CH 7: I Really Want To Turn You On

"Strip now, you bastard."

Lee Juha, with a stern face, yanked my pants down.

What the fuck, why is she acting like this all of a sudden?

I awkwardly pulled my pants and underwear down.

My flaccid, unresponsive dick was hanging there, limp.

Squish.

Fucking hell!

Juha suddenly grabbed my cock tightly, freaking out.

"Why the fuck didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Tell you what!?"

"That you're good at poker. If you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have lost my money, damn it! Do you know how much I lost?"

Why are you blaming me for your losses, you idiot! My dick!

"You didn't ask!"

"You should've mentioned it on your own!"

"Fucking hell! Agh!"

How much did you lose? How much? It wasn't even a million won!

"I thought you only did high-low!"

"You knew I played poker!"

Juha even grabbed my balls and shook them.

Help me, fuck!

But soon, Juha relaxed her grip and thrust her tongue into my mouth.

Gasp!

My brain stopped working for a moment.

Her tongue went crazy inside my mouth, seeking out mine which lay on the floor.

"Mmm."

Juha was hitting the underside of my tongue with hers, as if telling me to stick it out.

Wait, just a second.

My circuits shorted out, and my body froze.

Smack~ suck~

Her tongue wrapped around mine in a confusing mess.

My... my first kiss.

Kindergarten doesn't count, since it was just a peck, meaningless.

From elementary, middle, and high school... I've never mixed tongues with a girl, and now my tongue, stiff with instinct, was being sucked by Juha.

Huff, puff.

I felt dizzy.

I must have had an ahegao face.

Even the touch of her sticky tongue on mine sent lightning through me.

Sluuurrp~ lick~

For some reason, her saliva kept flowing over my tongue.

A slick, strange coffee and cigarette scent went down my throat.

"Mmm...!"

At the same time, a signal came from down there.

Just from the kiss, I was fully erect, Juha's hand moved up and down, and pre-cum started to flow steadily.

Slaup, slaup.

Ah, wait, just a second.

Everything escalated so quickly I couldn't keep up.

I pushed her away slightly in my confusion, and Juha opened her eyes, pulling her tongue out.

"This guy's tongue is fucking useless."

Why does it feel like everything is going against me?

I wanted to kiss her again, but instinctively, I couldn't.

Crossing the line would surely get me beaten.

It wasn't a kiss of love.

Just a skill to get me hard, to scramble my virgin mind.

I thought kissing was a line you only crossed with someone you truly love.

We had sex before, but never kissed.

I thought even for a virgin like me, kissing was a bit too much hygiene-wise.

But maybe not. It was just a raw, animalistic tongue mix to get me hard quickly.

Maybe both Juha and I were so pumped with adrenaline.

After playing seven rounds of Hold'em in a row, I was excited for the first time in a while, and Juha, watching me win, was probably flooded with dopamine.

That's why she probably just kissed me out of excitement...

I leaned my face towards Juha again.

Juha pulled back her chin and smirked.

"Oh, really?"

But she didn't avoid it this time.

I might have crossed the line as a virgin, but maybe it was the mood.

Or maybe she thought once you do it once, doing it again doesn't matter.

My tongue went back into Juha's mouth.

Slaup, slaup, slaup.

At the same time, Juha kept jerking me off like crazy. Her soft hand moved mercilessly, as if telling me to cum.

Ah, shit.

I didn't know what she was thinking.

I just instinctively stuck my tongue in like mad and grabbed Juha's breast.

"Ugh."

I heard her say "fucking hell," but I was too excited to let go of her breast.

Her still firm nipple under her hard breast teased my palm.

"Ha, huff,"

I... I can't breathe.

It felt like the blood to my head was blocked, making my vision blurry.

At the same time, the urge to cum was overwhelming.

"I'm... I'm gonna cum."

I pulled my tongue out and said urgently.

With an "oh," Juha gently wrapped her hand around my dick.

Ugh, ugh.

With a "shake, shake," my cum shot up.

To avoid it hitting the floor, Juha quickly pulled my dick upwards and stroked the shaft.

Phew, phew.

I felt my soul being drained.

It was incomparable to last time's sex.

Just from her hand, it was like a different level of cumming compared to inside a pussy.

"Wow, fuck..."

Juha also made a stunned sound as she moved her hand slowly.

Drip~ drip~

My dick, after shooting out the last bit of cum, tilted to the side.

"Fuck, hahaha."

Juha looked at my clothes in disbelief.

Phew, fuck...

I came back to my senses late, and my shirt was already covered in cum.

No, fuck, my clothes...

I couldn't help it, I was too out of it to grab a tissue.

But thanks to Juha pulling it up in time, otherwise, I would have cum on her clothes and the floor.

"I guess we'll have to throw that away, crazy."

"Mm..."

It was more obvious since it was a black t-shirt...

