prologue:)

And all of a sudden.l felt really tired.Like the world has drained me of everything that l had all because i lost my little precious brother.All the memories i spent with him felt like a dream which ends when u wake up to reality.Each and everyday they never siezed and opportunity to blame me for their son's demize and l also blamed myself for his death.The love and compassion they once shown me was like a thread slowly being cut by a sharp knife.

'l was their daughter so why can they..'

before i could even finish off the thought the doors of death came knocking on my doorstep.

As i lay there in the pool of my own blood memories of the joy l made with him came in my mind.

So this what death feels like.l hope my last breath is a sigh of relief.