Frozen part 4
How had I tripped on the book I was reading and set down. It's like stealing good fortune back fired on me. I lost track of the days since all I could do was lay down and sob. It felt like someone was stabbing my stomach. "Baby you can't come yet." I sobbed, he kicked me in response letting me know he was okay. I have to get up and go in the secret room.
There has to be a way to unfreeze time I thought as I crawled to the doorway. My water hadn't broken yet so I would be fine. Luckily Gods gave birth like humans kind of. I should have time.
As I got to the entrance I grabbed the railing and wobbled down the stairs with shaky legs. My thighs were hurting and my stomach was contracting. The pain was coming in sharp waves every 3 to 5 minutes. "You can't come now please." I cried as I felt water go down my leg.
I can't make it I though. As I made my way to the bottom of the stairs I was in a small room. There's was a safe on the wall and papers all over the table. I slowly walked to the table and leaned on it alittle.
I felt like I had to push. This couldn't be happening. Sweat was coating my forehead and bodily fluids were dripping out of me. I looked down and got light headed instantly.
As I held myself up I looked from up off the ground. Blood, lots of it was dropping on the floor. I was losing too much blood. I hurried up and looked through the papers. Nothing just names and dates and little notes in small handwriting. Luther, Lucas, Exodus, Bobby, and multiple other names that had no meaning to me.
Throwing all the papers everywhere I started to scream. This can't be happening. All this work for nothing but scribbles that I didn't have the time to read and names that had no meaning to me.
Without much thought I was grabbing a handful of papers and sending them to our bed to read. I could read them later when I had time. "You can't wait any longer can you. I should've never tried to carry Sasha down the hall. I'm sorry." I cried out to my little boy.
Even though I didn't know the gender, I felt it was a boy. I wasted all my time trying to get Sasha to safety that I completely failed and now I put you in danger. I don't know how to deliver a baby. I looked around the small room and spotted a small closet. I could put Sasha in there.
My baby kicked me a few times fighting against it but I already knew that this was it. Once I had him I wouldn't be coming back to her help because I didn't know how to deliver a baby or what to even expect. I was suppose to be the Goddess of Wisdom but it seemed like I wasn't anywhere near being wise.
As I teleported to Sasha I didn't think I could do much pushing. No I couldn't do much pushing. Maybe luck would be on my side. I grabbed her and thought of putting her in the secret closet as I closed my eyes. Maybe if I pictured it, I would have more luck. After a few minutes of my eyes being closed dread hit me instantly when I opened them.
She teleported. All I had to do was picture the place and she would go to it. If she didn't actually go to it, I really hoped she at least got out this mansion if not being hidden in the closet. All the pulling I did was for nothing. I laid my head down and a sharp pain hit me with so much force that I was screaming. "Help please." I cried out to no one.
It didn't take long for me to have to push. I can't give birth to him on the hallway floor but I don't think I'll be able to teleport and move afterwards. "Baby why did this happen to us." I sobbed. Snot and tears were all over my face now and I didn't have it in me to clean myself up.
"Don't judge your mommy when you see her." I cried as I pushed out. So much pain. "Please." I screamed as I pushed again. The pushing seemed pointless right now. Nothing was happening. I remember hearing something about when you start pushing you shouldn't give up. So I kept pushing.
I pushed myself back against the wall so I could have some support. My body was in so much pain. As I put my hand down to catch him I felt hair. His head. "Omg you're stuck." I cried out as I pushed harder this time. His head slowly started to come out.
Pushing was taking up most of my energy. I didn't have much in me left so with all my strength I pushed again. A small babies cry gave me enough motivation to push one last time causing him to come out to the point where I could gently pull him out.
My vagina felt like it was burning and my stomach was cramping as I pulled him gently out but when I finally got him out it was like the pain was in the back of my mind. "You are a boy." I cried out as I brought him to me. My baby he was making little whimpers. My baby. I needed to get to the dining room and find a way to wake up Meridith or start time again.
With all the strength I could muster up I teleported onto Meridith's lap. It was the only way I could get to her. I knew blood was coming out of me onto her but there was nothing I could do about it. My eyes were to heavy so I had to close them.
Small baby cries had me panic. My baby. All the pain was consuming me but I couldn't give up. What if I couldn't wake back up after this. He would be alone. "Meridith please help me." I cried out with my scratchy voice. She didn't do anything.
Maybe I could do what I did with Christopher. I tried to wake her up with my magic. I used all my force but nothing. I was drained. Baby cries gave me the strength to semi yell one more time. "Meridith please wake up. Please." I cried out as I started to lose consciousness.
A gasp had me fight alittle harder. "Help." I whispered. Hope was fading my baby he was struggling to breath. "Omg Mazaya." I heard a voice. I sobbed. A voice. "Help." I whispering on last time as I went in and out of consciousness. "Mazaya I Got you. It's going to be okay." Was the last thing I heard before I fully lost consciousness. All I could think about was my baby.