Chapter 2: Lovely parents but not a proper role model as a partner

I never understood my parents as a partner because one time they were nice to each other and other times they were noisy, moody, and possessive.

Growing up I encountered so many arguments, verbal abuse and disrespectful words towards each other. At times it would be too much than I could handle as a child and I remember being nervous and crying whole night . It was a nightmare for me as a sensitive child. I couldn't share it to others and couldn't help me get out of the situation.

To escape these situations I would talk to myself, create so many stories in my mind, and get lost in the fantasy world where I only get to experience peace, happiness and love .