Story About Past

"Do the both of you not want to drink with me?" Yuki casually asked but she didn't expect to get a big reaction from the two, it seemed that the two misunderstood her question and thought that she was mad because they were not willing to drink with her.

"No! Of course, we love to, it's just we were shocked that you actually invited us. You know the reason for it, you don't let us touch alcohol that much because you don't want us drunk." Kurokami explained as she looked at Fumikon for a second before standing up and walking next to Yuki with a gentle smile on her face.

"This kind of chance never happens regularly, so of course we would want to cherish it now that you gave us permission." Kurokami happily said as she hugged Yuki from behind and slowly started to enjoy the warmth that she was giving her.

Fumiko was also the same, she had the same answer as Kurokami, but she was not as open and direct as Kurokami. She only stayed in bed and didn't do anything bold as she was still embarrassed to do anything as long as there was another person right next to her, and even if that person was Kurokami, she would still refuse.

"You're making it sound like I'm very strict eh? Am I that strict really?" Yuki asked but in her mind, she already knew the answer that they were going to give.

They were going to say yes because she herself knew how strict she was, but it was just her way of taking care of them in a way, she just didn't want them to hurt themselves if they got too drunk. She knows that feeling very well as she loves drinking, drinking is only good at the beginning, but when you wake up, you will start having problems.

She is even more strict when it comes to teaching and even though she sometimes wants to make her training easier or lessons easier for her daughter she can't because she just wants them to do their best at all times. Plus if she does it, it might just cause some conflict as her daughters might think that they are going easy on them, which could hurt their pride.

"You kind of are you know? I mean, in your death match or what you call training to the members of God's Worst Nightmare, it's pretty harsh. I mean, you will literally make all of them fight in a battle royale where the last man standing wins, as for the rest who have lost, they are seriously injured. Either by gunshot, stabbed, beaten up, or many things. Yet you still call that practice with the idea that it will make the stronger." Fumiko said as she recalled a time when she witnessed how Yuki trains her subordinate.

In her eyes, it wasn't even called training anymore because it was simply just like a killing circle because half of the people that had been set on that stage would die. Those who are lucky to still be alive can keep their lives and be a proud member of God's Worst Nightmare. Because there was only one real rule in that group, those who were strong could trample on anyone.

"Well… I just want the best, I don't want those who are weak to be my subordinates since I don't need them. What I need is capable and strong people." Yuki said as an excuse which the two women both understood because no leader would want to have weak subordinates underneath them because they would be useless in the end.

"But even so, I hope that you can at least go easy with your daughters. They are still young and I believe you understand that." Kurokami said as she let go of Yuki before pouring herself some wine and began sipping it and continued.

"You should still let them have some fun, and play with them even though it sounds and looks childish. Come on, I'm sure when you were a child, you also liked playing a lot, so why don't you let them do the same?" Kurokami said with a light smile on her face, but before Yuki could say anything, Fumiko nudged at her nervously which made her confused.

"I… big sister, I think it's best if you don't say anything about her childhood… It's a dark memory for Yuki." Fumiko who knew that kind of topic was not something that Yuki doesn't want to talk about quickly warned Kurokami about it quietly, but no matter how quiet she was, she was still heard by Yuki.

Yuki showed no emotion in her eyes as she just looked at the two of them. In reality, it didn't really bother her that much now since everything was resolved, plus she already got her revenge, though if it was before, she might get a little bloodthirsty because of it.

"Why? Did something happen when she was a child that caused her trauma?" Kuroami instantly asked with concern in her voice as she didn't expect that something like that could happen. But when she thought about it again, there was no possible way that Yuki could grow to what she is now if something hadn't happened in the past, so now she wants to hear an answer from her.

But Yuki just took a sip of her own wine before sighing, she then looked at Fumiko and said that she could continue since she started it.

"I… umm- Since you said that I should continue, then I'll continue. But correct me if I'm ever wrong about something since I still don't know some of your past. But to answer big sister Kurokami's question, Yuki grew up in a bad household. Her Father was a drunkard and likes to hurt her and her Mother a lot when he is drunk but he also beats them even if he's not drunk. Because of all the beating, her Mother got very sick until she died." Fumiko took a pause to look at Yuki and seeing that she had her eyes closed and was intently listening to her, she continued.

"But isn't the end of her Father's cruelty, he also abandoned Yuki by sending her to an orphanage, and from that she grew up in that place before swearing herself to take revenge on her Father for what he had done." Fumiko finished explaining at least what she knew. She of course has already investigated Yuki's past, but that was all that she could find, but she knows that there was more about it.

"Good job, but let me take care of this now. What I'm going to say cannot go out, because I don't those other people to get worried." Yuki said as she patted Fumiko's head before letting her sit on a chair and continuing the story.

At first, she had no plans to continue this story since she felt that there was no need to since it was all in the past, and she would just eventually forget it since it was no longer important to her. But when she thought about it again, it was about time that these two knew how she became the person she is now, so she continued the story where it ended.

"I didn't grow up in that orphanage, I just made it seem like that so that no one can trace me. What really happened is this… I got adopted in that orphanage, but things really didn't go well after 2 months, the people who adopted me began beating me up until I couldn't walk properly, but because I still wanted to leave, I escaped and told the police, but since I don't have any place to go, I still got sent back to another orphanage, but this time it was different from before." Yuki took a quick pause to see if the two were listening to her or not before continuing.

"But at that time, I chose not to trust anyone because I felt that I couldn't trust anyone anymore, and no one was worthy of it. So when I got to that orphanage, no one was willing to adopt me since I just became too cold. But I made a shocking discovery because of it, the orphanage was actually selling the kids and unfortunately, I became one of those kids." Yuki's emotion didn't change one bit as she just continued her story.

How she became a killer at a young age just to survive, her life within the mafia group in Japan, and how she opened her heart once more before it got crushed once again by the maid that she thought she could trust.

The more that she continued the more the heavier the air became, but Yuki didn't feel it because she felt nothing anymore about her past. But on the other hand, the two women had the biggest reaction as simply they just couldn't believe that she had a very terrible life when she was very young and even up to now.

She even told the story of how she got here, but she still left the part where she got a System since that is the biggest mystery that she still hasn't discovered yet. If she knows that it would be safe to say it to other people, then only once would she say it to them. But for now, she will not take a risk as she still remembers what was about to happen to Amane, on how she was warned about the System.