He waited until Song Yi caught her breath, allowing them to relax somewhat and listen to his ramblings.
"I wasn't always like this you know. Once upon a time, I was a different person..." he said thinking about the past, which wasn't untrue.
They went quiet listening to him. His aura had slightly changed recalling those events.
"I had people I could call friends and comrades, people I could depend on," he proudly stated as countless faces flashed past his eyes.
From Zhurong, Fortis, and Jin Wang to Princess Ceni and Ma Jiang, even all those back in the Mei Kingdom- those who wouldn't even be born for another seven centuries.
"I never realized it in the moment but, for a little while, I had everything I wanted...oh how blissful I was in my ignorance."
He glanced at them to make sure they were paying attention and they were, undividedly.