Life is Awfully Cruel

In this world, there is no such thing as a happy ending and I, Kagami Yuuta has no salvation. The pain never ends nor does the memories and it is killing me. What a cruel life indeed. How long will I endure such pain and when shall I receive my own salvation?

"Thinking about it makes me feel even more depressed than I already am" I sighed and stood up from my bed.

How did I become this way? A gloomy depressing guy who thinks nothing but negative thoughts and death. Well not everybody has their happy life, some just don't have the qualifications to be happy unless they earn it. Maybe I can be happy but maybe I just don't choose to be one.

I head downstairs and I had to cook my own breakfast. One of the things I'm into is cooking and instead of going to school, I study on my own. I used to dream about being a chef and having my own restaurant. Though that dream had disappeared from my thoughts because I have no hope. As I cook my food, I made coffee for myself. After all the work, I ate and drank then went back up to plan whatever I want to do for now.

Ah yes, the reason of me not going to school is something I wouldn't want to say, horrible memories and experience has happened to me in school. Simply saying I was bullied, tricked, cheated, and mistreated.

During my time of planning, I was writing my own plans but my phone began to ring and it kept ringing and ringing until it annoyed me.

"Who the hell is trying to call me at this moment? It's probably the school." I ignored my phone and just waited until it dies down.

After planning, I began to sketch the sky. Other than cooking, I am also into drawing and I have been practicing all day to just improve how I sketch. Though sometimes it does make me feel the boredom. Though I won't quit it, not yet at least.

One minute later, I heard a can falling from the kitchen. Though that was weird, because I am sure I closed the cabinets. I went downstairs and went to the kitchen. I looked at the cabinets which apparently wasn't open and there was no can on the floor.

"Was I imagining things? I am sure I heard a can hit the ground." I was confused.

I just ignored it and went back upstairs. Though once I opened the door. A girl in a JK uniform was standing right by the corner. She had jet black hair and she was hiding her face. Her skin is white as snow. Is this what a ghost should look like or............could this be my end.

"You...Do You Live Here?" She asked as she tilted her head.

"W....W...Well....Y-yes.." I answered in fear not because she's a ghost but because she's still a person even if she is dead.

Truth is, I have the fear of interacting and talking to people. You could say, the average kind of being a loner and a introvert. After answering her question, she seemed to have just walked away and disappear while I was dumbfounded

Suddenly my alarm just rang and I woke up from reality.

"Was I dreaming?" I asked myself.

I should just ignore what ever I thought or dreamt of. It was damn scary. I really hate people.

Though something smells really good. REALLY GOOD!

I went down and saw another girl in a JK uniform cooking breakfast. Wait why is there another girl in my house?! Is this another nightmare?!

"Oh, Good morning Kagami-san" she said as she looked at me. Such a pretty girl.

WAIT WHY THE HECK IS THERE A GIRL IN MY HOUSE?!