July harbored no hatred towards Lizzy.
He wasn't even angry when he found out that she was pregnant when he fully knew that it couldn't have been his baby.
He knew that Lizzy must have felt lonely with him and that she deserved to be with someone who could actually love her. Besides, he was in no place to get mad when he, himself, had been sleeping with Rain behind her back for years.
While it was true that they do sleep together sometimes upon Lizzy's wishes, July could never say that they were truly intimate whenever they do the deed.
After all, his heart has always been someone else's.
His heart always belonged to Rain.
Going back to the present, July has now snapped back to reality and decided to just wait until his wounds and bruises heal.
Although he longed to see Rain so badly and feel his warmth against his skin, he couldn't afford to see him in his current state.
He just sat there in his room, spacing out while thinking about how Rain was doing.