Crying

Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung decided to take us out and have a stress-free vacation. Of course, I am happy with it, I love going out! So I picked my best outfits and put them in my classy red suitcase.

We waited for Jungkook to arrive before we head to the resort with Jin-hyung's van. The four hyungs are in the front while the three of us: Jimin, Jungkook and I, are at the back. Jungkook is in the middle of us because Jimin and I both want the window's side. I put my earphones on and closed my eyes, staying still and relaxing myself. Well, not until something landed on my shoulder.

"Jungkook?"

I whispered as I looked at his face. I looked at Jimin too and saw him sleeping as well. I looked at Jungkook one more time, his head so close to mine. His beautiful eyes with long eyelashes, his cute nose and thin rosy lips. He's a guy everyone would've dreamed of and Jimin is a lucky guy.

I tried to move away but Jungkook moved closer to me...

"Hmmm"

I can feel it.. my heart.. beating so fast again.. why is this happening to me? I looked at Jungkook and damn, when did he looked so beautiful? I looked at him closer.. his lips.. I didn't realize that I'm moving my face closer to him until Namjoon-hyung spoke.

"Are we almost there hyung?"

"Yeah, just another hour I guess"

I lost myself at some moment. The fuck is happening with me? Did I just tried to kiss Jungkook? Fuck he is my bestfriend's boyfriend and my friend! Ugh the fuck is going on with you Tae. I moved myself and sat properly, trying my best to sleep but my heart won't listen!

We arrived at the resort and damn it is gorgeous! Jin-hyung is really rich. We walked to the lounge area and sat there. I looked at Jimin and saw them flirting with each other, as usual. But what am I feeling?? I can't understand it.. there's just an urge in me that I want to go to them and take Jungkook. What the hell's happening?

Jin-hyung said that he only got us four rooms and I wish I can get the solo room. I want to relax myself from school works and from Jungkook.

"3", Jin-hyung

"2", Yoongi-hyung

"4", Hoseok-hyung

"3", Namjoon-hyung

"1", Jungkook

I waited for Jimin to talk before I open my paper.

"So... Jimin, what's yours?", Namjoon-hyung asked

"4", ugh maybe I got the solo room!!

"I want to be with you hyung", I secretly rolled my eyes and opened my paper...

"1"... 1? I'm with Jungkook? I didn't even realize that all numbers were said.. There's a part of me that doesn't want to be with him but there's also a part of me that wants me to celebrate.

"Okay so Jungkook and Tae will share a room, Yoongi-hyung will get his solo room, Jimin and Hobi will share and Jin and I are together... so come on let's unpack our things" I picked my suitcase and walked alongside with them to the elevator.

The room is nice and all but I'm feeling a bit uncomfortable with Jungkook.

"Woaaah it's nice, Jin-hyung is so rich"

I disregard what he said and unpacked my things in our room. God why it has to have only one bed? The world's making me crazy!

We stayed here and just did our personal things. I just laid on our bed while Jungkook is on the couch talking with his fucking cute boyfriend. Yah Taehyung-ah! That's your bestfriend! What are you even thinking?!

Ugh I focused on my phone and let the day passed by like that. I was getting ready to bed when Jungkook came out of the shower room with his wet, messy hair. He's on his clothes now but damn, so hot.

I turned my gaze somewhere else as I laid back on our bed. He walked towards me I mean, our bed and lay here too. He's just with his phone and I'm trying to sleep but I can't knowing I have Jungkook beside me.

"Hyung?"

"Hmmm?"

"I can't sleep, should we do something?"

WHAT?! DO WHAT?! WHAT SOMETHING?!

"Uh, what do you mean?"

"Oh, I have my laptop with me, should we play Overwatch?"

I silently sighed as I looked at his excited face.

"Sure"

We played, laughed and talked for a few hours, we didn't even realize that it's already late..

"Oh god it's already 2 am, we should sleep", yeah Jungkook's right.. I'm feeling tired too. We closed our laptops and head back to the bed.

"Good night hyung"

I can feel my heart beating again by what he just said.. dumb heart! Stop beating so fast!

"G-good night to you too Jungkook"

Because we stayed up late, we also woke up late. I was getting ready just came out of the shower when I heard Jungkook.. and I can feel something wierd again..

"Hahahaha see you soon my baby Jiminieeeee"

He put down my phone and I have to act normal..

"Oh Jungkook, is that Jimin?", he turned to me and smiled.. his bunny smile.. so cute..

"Ah yes hyung, you're showering so I answered it.. sorry"

"No it's fine. I'll just put my clothes on and we'll go down immediately"

I put my clothes on as Jungkook picked his things and waited for me on the couch..

"Come on Jungkook"

We came down and saw the guys waiting for us..

"Yah sleepy heads! Play Overwatch again and we will spank your asses to the point that you won't be able to stand up for a week!", Yoongi-hyung half-shouted at us.. I just scratched the back of my head and gave them an apologetic smile.

We went to our cottage and spent some time there before we head out to the pool..

Jimin and I are playing while the others are doing their own things..

"Yah Jimin-ah, it's so good we can finally have a stress-free vacation"

"Yeah Tae, I hope we can live stress-free too", well, we really have a stressful lives.. We had small talks about this and that..

