The Secret Message
I got the urge to step out of my room after I had two hours of getting my butt overpressed on the soft couch of my dormitory.
I was stuck thinking about how to go along with the faith's plan for me. In this very instance, I was confused about things. I think I can't bear Celestine's life story anymore, I was trapped in her body and now pathetically enduring the pain she'd been through all along. Her Reaper life seems so miserable, starting from living for so long up to now. And later on, betrayed, and when she finds payment for the betrayal she was punished. And that punishment pushed her to be more evil and no mercy.
She suffered more than anyone could bare, she became guilty for the life she mercilessly took and the souls she collected. She had become the scariest Grim Reaper in her Era. Due to it, Celestine was punished to be locked in a scary place for a very long time.