. The tears didn't do much but still that gesture had me grabbing him and sobbing into his shirt.
"Please fix this. I'll listen to you. I'll never do anything like this again. Please Alex." I cried out as I rubbed my face into his shirt. I made a mistake and now I was suffering. Someone tapped me on my shirt and I looked up to Someone holding Blake.
Sob after sob left me as I reached for him and held him to my chest. I looked at his face and my heart broke. It was lifeless. He was lifeless. He didn't twitch like he use to when he slept or make cute smirks. My baby wasn't dreaming.
I brought him towards my heart. I needed him to take some of me because I needed him here. Without much thought I was putting healing magic into him. He had to wake up. I don't know how long I tried but when I looked up everyone but Alex was Gone.
"Please fix this." I whispered. I needed him to do something. "I wish I could." Alex sadly replied making me realize this was it. I conjured up a knife and was slitting my throat before Alex could stop me. I hurt my son and I couldn't live with myself.