Juha pulled out some tissues and started wiping the cum off, saying,

"Just throw it in a bag and wear mine to go home. I have an oversized one."

"Will it fit?"

"Just wear it, fuck, unless you want to go home naked."

...Yeah, better than going home naked...

After wiping off my shirt, I roughly stuffed it into a garbage bag.

"Ugh, the smell of cum."

Juha laughed stupidly as she walked to the bathroom.

I belatedly felt the cum around my lips.

...

I wiped my lips with the back of my hand and put on my underwear.

I felt an inexplicable, strange feeling.

"Hey, check if it's uploaded."

While getting a handjob, the video was uploaded.

I immediately went to the Onlyfans site on Juha's phone.

"Hmm..."

Juha's profile picture was there.

Her body was the same, but her face seemed heavily edited.

It wouldn't be a big issue if it wasn't...

I went into her profile and saw some bait photos.

Her chest and body proportions were indeed rare in Korea.

Her breasts were unreal...

But whether it was particularly impressive, I couldn't tell. There are so many people uploading worldwide...

[Click Video]

Two videos were uploaded.

One was about 15 minutes, the other around 10.

It seemed like they had edited several clips into two videos.

"Uh... Hmm..."

I feel weird.

I'm watching a sex tape with me in it.

My face was mosaiced, making it even more unsettling.

I can't focus. Seeing myself panting in the video makes my brain stop.

Is... is this really me?

"What do you think?"

I'm not sure.

I'm just too distracted by my own back and my appearance...

Honestly, I'm more focused on myself than Juha's naked body.

Wow! Porn star debut! ...Fuck.

"I'm not sure."

I need to watch it to the end to know.

I tried to ignore my appearance and focus on Juha as much as possible.

Honestly, it's hot.

Imagining that time already makes me hard.

But is it really hot for others to watch objectively? I'm not sure.

The angle is off.

It's shot from a distance, so you can see us, but it just looks like two people going at it.

This is why camera angles are important. We should have either set up a camera on the wall or I should have held the camera.

Ah... is this why porn actors say filming is hard?

Because of the camera angles, you have to put the camera right in front of your face, your navel.

To focus on the female actress, the male actor's face is filmed from above.

"It seems okay, but also kind of meh."

I watched the video to the end.

Maybe because I filmed it, or maybe it's really lacking something. I didn't really feel anything...

Now I understand why they have a cameraman. If no one else films, it doesn't feel dynamic at all.

Or maybe it's just the camera difference? I can't tell. Maybe I'm just in sage mode after pulling out.

"It's... kind of..."

Juha's gaze went down to my lower half.

I quickly covered my erection. It's not like I can control my physiology!

"I mean, not bad, but I'm not sure if it'll sell well."

"Oh-. You seem to know the trends from watching a lot."

...I haven't watched that much.

Well, I guess I've seen more than most girls.

Juha flopped onto the bed, looking annoyed.

"Whatever. It'll sell."

I don't think it won't sell.

Juha's thinking of making 300 to 500 thousand a month, which I doubt...

But there will definitely be demand. Her body is not common.

"I don't know about angles or camera angles. I'll talk to my sister about it next time. I don't know~."

If you're satisfied, I have nothing to say.

But sister? Is she talking about the editor? ...Meeting her face-to-face would make me sweat, fuck.

"Hey, I sent you 150 thousand won."

"What's 150 thousand?"

"You won at poker earlier."

Huh?

Oh, right, I did win 300 thousand won.

But it's actually a site that exchanges money? That's weird.

"Is it really an exchange site?"

"Yeah, otherwise, no one would do it. I exchanged 500 thousand won last time."

Really? What a strange site.

But yeah, if they didn't exchange, no one would do it. 500 thousand won might be nothing for them.

I licked my lips and sent the 150 thousand back.

"Just use it."

"Huh? Why?"

Juha jumped up from the bed, eyes wide.

Honestly, I won it, so I should get 200 thousand, and Juha should take 100 thousand...

But it wasn't my money to begin with. And I wasn't trying to win money.

I just felt sorry for Juha being taken advantage of.

The 300 thousand was just a bonus. More than that, spending that money felt wrong.

Not just because it was illegal...

Every time I look at my bank account, it would remind me of bad memories from the past.

So, I didn't want to keep it.

'It's someone else's money anyway...'

I didn't want to carry gambling money around in my account. Gambling money has bad vibes, as they say.

Juha seemed to not care...

"Just use it. It's not like you won it."

It might as well be her money, considering how much she lost...

"Hey, Joonhyung, really!"

Juha lunged at me, grabbing my dick again.

Why my dick again!!!

"You really want to get eaten, huh? Did you decide to, huh?"

"No, it's not like that!"

"Come here, bastard, I'll give you another shot!"

No, I don't want that, fuck! It hurts if you do it twice! It hurts!

I ran away, laughing hysterically.

Somehow, it felt like a lot of my sad memories were being blown away.