8 Alex

I made sure that I kept an eye on Sara. To make sure that doesn't steal my woman. I had to make a friend of mine watch Sara's house because I didn't know what to plan for my next move. Me keying Sara's car was just the part of my way to get Ivy back. My had been casing her house for 3 days just to each her movement and to plan something else for her ass. I thought about starting up something at Sara's job. I made sure that my friend James was watching Sara's every move. I wanted to make sure that I knew what she was doing at every second of the day.

I have been trying to figure out what I wanted to do as my next move. I thought I would destroy her office when she is not there. I wanted to steal data off her computer and spray paint the walls of her office as well as throw her files all over her office just to make it look like someone was looking for something in her office. That would make Sara stay away from Ivy because Ivy belongs to me. Do I really sound that crazy. I mean do want what belongs to me. Can I even say that Ivy is mine after she started seeing another female.

Being that me and Ivy are no longer together I thought about ending my life. If I can't have Ivy then what better way then to kill myself. I thought about killing Ivy so many times, but I just couldn't go through with that. There was plenty of times in our relationship when me and Ivy were arguing and I grabbed a knife out the kitchen because I saw some bitch number in her phone. Even though me and Ivy have been through so much, I still loved her. I find it hard the way things ended between us. But I don't blame her for doing what she did because I was the one who was chearing. I stepped out on our relationship and I didn't mean to do it. She was nothing but faithful to me and I messed that all up.

I don't mean to sound crazy but I will kill anyone that would get in way of me and Ivy. I mean I almost killed someone for getting in the way of my relationship. I beat the bitch ass for stepping towards Ivy thinking she was single. That was the first time I ended up in jail. I spent 2 years in jail just to protect mine. She came and visited me twice a week for those two year when I was locked down. I was so happy the day I came home because Ivy welcomed me with open arms. The first thing I did when I got home was take a longer shower and got a home cooked meal. Prison food is so nasty and it has no taste. There was days I went to sleep hungry because the food was too mushy. I thought by the time I came home from jail Ivy would have moved on from me. Instead she waited for me and that is the true definition love. That is when I knew that Ivy really loved me. She was always loyal to me, I couldn't do the same for her. I found my way out of the relationship by sleeping with someone else and, I know she was hurt when she found out. But when Sara came into the picture, I kind of lost it, and that is because I was trying to get Ivy back.

When I was locked down I only had one friend who was really there for me when I wanted to talk. I mean this was my first time being in jail. I met Jasmin when I was in jail and things between us was so chill. Although we were in jail we had each others back. No one seem to mess with us espallcally being that this was not Jasmin first time in jail. She was a good cell mate. She was in jail robbery and would be in jail for 5 years. When I was about to leave jail she gave me the number of her bother James just in case I needed help with anything being that me, and her were such good friends. I took the number because I knew that sooner or later I would need him to do me a favor. When I came home I had a hard time adapting to being home because I always had to deal with people searching my cell or other inmates getting stabbed or cops having sex with inmates. It was hard being in jail because I never knew what was going to happen on the day to day bases.

I tried so hard to keep my cool, but I just don't know how to. Sara was now living the life I wanted to live with Ivy. She kind of took everything from me when she started dating Ivy. I planned on going to her off and destroying it when no one was around or I could go to the office and either kill one of her lawyer friends. But I thought that would be too much and I don't want to end back in jail. So I thought I should kidnap on of her lawyer friends and leaving a note for her to find her friend. After a long day of planning what I was going to do I came up with the prefect idea. I was going to go though with the kidnapping. I had to make sure when James was doing the job that, he would not leave anything that would be traced back to me. A few days after I planned this attack on Sara's office I called James and told him what i wanted him to do for me.

"Hey James I need you to do me a favor." I said to him.

"Hello who is this again." He said to me.

"It's me Alex your sister's Cell mate." I told him.

"Oh hey. What do you need." He asked me.

" I need you to steak out this lawyers office until closing and I want you too kidnap someone for me." I told him.

"Do I want to know what you are getting yourself into." He said to me.

"Not really. I just need to prove something to someone." I said to him.

"I can do this for you, but I charge a fee." He said to me.

"Name your price and I got you." I said to him.

"I want $4500." He said to me.

"How do you want me to send that to you." I said to him.

"I need to send the money through a off sore account." He said to me.

"Won't the police trace the money back to me if I get caught." I said to him.

"I know how to do it without being caught." he said to me.

"I'll call you later and let you know when I'm going to send you some of the money because I not gonna send you all the money in full. " I said to him.

I hang up the phone and I got ready for the next move with my plan.