Shi doesn't want to believe in love at all

We are sitting together now.....But one day, you will grab all the stars,but what about me? By doing suicide, will all the things will go smoothly? Is there no way other than suicide... "Why did you betrayed and abandoned me,when I always love you with my heart" What will Yang Shi do?Did she can overcome from the past? " forget the past?" or "live with the past?" let's checkout it by reading