"Yeah you should do that more Tae-- the fuck??!!!"

I saw Jungkook by Jimin's side a few feet away from him with a grin on his face..

"Yah Jeon Jungkook! Stop it!!" Jimin shouted because Jungkook won't stop splashing him water..

"Yah Ggukie stop, I'm running short of breath"

"OMG I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to-"

They moved away from each other as Jungkook went to the side stairs.. the fuck.. he is so HOT with that wet look. I just can't take my eyes off of him..

"Hey baby, you're drooling"

I know he said that to Jimin but I can feel that I drooled as well..

"WHAT?-"

It's already afternoon when we decided to go to the beach and play volleyball. We took our shirts off and I can say I am proud. I only have 6 pack abs and a great body.. but those boys aren't different. We all have fine bodies which made people come to see us. We played for a long time and finally, the game ended. I saw two girls coming at Jungkook's way while Jimin followed them.

"Uh, hi! Can I have your number?" The both of them giggled as they saw Jungkook smile. He looked at Jimin and scratched the back of his head.

"Um, I can't give it to you", Jungkook said to the girls..

"But why?", can't they feel Jimin's presence?

"Because I don't want to share my boyfriend to sluts like the two of you", Jimin talked which shocked the girls and us as well.

"He's your boyfriend? Oh bitch dream on, we're prettier than you", Jungkook was about to speak up when Jimin talked..

"Prettier? Uh do you have any mirror on you? Because your looks?..." he looked at her from head to toe and shook his head acting like disappointed at what he saw. "Can't even reach the letter P."

The girl was about to come at Jimin when her friend stopped her, instead she came.

"You know gay, we don't care if he's your boyfriend or not okay? We want him so we'll get him, you understand? And it is HIS decision if he'll come with us." She looked at Jungkook flirting him everything she can...

"Sorry but I won't", it's simple but cold.. the two girls looked shocked at what just Jungkook said.. "why?" They looked irritated and were about to leave..

"Where are you going bitches? You'll look for other men to fuck your dirty, used pussy?" Jimin walked towards them "I am so sorry to tell you this, but who would want someone like the two of you?" He pointed the two of them as he said those words

"And even though I am a man, or gay or whatever, accept the fact that I am prettier than you I mean, I can't say that I'm prettier because you just can't compare your ugly face to mine"

"Now get the fuck out of my way or we'll get you out of this resort!", he walked away from them with a smirk on his face. He pulled Jungkook and looked back at the girls and smiled one more time before walking towards our cottage together..

"ARGH!!"

He came to our cottage with a smirk on his face..

"Hey, I'm scared of Jimin now", Hobi-hyung

"Yeah, I didn't know he had that in him", Yoongi-hyung

"Woah, you just shoved their asses off", Jin-hyung

He shyly smiled at them and scratched the back of his head..

"Well I can be pretty intimidating.." he said as he looked into each of our eyes..

"Especially if it is about Jungkook" they just nodded their heads as they heard the coldness of his voice..

Especially about Jungkook huh?

"Then let's forget about it and have fun!"

We arrived at the resort's bar where all you can see are people dancing, drinking and making out. The smell is something weird and I don't like it, good thing we're heading to the VIP room. The VIP room is kinda classy, glass walls, glass table, aircon, comfortable sofa and tv for singing. We enjoyed our time here, we drink, we laugh, we dance like crazy, we talk about nonsense things and we sing like there's no tomorrow.

We were having fun, Jimin is finishing his song and I can feel my head becoming dizzy now. I didn't even realize that Jimin's done singing now and asked us to go to his room because of Jungkook. We stayed there for half an hour before we decided to go back. We took our things and walked to the main building and went to the elevator. I can feel my legs being wobbly but I still held on.

I opened my room and saw no one, I was about to drink some water when I heard a moan.

"Jungkook?", I whispered and followed the sound which came from our room. I walked lightly, didn't want anyone to notice I'm there. I was slowly arriving there and I hear the moans more clearly now. My heart is going crazy for beating so fast. I slowly sneak a peek and..

Jungkook and Jimin are having sex..

I watched them.. Jungkook's perfect body behind Jimin's ass slamming their bodies together. I feel hot.. his body.. Jungkook's glowing face with his body full of sweat.. it makes me wanna go there and pull him out to fuck me. But I stood still.. I touched my bulge getting bigger begging to go out which I did. I wrapped my hand on my dick as I watched Jungkook move. It makes me hornier. The sound of them moaning, the sound of their bodies slamming together, I wanna do that with Jungkook.

"Ugh Jungkook-ah, fuck me", I said between my breath silently just enough for myself to hear. I can feel a knot in my stomach and we three cummed almost the same time. I felt tired and was about to leave when I heard them..

"I love you Jeongguk-ah"

"I love you too Jimin-ah, I love you forever. And this is the best night ever"

I felt my cheeks getting wet, I touched it and..

"I'm crying?"

Why? Why would I cry? Why would I feel so hurt? Why would I want Jungkook?

Fuck

I'm in love with him..

But how about Jimin? He's my bestfriend..

But...

I love Jungkook